The opposite of the past self, facing the past suffering, the explanation has been put down.

Dreams always appear, think about how to solve, but do not have the courage to carry out. It was as if he was going to tell me something, and he always knew what was happening. Although know he is a floating on the surface of the delicate sunflower, facing the huge lake, can only see a small he occupies a lake, I hope it can slowly sink down, let the lake back to his original appearance, light, calm. Let him fall into the bottom of the lake and become the past. But he can not be controlled by me, I gave him a lot of shot put, hoping to fall into the bottom of the lake, he lived among them, he is occasionally with me open a joke, occasional out of the water, let me see him one eye. Let me recall that my past, but there is no past, put down and did not put down, admit but did not admit, qualitative but not qualitative. Always playing all kinds of jokes with me. Good and bad do not tell you, you slowly to realize, what is the end, do not tell you. The day that I wish to grow and to be happy with others is indeed a wonderful fragment of my heart. Life these years, can let me take pains to repeat such aftertaste is only this one example, perhaps promises too much, expect too much, face this one the most want to end, the end result is hurt people hurt oneself. Think to let it go, follow Lao Tzu's homeopathy, and listen to the fate of Allah arrangements. Recognized, but somehow brought about such a large rebound, such fluctuations. Right and wrong, it seems to be to study. Title, the past has become past, suffering may not be a complete departure, but happiness but quietly, bless others, also bless themselves. Allah, pray for blessing. Not for me, but for the ones I really bless. Worldly results do not determine my heart, the love of people is still in the life of my Lord practice. For oneself said words still can't put down, because commitment so difficult, three one, not only because of said more, can't forget, also because he is from the sincere expression. Allah witness, I will be a kind person Allah desire. My heart will also be attributed to the person Allah and Allah. That unique sunflower will also float to the sea.

The opposite of the past self, facing the past suffering, the explanation has been put down.