I didn't go to work today

I haven't written anything for a long time, and I don't know what it is in these days. I don't feel anything at all. Why is this feeling like this? It's because I didn't learn anything. It's like this every day, spend it without knowing it.
I didn't go to work today for three reasons:
First, when I went to work these days, I watched movies every day. My colleague gave me "". I didn't like watching it, but I felt that I had nothing to do and didn't want to make a movie, I had to read it. Who knows I have read a few sets? I like it. I don't want to do anything every day. I just want to see it, I have no work at all, but I have not finished my work at all. I am dragging it down like this, and I may be doing nothing during the summer vacation! And I have not learned anything.
Second, I played cards in the dormitory last night. I also hit the night before and didn't play today. I wanted to say I wouldn't allow them to play, but I did, in addition, this is another dormitory. When I go to work, they are still students. I had to endure it. I couldn't sleep, so I listened to music there. It was estimated that it would be a little bit left or right when they went to bed. Fortunately, it wasn't too late. But this should not be the main reason. It rained this morning. When it rained, my heart went to work. It was so cool that I hated the rain on my way to work. It's so uncomfortable. Well, it's still the feeling of students. In the past, when it rained at school, I usually did not go to class, but now I am at work. For me, I am not officially at work, I don't know what it means when I don't go to work. It's really hard to go to work. It's still good for students. But I can't always be a student in weekly. Actually, it's time to suffer!
Third, I got a private employee. How have I done it now? After more than a week, I was ill last week and could not do it. Later, my brother came and had no time. If I didn't do it now, it would be time, in the daytime, I am not very interested in doing this in the company. In fact, there is nothing. No one else regards me as an employee. Why should I treat myself as an employee? I should have strict requirements on myself, but there is always a feeling of laziness. Oh, this is the way people do. They all have vigilance. Some people have overcome vigilance and they have succeeded. But most people do not, so he can only keep working, and not stop being lazy !~
Write it here first, as my summer internship notebook!