Three years of university life Review

The time passed so quickly, the blink of a senior.

This is a heavy semester, and the choices you face will determine the direction of your life in the future. In the face of choice, may wish to look at the past, look at their own. By the way also knock on the keyboard, listen to the smart code word sound.

Freshman

Six words: simple, hard, motivated.

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Freshman is spent in Zhuhai campus. Zhuhai Campus far away from the urban area, Tangjiawan, three sides of mountains, side by the sea. The only connection with the outside world is the road and the Tangjiawan town. I personally like that place very much, maybe even my character. Like to be alone and not to escape the noise. The silence beside the noise is the best dependency for me. Zhuhai Campus happens to be like this. In such an environment, everyday life becomes extremely simple. Get up at seven O ' clock in the morning, have class to go to class, no class will go to the library to find books. Philosophy, Chinese and history have been extensively covered at this stage. Sometimes on a whim, go straight to the small pavilion next to the lake, reading a poem is not carefree. At about 10 o'clock in the evening after reading or finishing homework, go to the school building next to the small playground, along the circular runway run 10 laps, stretching muscles. After a long and hearty run, the whole body of the cells cheered. Zhuhai Campus two o ' clock on time to break the net, so also not how to stay up late. Everyday life is like this, not much change but also enjoy. The freshman is silly, all over the Shamba of the newborn calf. Met a bunch of friends, for example, the science Pa Wang, the East School fellow Wang, Li Ju, the second half of the semester to participate in the group's work-study program, know the Super good People's office Tim Brother, lovely Foshan sister Blue Heart, Students Alumni Association, know the domineering martial less senior, super beautiful Zhang sister. I freshman they sophomore, also calculate all the way along the way peers. Super Miss then silly himself, but never go back. Freshman also participated in the first time in life military training, but also the only time of military training. Performance is not that satisfying. The first five days, standing posture, walking, always keep up with the rhythm, often a person by instructors pull out single practice. Turn left right turn often silly not clear, the instructor said I not attentively. But when I listen to the left and right, it's going to go horribly wrong. It is sad that I have completely lost my confidence in my ability to discern the direction. Three days after the foot of the blisters, so can only sit there to watch others practice. The blisters had just gone down, and the heels did not know how to be scratched. A 4cm or so deep wound let me thoroughly and military training said good-bye. Then every day to see the students on one foot jump military training, sometimes the instructor said not to go, on one foot to go to the bleeding side of a red mansions. Now in retrospect, there is no flavor. But it is said that the bleeding there drowned two people, was blocked up. I do not know how the current bleeding, have the opportunity to go back to see. The biggest harvest of the freshman is to know two people: Bi, Nietzsche. Nietzsche's right will, looked like to let the human blood surging; BI's "Save the Breast", about breast cancer patient's moral emotion description is penetrating. There are also a series of good books, such as Lu Yao's "Ordinary World", McCullough's "Thorn Bird", Hegel's "small Logic" and so on. Freshman almost read all the good books that fit their interests.

To behave and be simple, so that there is not much wave, and the joy of the freshman read. Why time goes by so fast, perhaps because life lacks too many wonderful places. Now try to recall, the first time reflected in the mind of those things. The stupid freshman came to an end, then it was the busy but unproductive sophomore.

Sophomore

Six words: Love, lovelorn, busy.

Big 26 keywords, love, lovelorn actually accounted for half. But that's the way it is. Sophomore found his first girlfriend, that is, the so-called first love. The day with her is extremely happy, see every day will laugh. Meet each lawn, every road brick because of her companionship and different. She is in Zhuhai, I am in Guangzhou. Two hours of distance, pull the constant affection. Watching her eat, accompany her to see the sea, together to attend lectures, I naughty she is not annoyed, she happy I also happy. Two years past, as long as the memories of the day with her, the heart is still sweet. When we say good-bye, the sky is like no pillar, directly pressed into my heart, sad to can not breathe. But it's going to go away, isn't it? Sophomore half semester, half immersed in the joy of love, half immersed in the grief of lovelorn, pour also complete. Think oneself was still too fragile, after breaking up unexpectedly every day crying to parents call, they are not angry, also don't scold me there listen to me, comfort me encouraged me. Mom and dad are so nice. After the breakup of the week, did not go to a class. Also not out of the dormitory, called every day to sell, every day staring at the computer, or lying in a daze in bed. At that time, I thought, if you can not take responsibility, you can always master their own life how good. It won't be so painful. After a week of total decadence, I don't think so. So I began to live in the opposite direction. Applying for the college's Work-Study program, all the time of the week from eight a.m. to nine o'clock in the evening was filled. The hectic life has not brought much tangible help in repairing emotional trauma. Walking along with her on the road, watching the leaves falling, full of pictures and she is holding hands. The picture breaks, the leaves fall, love thanks. Want to be a sophomore also immature, after the breakup, deleted with her all the information related, deleted me and her common friends, completely put her dust-laden to the bottom of the prison. Afraid to see any information related to her, as long as the eyes, the heart will be more pain. At that time accidentally see "I am Special forces", remember the inside for me the most classic line: You do not understand, boys, not lovelorn, never grow up, never become a man, I am a male son. Lovelorn is too light a setback for a man, and it is the easiest to let a man grow up. is not too light setbacks, I do not know, lovelorn let a man grow up is the truth. After breaking up, after crying, after a broken heart, only slowly understand that a person can also live very well; the day without her, life can still continue; it turns out that you're just a person anyway. After the breakup, but also slowly understand, vows of love is only a raved, not usually to the care of the loving, talk about the face is a joke. Time is also lovelorn the best healing medicine, now that love has been the wind light clouds.

Sophomore semester in a number of courses and love lovelorn joy, grief busy spent. Sophomore second semester resumed my daily status, although the emotional trauma still exists, but the wound is not as painful as at the beginning. As time goes by, the pain slowly dilutes and fades away.

In addition to this emotional entanglements, sophomore's schoolwork burden is also very heavy. The second half of the semester to choose five special election, the end of the site when almost every night. At the same time also participated in the new Oriental Summer class teacher training camp, learned a lot of things. Don't forget to read when you are too busy. Sophomore met two celebrities: Drucker and Trout. Drucker "Effective managers" let me have a new understanding of management; Trout's "positioning" theory, let me have a more profound view of the modern brand. In addition, there are a lot of it books, such as "hackers and painters", "Tide", "out of the software workshop", "Out of control" and so on. Of course, we must not forget economics, such as game theory, macro-economic principles, microeconomics and so on. Not to mention the philosophical aspects, Nietzsche's existential Doctrine and Postmodernism, Schopenhauer's voluntarism, Marx's materialism, Popper's non-proof into the philosophy of criticism have contact. Reading is like eating, has penetrated into my life, no matter what happens, it is impossible to stop the pace of my reading. Sophomore was so hastily ended, no achievements and achievements. Contradictions are not contradictory, in short a sophomore so sad and happy with the end.

Junior (a)

Experienced a freshman's simple, sophomore mediocre, in an instant to the junior. On the way to school, the heart will slowly determined, junior to more desperately efforts. The same is true.

Junior School, from science students to engineering students, from organic chemistry to chemical principles. The study of engineering is much more joyful to me personally than the study of science. Linear algebra, numerical analysis these lessons are just too good to be better. Learning linear algebra can be a glimpse of mathematical modeling, can be divided into all things between heaven and Earth, the use of mathematical modeling to solve, the magnificent matrix also makes people do not like. Numerical analysis is presented for a more precise description of the values that cannot be measured accurately. The idea of infinite approximation by numerical analysis can be used to understand the knowledge of many other subjects. Popper, for example, puts forward the concept of falsification, saying that humans can only be infinitely close to the truth and cannot affirm the truth. A sense or a concept, only in the constant falsification is determined to be true, in order to determine the certainty of this. The degree of falsification is similar to the accuracy of numerical analysis. The evolution of various models of the study of truth is like the evolution of mathematical equations in numerical analysis. I have to say, mathematics is really a magical subject. Falling in love with engineering begins with falling in love with math.

Junior in the middle of the Chao to participate in the 21-day English morning class, 6:30 A.M. up every day, seven o'clock began reading English is also drunk. Through 21 days of study, let me have a general understanding of the English phonetic standard system. I thought I was a Greek phonetic alphabet. Chao, he said that his undergraduate period in order to practice English can one months without saying a Chinese, every day in the teaching building where the floor. Brother's perseverance and determination, let people very admire. In English morning reading class also met Doctor sister Chinule. She gave me a talk about her life in law school and the feeling of studying law for many years. That and the elder sister talk is on the way to the library, we have stood chatting about one hours. The profound understanding and unique understanding of the law of property right and the law of the rights of the elder sister have touched me very deeply. The sister also said that today's China is the civil law system, which is based on the German set of legal systems, Europe and the United States to adopt the European and American law system. Listen to the differences between the civil law system and the European and American legal system, we understand the origin of the majority of the law problems in China today, and have a new view on many political issues. The same day went to school to borrow a book on the law to read. Also met the Chinese department of Danna, in the group discussion, Danna said: "Chinese department of People can not be writers." Then Balabala told a lot of things about the Chinese department, so I have a new view of the Chinese professional. Previously thought that the Chinese department of People is to read the novel to write a paper, until after chatting with the elder sister found that the Chinese department to study the language, study the text layout of the article and so on. Insiders！

When I read on the lawn, I met the official teacher. Official teacher is to do a story about the well-being of the Library app usage investigation, simple chat, found that talk about very huan. As a then, the official teacher began to tell me about the Internet products marketing promotion. For me a chemistry department is also drunk.

Junior also to an art students as a tutor, she and her mother every day to the big, and then listen to me to tell her junior high school math. Her home is Heilongjiang, rented house in Guangzhou to learn to dance. She said her dream was to become a dance artist like Yang, and it was quite shocking to hear it. She told me that they had to train seven o'clock in the morning every day, and there were women teng crying when they practiced dancing. But continue to endure, or the coach will scold. They have a dance class of more than 40 people, most people are not locals in Guangzhou. Come to Guangzhou to have a better training environment and more opportunities for performance. They often go to some theatrical performances to enhance the performance of the stage. Everyone is sad, everyone's mind is worth listening attentively. Whether you like it or not, these are the true stories that happen on China's big Earth. Due to the hukou problem, she could not take part in the Guangzhou exam, so the early end of the lesson. Those days with her contact, let me I have a preliminary understanding of the group of Art students. Wish her an early dream come true, become a dance artist with Yang and even surpass Yang.

A junior has more reading. At school, every Thursday. After one months, the burden of schoolwork slowly increased, the speed of reading decreased but still as far as possible in the six per month of the state. Junior contacts are more books on personal management and investment. Investment has read "Black Swan", "smart investors", it has read "Big Data", "Build Facebook", "Signal and noise", "who is the talent that Google wants", and philosophy, such as the "History of Western Philosophy", Popper's "Historical poverty" , Marx's "German Ideology"; economics is more about liberal economics, such as Hayek's "deadly conceit". There are other messy books, but it feels like a big gain. The best books to read in the first half of the semester are psychological. Is Fromm's "search for the Meaning of life" and Le Pen's "mob", strongly recommended reading.

The last half of the semester on this full and busy end of the second half of the semester and the arrival of tension.