2018-07-23

0702

A historic day. Early in the morning, sitting in the back seat of the small iron electric car, I went to the company's last punch, ate a breakfast, went to a station, looked at a glance esp and W3, get the exit certificate, just graduated this year finally dust settled. From Shanghai to Hangzhou is very short distance train also quickly, I from the beginning into the social green to now gradually mature, but has gone a lot of detours, spent a year. The technical atmosphere of the new company is great, with an ideal place to work, and the medium size is just right for me to mingle with the community soon. With the importance of it technology in all walks of life, server-side, network layer development must have a great market demand, so in this area to be proficient, will let me reach a new height.

0703

When I came home yesterday, I moved my luggage upstairs, cleaned, sorted, stayed in the room all night, exhausted but full of excitement, and indeed the new environment brings the thrill, can offset a lot of bitterness and unhappiness. In addition, Hangzhou's consumption level is really not low, today morning, middle and late three meal to eat down, 6+23+16=45 block of ocean, than my living expenses in Shanghai is more expensive, or to plan to learn their own cooking. Colleague overtime is not much, I stay is voluntary recharge study, this and Chrysanthemum factory's inefficient overtime. Another thing is the information is open, problem processing, demand implementation, performance optimization has a lot of personal development space, I am not fresh, learning new knowledge of the speed is much faster, how to say also worthy of this salary ah.

0704

Now the work is very high, I am in a positive state of progress, according to the plan to learn the language, reading code, installation environment, these are necessary for the next development. Based on the operating system, I was thinking about starting a Mac, find a time to apply for a subsidy to the supervisor, the programmer of the moment to improve a lot of force. Consult my colleagues in the process, I found that everyone's level is very high, and I just have a good school education, a year of work experience for me the most valuable, is the use of search engines, the network community, the ability to solve problems independently has been improved, this has been affirmed by colleagues. I told myself over and over, to improve their own requirements, is no longer a fresh shrimp, and competitors have been inferior to me, under the high pressure can change, to the last list of mountains small.

0705

Do a lot of things today: use Vagrant+vbox to build development environment, this process is very cool, incidentally solved yesterday's shared clipboard, shared folders of the question; complete the Golang of the official tutorial, lasted three days is painful, of course, also marvel at his design and implementation Read the source code of logger project, comb the function module, and the use scene of Input/buffer/output, this part is the embodiment of the concrete progress, do not finish at night not to go home. I have to say that every day is full, I am no longer a monotonous muddle, instead of constantly exploring and thinking, always see the road under the feet become more and more broad. Efficient day, is worth the past few days, I occasionally soy sauce bad habits quickly can be corrected, such a pace of work so I can not favor.

0706

Simply full of control, 9:30 A.M. to 6:30, lunch break an hour, counted down exactly 8 hours of work time, occasionally overtime to 8 o'clock at night, the day's things must be able to finish. But good overtime allowance, take some, now seems to be no Ah, colleagues are very enthusiastic, to me Amway the use of the IDE, plug-ins, these are very let me warm heart. If this week's efficient learning process recursive, and constantly accumulated, then really should be a word: do not give money are willing to do things, not to mention the money? Keep this mentality, I can in the technology, connotation, character, network and other levels to enhance their own, finally can reach how high, perhaps even I can not predict.

0709

Every day there is a new harvest, unconsciously I also started to play Linux, a variety of development tools, perfect help documents, which the brilliant, popular tools or framework, the Web can find the corresponding translation documents, so that from the development of ecology and efficiency, Linux exploded Windows several streets. Different systems have their own advantages, like now Win10+vagrant+vbox, I can in life and work seamlessly switch, after all, familiar with the user interface to let people in the heart more bottom: really understand, each step, each operation means what. Now the work is very happy, rented small room is also I built a quality, only hope the beloved baby, can less inner OS can early sensible, so we will experience happiness earlier.

0710

The team set up a meeting in Monday to discuss progress last week, plan this week, play in Tuesday, and write this week's progress in Friday. One end, the middle process of work does not interfere, this way is very efficient, so that people are full of energy. Speaking of which, I was to express my satisfaction with the normalization of my work now, I have learned to distinguish between good and bad, which is a positive growth experience for the first year in society. Their own problems are a bunch of things: attention is not concentrated, the habit of procrastination, inexplicable stay up late, to find ways to remove them is also a priority. Ears always high expectations for me, deliberately did not detail the details of the requirements, so that I can look at the code more deeply, and understand the design mechanism of diskqueue, NSQ, because of lack of guidance, I panicked a batch, to resist the pressure to complete the task.

0711

Morning began to feel the pressure of the task, so I actively copy and debug, and finally realized the functional requirements as expected. Work in the middle ear is not prefer in person, but in the Gitlab on a problem you come to me, the process is not difficult to see, his module design and code quality requirements is very high, Mr seems to go to the last step, but actually to modify a lot. Small team Everyone is very busy, I also have to follow up the task in time to ensure that all people efficient collaborative development; The ear always said the right, after all, not like HW has a dedicated team to promote development, so I have made a choice, should be high requirements for themselves, the realization of functions, while the code carefully scrutinized, Try to reach a level that can be delivered in one step. Say it again three times: high demand! High demand! High demand!

0712

World Cup semi-finals, I have been two nights in a row, can not continue, stay up late is impossible to endure, the eyelid heavy unconscious, a person's sleep is always so restrained not full. Game handle to, I played a few innings fifa2018, the picture but stuck to explode, today only to find out the reason, and so on to go back to adjust the configuration of the graphics card at night. Right now, there is nothing bad, I began to be trapped in lazy, delayed evil, sleep poor----------distraction, procrastination, such a cyclical cycle. It's a physical exam this weekend, and I'm going to take it as an opportunity to change, until next Friday, to keep up with the high efficiency of the mission, the first shot of the new company's self-expression.

0713

Sure enough to have the pressure to drive, the last day remains the task, so I seldom lazy from morning to night, focus on solving problems, know less, the game is not how to play. To be clear only one point: Enron does not mean that can tolerate procrastination, it is like a time bomb, if not promptly cleared, one day will blow up my whole pieces. In the morning to see the so-called "bank depository", so I can not help but surprised, Copper Street security rankings do not rely on the front, I would like to return to the funds immediately after the transfer to the platform, this matter also to my home knocking on popular science. At noon, I received a peach notice, let me also with trousers, shoes when the best man, this is my intention, come and go a trip cost is high, but life is short must not owe friends of friendship Ah.

0716

In the process of Mr Audit, I found a few questions, important and urgent: 1 capacity is limited, the ear always to my high requirements, the framework to study, the code to take into account the design, in the lower level, the principle of the field I am not familiar with, it takes a lot of effort to match delivery requirements. 2) Lack of attitude, loose personality affect the work habits, I can not remain focused on one thing, the completion of the task is often the standard can be. 3) Self-management, to come before the initiative to accumulate and improve it, I do not seem so urgent, not how much progress, perhaps simply do not like HW, rather than the so-called "not reconciled to eat and so Die" bar. I actually have a lot of evil, can endure the suffering of life but can not make every effort to change the status quo, in the final analysis is willing to mediocrity, this is really very bad very bad very bad!

0717

In the morning, I look at the document, the reconstruction, the completion of the task, I feel comfortable, looking forward to get the ear of the general recognition. Now I should realize that I have jumped out of the comfort zone, a lot of new knowledge is urgently needed to learn, the first year of career is only a person's growth, the foundation is very weak, and now in unfamiliar areas of the struggle, my only way is to use redoubled efforts to narrow the gap with colleagues. According to the running-in period, the new business let me full of anticipation and morale, to the real grasp of the time will feel tired, lack of sense of accomplishment. And what I'm going to do now is just to get through the running-in period, quickly into teamwork, in the technical excellence, so that they become reliable, capable and outstanding, ear will always be proud of the introduction of me.

0718

Life is not a white road, but life is definitely a more effective way to choose. Lei June step by step to today, the success of the process is very useful for reference, excellent people to maintain excellent habits, decades, such as a day, long-term thinking and accumulation, how can not realize the dream. My first 1/4 life, from the college entrance examination has never been diligent, reduced to the normal appearance of the ordinary, fortunately, it is not too late to wake up, 30 years old and 5 years of gold, I strive to get rid of the shackles of character weakness, in this period of time there is a big leap. Lazy cancer is impossible to lazy cancer, procrastination is impossible to delay, in this life can no longer lazy cancer and procrastination. Since I recognized the people of Zhejiang hard-working, it is necessary to learn from the bottom of the virtues of hard-working rich, the past behind a little chase back.

0719

Work hours must be focused on work, and the lack of energy on their own and the company is not good; know, tiger flutter, friends circle, you can set aside time for unified inspection; time whether for work or study, are belong to their own, according to Lei June, the company spent this salary can't buy your most precious youth, do not play "cat and mouse" game! Can't restrain how to do, how to do, my progress has not kept up, the ear is always not urgent, as if the new company has no mentor mechanism. I kept self-taught self-study, the degree of how much heart also flaky, and so on really want to waste. The scary thing is, I'm even worried about my probation, because my ears are so vague that I can't appreciate and like them, and I don't see how much I despise them.

0723

From home to participate in the wedding of the Dei Tao, I want to quickly write down something, psychological is strongly shocked, there is no reason not to work hard. Life is difficult, and my classmates in the same situation is still a majority, they all think I have a limit, so I have to encourage. But I have never been firm enough, look for what to do, or set goals resolutely to complete; see the bride and groom wedding pomp and happiness, I feel the shock, frustration and spur, hard to be able to get ahead, be everyone can see, otherwise it will be a loser, what delusions do not have. People are very difficult to change, like so many years later, J or steel straight male, C is still and girls ambiguous, x self-esteem strong, speech without scruples, W has a forced heart, l EQ High, will take care of people, n restrained reliable, start learning chat. Everyone has not changed, but some people have the protection of parents can be very good, others including me in the middle of the living, so I have to make changes to the top of the pyramid flow.