Xiaogangcun can't bear the weight of life

The 2009 lunar Calendar October 1, the day is not bright, has been and to the xiaogangcun of the stone village villagers Yinguang up, picks up the two children, carrying a, led a, rushed to Shen Secretary burning.　　That day there is snow, dense long, road slippery muddy, Yinguang urgent early, walk hurriedly, lead the 7-Year-old child, all the way fell a lot of somersault, one hours later, to the tomb of the child has become a "mud monkey."　　Yinguang from the bosom of borrowed money to buy the fire paper and firecrackers, streaming tears in Shenhao tomb point, Mouth said: Shen Secretary, before you send me something, today I send you something to ... Yinguang life-saving benefactor Yinguang said: Shen secretary is my savior. "Far from looking, the door of the Yinguang house is very small, can not help collapsing roof of the pressure, the door frame also askew." On one side of the door was a walled, a large crevice, and a brick wall at random.　　Into the door into the courtyard, head-on is a cement hollow brick house, no windows, the wall seams are all wiped with soil, around the air.　　Yinguang's wife had a severe mental handicap, and with two young children, it was a problem to eat at home. When the Xiaogangcun was merged into the spring, Shenhao a bag of rice for the first time he stepped into Yinguang's house.　　Yinguang was flattered to see such a large cadre come to his own shabby house. Looking at two children because of malnutrition some yellow hair, early heard that Yinguang family only eat two meals a day Shenhao said to him: "You give the children three meals a day, I find a way to solve your eating and living problems."　　Then Shenhao asked him how much he had and how many children went to school. Not long, Shenhao for Yinguang a high minimum, a four people, 3200 yuan a year. He then sent his 7-Year-old child to primary school in the village.　　His house has also been included in the "small hillock new rural construction planning" relocation plan.　　Yinguang is just one of the shenhao concerned about the poor, Shenhao is xiaogangcun all the poor family regulars, their own money to pay for them is often. University Student Village Officer Zhaoling know, almost all go to Shen Secretary of residence for help of the needy will not return empty-handed, in addition to money, Shenhao will also make their dinner cookies, milk to them. Zhaoling but, said: Shen Secretary, you eat every time to send people, you are hungry eat what? "Shenhao always smiled and said:" My villagers are not hungry, I am not hungry, there are poor to explain my work did not do a good job, if I can the small hillock development without the poor, I will not have to eat to them.　　"Shenhao bring the blessing of the winter sun warm, is already 86-Year-old Feng Shilan sitting in his yard, a tree with a crooked fall of the Sun, the hand has been leaning on the root of the Shenhao to send her dark yellow cane. Feng Shilan is Dabaogan leader Guantingzhu widow, despite the old, still sharp-eyed, is the waist is broken, leaning on crutches walking waist almost bent at right angles. For a while, Feng Shilan's cane almost broke. One day, Shenhao saw on the road, afraid she fell,said: "One day I give you old people buy a new stick." "Before long, Shenhao really brought her a brand-new cane from Hefei." "I thought he was just talking, but I didn't think he was really in the mind." "I now enjoy the blessings of Shenhao." "Feng Shilan Shenhao of the good, now she can live a" happy day "all thanks to Shenhao. Previously, Feng Shilan days are very tight, two sons each year to give her 1000 pounds of grain, daughter to give a little pocket money, meat is rarely eaten.　　Later, the above provisions for the Dabaogan leader or widow 500 yuan money subsidy, she just "turned", now, her yard wire on all hang up their own bacon. 2007 Eve that day, Feng Shilan early in the morning to sit at Shenhao door waiting for him. Shenhao a door, startled, thought what happened, a ask just know to ask him to eat dinner, even said: "Ma ' am, your mind I led, Rice will not eat."　　"In the old lady robust to insist, Shenhao carried 3 bottles of wine, with two colleagues in the Feng Shilan home that a meter square of small wooden table to eat the most let him moved to dinner." Feng Shilan Please shenhao not only because he bought himself a cane, she pointed to the village neat and strong small building said: "Shenhao came, to the village to do a lot of good, every floor to make up 20,000 yuan, my two son covered the building on 40,000 yuan, extra gave me 20,000 yuan." Where there is such a good cadre, not greedy for two not to misappropriate three not delicious, one want to let me live a better life. Shenhao was the only village cadre Feng Shilan had ever invited, and when it came to Shenhao, she said, "the Communists are good."　　In her heart, Shenhao is the Communist Party. Everything to Xiaogangcun December 25, 2008 evening, in the GLG group with the United States to discuss investment details, Shenhao several large mouth of a big mouth to smoke cigarettes, next to the Zhao Jialong look out, he has been running for a long time, too tired.　　The timetable for that day is: morning, Shenhao Reception GLG Group chairman of the Board of Directors to Xiaogangcun Inspection, afternoon, Shenhao and rushed to Fengyang County to participate in Guangzhou from the Jade Vegetable group in the Xiaogangcun investment talks, the evening 6:30 after the meeting, he and Zhao Jialong to Mingguang and GLG Group vice president to discuss investment matters. "Shenhao in Xiaogangcun when the secretary of the most tired after three years, then two Omura and to the Xiaogangcun, Xiaogangcun expanded 10 times times, the village affairs busier, investment in the work also into a more busy stage."　　Zhao Jialong See, Shenhao hair more and more. On Shenhao's desk, there is also a "xiaogangcun recent key work responsibility decomposition and completion time table", detailed records of his November 2009 will lead the village completed 11 tasks: two major investment projects to start, the renovation of Tidy village appearance, start 20 new district housing construction;　　, the village of the elderly project ... "He's exhausted. "People who know Shenhao say that, in order to xiaogangcun development, he is a life-work." Just the day before Shenhao died, he also handled 3 land-transfer affairs in the village, receiving 3 batches of merchants who came to discuss the investment. andHe himself, has not been out of time to check the recent uncomfortable heart. Recall, Xiaogangcun incumbent party secretary Qiao can't help tears, because in Shenhao died not long ago a conversation, Shenhao heard Qiao Love in the county a hospital work, also asked a sentence: "sister-in-law in which department, these days a little chest tightness, I want to go to a good check."　　"But the work was too busy to take the time to go to the hospital." Always make Shenhao guilt and concern is his family. In the Xiaogangcun 6 years, Shenhao in Hefei home for less than 100 days, always come and go in a hurry.　　Wife Wang Xiaoqin wronged, daughter Shen Wanyi also very wronged. Shenhao to Xiaogangcun, Shen Wanyi is only 10 years old, it is necessary to guide the father's age, Shenhao but unable to do a father's responsibility. Shenhao every time back to Hefei always with things to accompany the daughter's way is to put her daughter in Xinhua bookstore, go out and come back to pick her up. March 7, 2009, is the daughter's birthday, she was in the home school, heard that dad will come to accompany her birthday, especially happy, but until 12 o'clock noon, has not seen Shenhao figure. Until 1 o'clock in the afternoon, reception after a few batches of merchants Shenhaozai came, see daughter angry, Shenhao on the lawn turned up a somersault to amuse her happy. The daughter looked at him breathless appearance, can't help to hug the father to cry to say: "Dad, I just miss you."　　At that moment, Shenhao also tears. Xiaogangcun villagers in order to retain Shenhao, a total of three fingerprints, but the first two Jun Junchang did not press, this year 68 years old is white-haired he said: "I also have children, I know the bitterness of the separation of flesh and blood, the beginning of Shenhao has been paid for small hillock three years, enough benevolence and righteousness, I can not bear to let him give up the mother and wife and son in our Xiaogangcun suffering!" But in the last time he kept Shenhao's ashes, he pressed his handprint: "This time, I have to be selfish once, I will often go to see him ..."