Mad Man's diary 1

One day, when I was chatting with an Elder, I once said that my biggest experience in reading books for nearly a year was: I am a migrant worker in projects. The building is magnificent and valuable, but it has nothing to do with me. I only earn my hard work, house repair money, and the big money the designer has made. at the same time, I don't know how much labor or effort they have paid. I only know that I am tired,No holidays, only the durationThere is no sustainable development, only the squeeze of the plaset; no technology can be said to be proficient, even if proficient in a few years may be outdated; deep professional knowledge means you are afraid of learning, but want to know what you want to do after graduation. Do not regret not learning a major. You want to learn what you are interested in, but always be called by others, one day to the end of the day,The right without choice is only the obligation to obey,So we can only go to the mountains again and again in the underground fire sea, people have been in the fire pit for a long time, maybe because of the adaptability of the biological slowly numb ...... but today I think it shouldn't have been like this !!!

Why did I read this research? In order to repay the cultivation of my parents, or to make me respected by others? For the sake of vanity, do you still feel that software engineers have a lot of money to live a better life ?........

People should enjoy life and live happily. I have been studying for just a few months. I feel the frustration of failure, the pressure, and the urgency of being eliminated, few happy days, even if there is no project pressure ,....... at the same time, I can see that the people around me are not eloquent, they know how to cater to their teachers' preferences and go out to work. They are ruined by hard work and suffer from many diseases, the real work is no longer working yet ...... if you are not a teacher, you are not expected to graduate, and because he is an official, you are unlikely to change the teacher. Maybe some people are perfect for being an official Speaker: When he mobilized you to do things, that's... to encourage you to do his PR... thr... I can't leave school without leaving. Do I have to consider that much?

I am here to study, not for pneumonia, or for cheap migrant workers, what's more, even if you have done a lot of things, there is nothing to report to you. You can see the people who find the real job will understand it ...... people face tradeoffs, and respond to incentives!

Maybe for me in this school, my comparative cost is in their opinion: You can spend a very low cost to work at high intensity and high density for a long time as to your life, no one cares whether you are happy or not. How long can you live?

But is this elementary capitalism? Are we farmers who do not have anything in the enclosure movement? In the future, can I only make a package in the field?

Is the cost of not reading this book so high? Is the opportunity cost for me to study so low? I don't know. Maybe I'm not calm now. Maybe it takes time or a change.