Turbulent mind--the chaotic mind--weary spirit of

In fact, very early wanted to describe their own mentality, but really began to write a feeling that they write out is a lot of complaints. In fact, I also know what to do, what should not do, but has always been "people are inert" to comfort themselves. (or excuse yourself for being lazy) is actually said to be simple. My present job is also very simple. In fact, my current job is very exclusive.

I think I still need to describe what I am doing, I am mainly responsible for the following things:

1. Communicate with customers
2. Submit proposal after communication is completed
3. The demo is available after the program submission is completed
   1. Sign contract confirmation requirements, etc.
4. Perfect customer needs according to demo, and arrange development plan

4.1 Database analysis

4.2 Functional Detail Analysis

5. Monitor development progress to ensure that the project meets customer needs

5.1 Monitoring the development of the web version

5.2 Monitor the development of mobile phone version

5.2.1 monitoring the development of Android version

5.2.2 monitoring the development of Apple edition

6. Test the development project and provide suggestions for improvement

6.1 Apple Side improvements

6.2 Android Side Improvements

6.3 Web-side improvements

7. After the completion of project development to deliver the customer, and according to customer demand for follow-up improvement (here will go into the cycle phase, continuous collection of feedback improvement)

8. Follow up

Think about it, too. A total of 4 men (3 new graduates, a dry for a year), do mobile phone end of the people have left, had to outsource.

It would be nice if it was just a project. But the actual situation is currently in the 6th phase of the project has 2 (for short, 6A, 6B Bar), in 4 phase of the project 3 (4 A, 4B, 4C), the 3rd phase of the Project 2 (3 A, 3B), 2nd Stage 2 (2 A, 2B). It seems there are a few projects, but now the thought of the project, the brain is going to collapse. (These projects are in progress at the same time) is often the case that the previous call is 6 a called "Where to Change", after a call to 3 a dozen come over to ask when the demo can be good, 3A after the phone is finished 3 B will ask when to come to the specific details, has lasted for some time. The end result is that it does not work well.

So the heart is a little tired. I really want to get out of here. Throw away these things, no matter what. But it feels like a little ... Hey. People are always bound by a variety of things, I think I am a "fealty" people. If someone else had gone, it would have been a long time ago. Sometimes do not know what they are in the end, has been holding on for so long why continue to stick. But turn around to think, have adhered to so long, if now give up not more should not.

I am not a very self-disciplined person. Also lazy, also like to play games, love to play. In fact, sometimes think, but also feel that it is their own reasons to cause their own predicament. If you change a person who can do things more seriously. I'm not sure we've solved all of the above problems. And I. Even in the case of such a lot of things under pressure, unexpectedly will also be regularly chasing the Pirates of the King comics, chasing all kinds of drama, noon will play the Furnace stone. Think about the reasons why I can do more of this.

In fact, they are also very clear about their own problems, but every decision to make a good effort after being 3-4 of the project after the dizzy, and become confused, thinking about rest, thinking of escaping. Actually chasing the play or playing games, is the heart to escape the status quo.

It feels like my life is really bad. I don't want to get up in the morning, even if I wake up at 6, I don't want to go to work, because I feel like going back and forth in several projects once I start work. After work to think about work, because know after-hours customers will not disturb you basically. Go to work for the weekend, weekend afraid of Monday. Often wake up in the night, and then think of the next day again in a few projects to deal with sleep, but if not to sleep the next day and did not work mentally.

Cycle, always in circulation.

In fact, I have been doing ideological struggle, if really want to leave, no one can stop, any reason can not bind you. But I know that my style of doing things will not do, always say that people do not for their own hindmost, maybe I was the one that was destroyed. But if I abandon my usual style of doing things, then I am still me?

The heart is still turbulent, because want to leave.

Thoughts are still confusing because there are too many involved.

The spirit is still exhausted because it consumes too much.

Turbulent mind--the chaotic mind--weary spirit of