Keep me alive and continue my dream

In this article, I would like to tell you off for five years.
I don't know when to fight for a goal. Maybe the college entrance examination is my last goal for more than five years.
I think I haven't achieved a goal in the past five years. What's worse is that I have never set a goal for myself and suddenly feel very pitiful. having graduated from school, and then worked, mechanical coding is my best conclusion in the past five years. It is also a reality that I do not want to face.
If there is no goal, it is easy for people to adapt to the inertia of life, as it is the most effort-saving way. today is a repetition of yesterday, and tomorrow is a replica of today.
A person is the most inert animal. While providing more rational analysis capabilities, God has deprived him of many natural reflections. in the face of choice, the first concern is whether or not we will lose what we have, but what truly belongs to ourselves in this world? Suddenly think of the words that the high school chemistry teacher often talk about: "character determines fate ". anyway, remove inertia and give yourself a dream. the significance of life is not to repeat yesterday's story, but to see the solid footprints you have left to achieve your goals.
"People cannot live too realistically to make life meaningful." It's time to give yourself a goal.
This is a sense of rebirth, and it has not been so smooth for a long time.