Gains and Losses

Sai Weng is missing from the horse, so he knows that he is not a blessing...

I thought I was a very weak person, but it turns out that I was not.

I once looked at something very red, and looked at others, I envy, I hope I have a chance to get it...

A few days ago I had a chance to get it like this. I often waited. I hope this is true. I can also get it through myself...

Recently I really got it, but I found that this is not what I want, even I don't know what I want it to do...

Today, I had a fight with my mother for this. I should say that I was scolded by my mother. She said that I am changing every day and I don't know what I want to do! In fact, I don't know what I am doing. Why do I get what I once hoped for? Now it's a chicken or even a burden...

Now, this is no longer important for me. What matters is my mentality. Should I be clear about what I want and what I want to do before fighting for it !...