Serial "The Life cycle of a program ape"-"development chapter"-5. Grandma finally "killed herself".

I can remember, grandma wrapped in the foot a little outside the eight, walking up the road to tremble trembling, but very neat, the body lean such as wood, the face angular clear, black and white hair. Mother said Grandpa, Grandma come, a grumble, narrate all kinds of encounters, all kinds of bad. Slowly grow up, mom said are one by one confirmed, in the face of this fact, I have some psychological complaints. But after junior high school, my thinking changed, Grandpa and Grandma can live for how long, the past let it pass.

        Normal to see them, sometimes to persuade parents, how many played a role, mother to them also said the past, until they leave the world. After work, every time go back to their hometown to turn around, with the children, take the children together. Do not know from when, every time I go to her, no longer describe the recent events in the village, but complaining about her body of various services, pain, when again drip, I always vowed: old, the body will be sick. The last few times I went to see her, she always said: * * (my name), I drink a little medicine dead. Then wipe the sunken eyes with a bony hand. I hesitate, how do I answer, I chose silence, I have been thinking why? People often say: good to die, rather than live. Isn't that what it is!         I am most bored in the morning or at work time to receive family calls, there must be "situation", for life, do not want to have any "situation", although it is a good aspect. Recently, the right eyelid has been in the neuropathy is jumping, I think is what situation, did not go to the heart. One day around 10 o'clock in the morning received the mother's phone, said Grandma died, can come back!         Yes, I went from the company to my place of residence and drove back to my hometown. The people who come are here, and there is no need to come. Grandmother's lying on the door, in the door after burning paper, see her photograph, so calm, my heart is also very calm. When Grandpa died, I remember particularly deeply. Before the death, four grandpa took me to see him, there is a last breath, breathing feeling so heavy, has not been awake, no longer as before: * * (my name), you come back!!! To my deep and shocking is, four Grandpa said: * *, you look. Then set off a thin quilt covered in the legs, naked under the body, and then see the crotch has been festering, a large red blood. At that time my heart had collapsed and tears had not been able to heal. Later, there was a dream to grandpa, living in a thatched house, back to the outside, approached, grandpa slightly turned to say: You finally came back. Turning my head again, I woke up in my dream.         But I'm not calm in the face of my grandmother's death. In order to paralyze the pain, she sometimes drinks. And that day, Grandma drank the wine has not allowed the heart to carry the excessive beating. Indeed, as she said, drinking medicine is dead. I do not want to discuss life, I just want to know what is the pain, that is how the suffering, that is how to make the choice!         in the face of dilapidated houses, the next day I returned to work, raising their homes and children!!!             &nbsp                          ,         &NB Sp                          ,         &NB Sp                          ,         &NB Sp               2016 mid-Autumn festival  

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Serial "The Life cycle of a program ape"-"development chapter"-5. Grandma finally "killed herself".