A lot of stuff.

I just got a job, and my spare egg hurts. Sitting in front of the computer, staring at the documents of the vomit--obviously, technology is my job, but it's not something I love. There is nothing to do, I will empty my mind, let it float in a far distant past. Elementary school, middle school, High school, university ... Remembering anything I could think of, remembering the details of things that were impressive in my mind, picking up the scattered details, I was looking for the connection between them and my present--did they piece together the present me?

Junior High School I slack, more than 10 years past still miss that free and carefree. I began to recall this matter when thinking, is the teacher's preference or my bones in the free nature, let me treat late to leave such things do not care. is because the grade has been in the top and by the teacher alone pet, for my every day late blind? Or because of my free will, let me full of energy, the brain flexible, and then excellent performance? I don't think I understand the relationship between the two. Because after entering high school, I became a good student in my impression. Remember then the class teacher is very strict, grumpy, often in class, is forced to mercy his fear of becoming good, or because after high school went to county High School, where a collection of excellent students, and I would appear so ordinary not prominent, consciously changed to behave. The purpose of recalling these details is to find the bones of their own, this other people do not know I do not know the self. This is very important, in the long road of life, do anything to be around the bones of their own, so that the deep love from the heart, to live a full and meaningful. The comparison between middle school and high school produces such a conclusion: I am a person who needs freedom in the bones, wants to be free, needs to do things according to his own rhythm, but at the same time it is a person who is susceptible to the change of the outside environment, so it is easy to change his original behavior in order to avoid the possible dilemma.

A lot of stuff.