The program mix of these years sentiment

Finally leisure, busy nearly two months, looking back on the cloud notes of the past few years, the inner surging and calm, temporary.

I am a spoiled big bad child, university four years play is the game, even a decent sister has not been soaked ... After graduating from college, I was reluctant to do the work I had introduced at home. So to the computer market to start a technician, to others installed machine, repair a computer, printer what, but also quite proud. Remember to do 2 days of crystal head, fingers are swollen, also is that the integrated wiring met an information section of the director of the words: You are college students Ah, you do these jobs, I casually find a few migrant workers to dry. Deeply hit me, think this low-tech job, wages are low also get no respect, I resolutely ran to Beijing to report a Peking bird.

2 years later, he came back. This time back, think of the high technical work of Halo back, but who want to, people have practical experience, almost went to a university when the teacher, but that is not my ambition, finally into a small company, began to do. NET development, since then began a period of not knowing is lucky or unfortunate experience. Today, the company is small but the staffing is very standardized, the object to play its value to the extreme, wrote for 2 years WinForm, now basically no company with this to use is also WPF, and then write the 2-year ASP. NET MVC, the company fell, the product can not sell out, The leading project manager has also been diverted to be the head of the office. Find a job, this small city no longer recruit. NET, and simply redirect Java.

At that time the child was born, milk powder drip work, diapers work, Alexander Ah. Friends introduced to the home of the Java company, everyone said. NET and Java, one proficient, the other is not difficult. At the beginning of the same thought, underestimate, leading to a step-by-step setback, almost defeated me. One in is solely responsible for a module development, what eclipse, what ssh, do not understand, the schedule is tight, finally boil for a few months, really can't carry, really is not ah, can only run away .... The next 2 years of drift and depression began. Has changed 10 several companies, long 5 months, short 3 days, until July 2015, I continue to do the program of the mind are not, at home with children. Take the child to see Kung Fu, impatient to really drive oneself crazy. I had a lot of feelings in the 5 months I had with my kids. After 14 years of smoking, I quit. Because I love my children, I want to accompany them to go farther, began to exercise the body, oneself really fat, norm rest, training their patience, patience is also I lack, a lot of difficulties are temporary, hard to boil the past; these months of unemployment at home, read some books, such as the Few people walk the road, there is a word is very useful: people are born suffering heavy; figured out some career reasons, the former thought: After two years of programming to manage Ah, or a little savings in business to go, it is not right, do not have a career to do a lifetime, the determination of dry, will not do a good job, Remember a colleague's QQ signature: Good want to program to 60 years old.

Suddenly on a day, especially want to go back to the post of programming, because I will only do this, also inexplicable from the bottom of my heart want to prove: their own line.  I think of some of the interviewer's sarcastic remarks: More than 30 years old, the foundation is poor, even just out of the training class than you better. I do not understand how these interviewers have not been interested in me, do not intend to hire, why so to warn me these words. But it is these words, let me think of why I chose to learn programming, think of the oath at the moment, and 8 years ago, like the same, want to through the work of programming, reflect their own value, but also to constantly improve their own value, avoid the yearning, unrestrained, dry work and with children, patience, practical indispensable.

　　

The program mix of these years sentiment