Share, what am I afraid of?

Not a person who loves to share since childhood.

At the age of 6, father's classmate family disputes, the only 3-year-old daughter hid in our home, a possession is half a year. As a small sister who has been in primary school for one year, the selfish nature of my only child is completely exposed here. In the six months, never want to eat, play, use of the things to actively share to my sister, even if I have long to wear the deep red cartoon pattern of suspenders pants. Well, perhaps often also to make excuses for themselves, said that when everyone is bear children, change who is not necessarily stronger than who. And now there are those little bastards who want to shoot their younger siblings out of their mother's belly. But why do you remember these details so clearly? Remember from time to time to give yourself a love of education?

Grow up a little, except fat and not bad results, my biggest capital is self-thought maverick. Love comics, Love VR, love playing games, but also love and my father fight. But the only problem is, I never love to share. Comics I always love to see silently, would rather own a person in bed tears rolling stomach colic; VR band also do not love to find the same people, their own buy a disc to buy photo set love of joy; The game is, as a fighting force for the biggest role of slag slag is to give people blood of the missionaries, just like alone practice level lonely and NPC dialogue.

To tell the truth, these years of intimate friends and many, but not a few people, the truth is not willing to share. Log, wrote to himself to see, Micro Bo, made a full cut, now the only can be reluctantly called thespeak-push, also only willing to let their closest friend fo.

Why don't you want to share it? 26 years, what am I afraid of? Always like a structured structure, then I also come to the analysis of their own.

One, afraid to show their ignorance: this is a half a cup of water with the inherent helplessness. From childhood hobbies too much, so is always a dabbler, not in any field become an expert. But at the same time its own concept has been very twisted bar, always think that only the industry big V or love the great God can come out to share. So as a half a cup of water, and finally can only form a share of their own than a variety of home play character.

Second, fear of error: This is a thin look, one is that they are always repeating mistakes, and the second is not willing to put errors in front of everyone. In fact, I am never afraid to make mistakes, but it is really a person who will not summarize and reflect on the mistakes. When you want to read, successful people always have a wrong notebooks, used to face up and erase their own learning on the small black spots. But I always look at my mistakes and wander away, so I can only cause myself to keep making mistakes. So that their second small weakness at the same time highlight out, I too care about other people's ideas, wrong to commit, but the best is quietly committed, do not give everyone know, finally can only do an ostrich, keep everything to myself.

Third, fear of communication: Now think, share the carrier is the exchange, no communication without sharing. Although I am not a person who resists communication, I have to say that I sometimes fear to communicate. My former leader has said that I am not a strong participant in many people's dialogues, and always give people a sense of lofty feeling. The explanation I gave was "you are a big shot on the occasion, but I'm just a rookie who just started working and I'm afraid I have to say more and more wrong." Although this sentence is really my heartfelt words, but now think about, in fact, just for the fear of communication to find an excuse for themselves. Why are you afraid to confide in your own opinion? Presumably the above 一、二条 has been given an explanation. But what is the reason? In fact, it should be the face of thin cheek. Now work for more than two years, he is also counted under a horse, this only found that everyone has a rookie of the day, and rookie is to be in performance and beat slowly grow. Good face, afraid of their own small white, afraid of their own mistakes, do not want to communicate with others, their own behind closed doors, can only continue to slow down their growth.

Four, afraid to insist: three days to play fishing two days can be my best portrayal of life before. Although life in the stumbling also walked half, but there is no way to do "insist" two words. The best example is to lose weight, fat for more than 10 years, weight loss is like the dragon in my life, always and their willpower entangled. Every success of half or a little more, because of love ah, health, and so many reasons to let oneself halfway down. In fact, it is not the first time to write a blog want to share life, but before really because of a variety of reasons, I chose to give up. So this time, will you stick to it?

The day I started in 2015, I wrote to myself, "2015, hoping to look back, this is a year of change." Thank oneself mentality is good, no lofty ambition to contribute to the heart burden, also can see oneself of a few shortcomings. So hope to borrow from this, as the beginning of sharing, may the goat's own can conquer the above fear, become a constant learning no longer ignorant people, a face the wrong continuous progress, a love of communication to accelerate the growth of people, a persistent courage to change.

Share, what am I afraid of?