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84, I came to this world, this alien abandoned planet, the Earth!

I was born in a small county in the northeast, listen to my mother said, father is a miner, in a work outside the dead, I grew up on the concept of the father is very vague, because I have not seen my father, also do not know what the concept of Father, was 8几 years, my mother and my living conditions are not very rich, After all, the main labor force is gone, everything is my mother in the hand, Father's gone, my mother took the father's job (at that time, the job is assigned) work in construction companies, do a very dangerous job, is to drive a crane, every time to go to work six or seven floors tall iron shelves is very dangerous, The nature of Mother's work belongs to special operations, for a woman, it takes a lot of courage and determination, Mom is for me, so here I want to thank my mother. Mother is the greatest.

At that time I was small, need to be taken care of, mother to work every day, there is no time to take care of me, let me stay in my grandmother's home, my grandmother and Grandpa are railway retired workers, we all know that the railway welfare is very good, but my grandpa always restless, nothing to go out and see the waste is always taken home, home of the garden is very big , and slowly piled a whole garden. Later, my grandfather found that this is also very lucrative, but also as a walk, every day to pick up rubbish. Because I am a child, love to play, nature, the garbage heap becomes my heaven, inside the radio, broken digital products, has become my experiment, because at that time, cartoons to see more, are about the alien what what, so very curious, on the study, which also fostered my love to start, love to ponder. My relatives said I was bitter, but I didn't feel it at all, because I was happy.

Also do not remember when I was a few years old, mother and married, is a more than my mother a few years old man, still with a child, no house, nothing, belong to inverted door. After the death of my father, the work unit gave our mother and son a house and they lived there. When I was six years old, at the age of school, my mother took me back, then I and his stepfather, and his child is not familiar with the mother to work every day, not at home during the day, they took advantage of my mother when she was not at home bullying me, hit me , even I eat two bowls of food to scold me, I am very small, every time I dare not to say to my mother. Because I was afraid my mother would quarrel with him.

Remember one time, the stepfather bought some delicious, I was more like to eat, I reached out to try to take a piece, who knows that he mercilessly beat a meal, finished still hungry mercilessly said: "This is for you to buy, who told you to eat!", I didn't say anything. I walked to the garden, squatting on the ground to cry, my domestic dog walked over, I hold the dog cry, I thought maybe only the dog will not bully me, only the dog can accompany me. There was a knock at the door, and I looked up at my grandmother, she came to see me, I was in there with the dog crying and complaining, he was seen outside the door, my grandmother was red eyes, nothing said, took me back to her home, I bought a delicious. Then I said to my mother, from which my relatives knew that I had been abused at home. But it didn't get me out of the pain, but they hit me more often, no matter what is hit me, scold me, and what Dirty live dirty home, let me a child dry, from where I really despair, I do not think I will be what the future, I can only obey, not obedient will be beaten, I just keep on living.

A stepfather's son birthday, stepfather gave him a table delicious, but also bought a birthday cake, I have not eaten, quite slander, but I still did not dare to eat, because I was big, I can restrain myself. It's okay not to think or see. After they eat and drink, I clean the table, wash the dishes, sweep the floor, these do not have to think, I must be doing, I think, when I can have a birthday, when I can eat a big cake (because I was 10 years old and have not had a birthday!)!). More than 9 o'clock in the evening, I was in the kitchen to do homework, this time mom came back, mother on the table to eat when I asked my mother, I said when I can have a birthday ah, mother did not answer. Just smiled. Who knows just because I asked these few words, was beaten a meal.

The next day, because of a little thing, stepfather began to hit me again, and said, you still want to have a birthday, you will follow the rub point eat and drink, and never think of life. It turns out that what I said to my mother was heard by him. I was completely disappointed with my birthday and didn't expect to have a birthday day. Every day is still abused, which my mother had no idea, because I never told my mother!

Time passed so fast that I was in junior high in the blink of an hour. I'm 14 years old. One morning I got up to school, and I didn't have a pen. I said to my stepfather, I want to buy a pen, stepfather did not give me money, with me came to the supermarket, with the salesperson said, to the cheapest pen, I said at that time, this pen is not good, the quality is bad, in two days will be broken. Because that's what I used last time. He then mercilessly said: "You still want to use what pen ah, such a pen to you use is good", I was dumbfounded, this is a person, this is an animal. I did not say anything, turned head back home, he chased me back home, gave me a beating, this time I resisted, because I was fed up with inhuman treatment, my previous approach is to run away from home, but I am not so stupid now. This is my home, I am with my mother's home, why do I have to go. I want to get rid of this man completely, I want to let him suffer for me for so many years, pay the price. I'm going to let him go, that's what I thought. He saw me revolt, he also dumbfounded, because he knew I no longer afraid of him, I grew up. Then my mother knew that he had abused me for years, and that my neighbor's aunt had told my mother. Because my neighbor in the neighborhood, hundred meters know he hit me, this time my mother also fire. Drove them away. From the time after I had a good day, no longer be bullied, and finally from the pain came out!

To end this painful experience, let me feel relaxed need, I have been in junior high school sophomore, but my academic performance is very poor, because every day to know to play, do not learn to go in, and then I told my mother, I do not want to go to school, because I continue to go on is a waste of money. My mother thought about it, finally agreed, not to go to school, I tried to learn technology, learned the chef, learned car repair. Chef, I've earned 800 a month, at that time I was only 18 years old, in my brother's younger brother I was Chutu earlier, but then I gave up, because it is not what I want, because I do not like that industry, repair car is also so, when I was a restaurant in Harbin as a chef, At night I went to the opposite of the Internet café to study my site, when I met a webmaster in Harbin, his domain name is www.hlj.com.cn, he is more famous in Harbin Webmaster, that day he is a friend back home, in the Internet café and other friends, I was destined to meet him. We added QQ to each other. Then we became friends. Know everything about me, know my love of the network, asked me whether I would like to go to his company to work, when I was depressed, because I have a psychological problem since childhood, that is inferiority. I'm always worried about my skills because I was just in touch with the Internet.

Give up the chef's work and friends of the invitation, I went back to the hometown of Jilin, when there is no computer, as usual every day to the Internet Café research site technology, from the plagiarism of other sites, to their own design, from the HTML. to the ASP. to the current ASP. NET is completely by my will honed out. At that time, the Internet is very expensive, the day is fundamentally not net, only waiting for the night is the cheapest (9 o'clock in the evening-early 5 o'clock 5 yuan). For a whole year, I spent this way, I went to the Internet café with my classmates, they were playing online games, but I was studying what they seemed to be useless. I was treated like a madman. But I don't think because I love. No matter the cold winter, or hot summer, I insist to go to the Internet café, the summer is a little bit, winter walk four kilometers a day, with snow, to the Internet café hands are frozen hard. That is, at that time my hand was frostbite, I really miss that time hehe.

The next summer, I found the forum in the business opportunities to see others do the local portal, do a good job, I would like to follow, because after all, the future of network development is an inevitable trend, so I went home to discuss with the mother, I want to buy a computer, after all, is not very convenient in And I also need a server to do the website. But the family economic conditions are not allowed, because mother divorced when the savings were given to the man, I was very angry. My mother is trying to do something for me, because he always supports me. Later, my mother borrowed 10,000 pieces from my friend's house for my development. 10,000 bucks for me, I've never seen that much money. I took the money to buy a computer, spent 5800, installed broadband spent 1500, the rest of the money are all used to buy digital development of the CMS, then did not think so much, and so everything is ready, I worry about. How to profit, how to promote the website. Another problem.

So I lost my mind and stayed at home on the computer for a year, and suddenly one day I got a call from a young man who had the same dream. He said he could help me run my website, and I was a little skeptical, and I went to see the man with a try.

His name Lu Heng, two years older than me, but looks very spirit, like the business, he did not say anything, said to help me, from then on, he every day with me everywhere, China merchants, city government, advertising company, Netcom Company, ran all over, the results of no one with us. Then he found a business card from his clothes, an advertising company manager. He said, "Try this last one, if you don't cooperate, then it's over!" Who knows this person is very interested in my website, the same day to help me promote the unified, he is to do print ads, newspapers. Since then, every one of his papers has my website address, my flow also began to rise, in the local also small well-known, then still use ADSL server, very slow and total drop line, I said to him, I said this is not possible, we have dedicated line of the server. He said, Netcom manager is his classmate, he can help us. In this way, we went to the Netcom company to talk about, Netcom company ADO, agreed to give me a 100M fiber. I was so happy that I never used that fast line, so the site has been upgraded a stage. From ADSL into a dedicated line, from no one knows to become a local little famous.

This is a year of proliferation in China, I also see the industry, I think the main thing is to have bandwidth resources, just I have, then why I do not use it, I put my ideas with the manager of Netcom company, they did not have IDC business, they are very interested, Because they currently waste bandwidth resources, and can not find new revenue points, they agreed to the IDC business completely to me, and provide all I need. That's it. I started the IDC business, the site this time is really turned into a commercial profit site, the first year in my hosting server has exceeded 100 units. 2500 per unit price, and then I was too input, the room as their own, decoration, Tim new equipment, are their own money, we all know, building a room needs to invest a lot. All my income is basically added,

Not a good day, the next year, things happened, netcom company See me this money, they want to do their own, put me t out of netcom. I couldn't, because I was in the relationship and didn't sign any contracts. So I had to quit, and lent money to Netcom for two years of bandwidth, and I became a liability of tens of thousands of of the pauper.

It was a great shock to me, and I had lain at home for half a year, just can't understand why, why will lose so thoroughly, later I really at home, I was not to go to Beijing, I came to Beijing, I have only 10 yuan, how to do, must immediately find a job, or even eat is a problem, but you know , Beijing which has so easy to find work, college students looking for a job is difficult. Contact for one weeks also did not find a job, I began to panic, no money to eat, no place to live, this can do, those days, the park in Beijing is almost I have lived.

In Beijing, people say that Zhongguancun is the place where the dream of the IT industry begins. I came to Zhongguancun, began to find work, I found an internet café do technology network management, this is finally a place to eat a place to live, thinking that this can be collapsed, who knows that this internet café every day to recruit a probationary period to drive away, and then I know, There are big companies in Beijing doing so. I went back to the park.

Later I met a person, a successful person, in Beijing, a number of company managers. He helped me.

This person is Fujian, 12 years ago, with his wife and children to Beijing development, when it is to repair electronic watches, he said as long as there is a dream can be developed in Beijing, Beijing is hungry not dead.

After listening to his words, I returned to the spirit, back to the ranks of the webmaster, I will fall where to climb up, I believe the world is still good.

By this, I also hope that more webmaster from the room to go out, their own site as an interactive platform, under the line to do more efforts, this is my little advice. Stamp in the room to do the station, only to meet their own. Go out and let your website meet everyone, is to do the road of the station.