I can't go back or go back.

Author: female patient from Beijing

2003-9-26 16:12:03

In the face of the vicissitudes of life, I feel deeply ashamed of the words that are still clean and sigh but have no grief.

Finding old text is like finding old photos and reading them back over a decade. Words and people have been clean and gentle, and have had fantasies about injury and obsession that can be understood and understood, but now people can be arrogant.

Smile in the dark, and then even gently say a word will blushing.

In the face of the current text and the current mirror, I am afraid that we can't go back.

Growing up is like a process of choice. It is a radial branch in front of me. choosing a path means that there is no chance to embark on another path. I think, it is a missed process. No matter which path you choose to go, you will surely lose the possibility of another journey. What's more, the scenery you see in the distance will arrive through great hardships, only to find that it is not what you want, but it is a pity that there is no physical energy and enthusiasm to come back.

Someone asked a question: would you like to come back if you want to return to the age of 18? I remember my answer: Do not do it. It's really painful to go all the way through so many painful puzzles and struggles. It's really painful to go through it again. Besides, some things, even if you come back, it will inevitably stick to the decision at that time. Unless you are 18 years old, you can have 30 years of intelligence and experience.

The man said, I am not satisfied, just like God. Because God said: if there is such a beautiful thing, I will go early and get you again?

People may feel warm when they lean together, but they can only look back at the past through distance and time to see the plain and shocking beauty. Now I am a fan of youth, with a red bullet pointing to the old one. The text is slippery and the heart is also muddy. I am afraid that I will not be able to face the innocent and almost shameful me. Those words, I have touched others and touched myself. Now I am no longer powerful. I just want to support the plug-in as a clown. While the clown's face is always horrible, no matter how smiling his mouth is, but there must be tears in his eyes.

People tend to expect something that is impossible. Even if it can never be realized, you must assume the right to refuse to yourself. It is like me, and you, are clearly two lonely individuals, but they just want to say "we", as if they can be together.

View others' blogs. I saw a sentence written by NYE: Or I am a doll. Only greedy for you. Only lived in a hurry for 70 years. Or too luxurious. Because you said, hi, you are my love.

I think I will never feel that way again.