17th Chapter Donovan Dominoes

Decade school, I have never been so afraid to start school things. The morning Penggushan to go, I curled up in bed refused to come out. Mother told me to eat, I also ignore, blindfolded head in the bed crying, dripping warm tears flowing down the cheeks.

My mother thought I was ill, and reached into my quilt with my hand to touch my forehead.

"Why so much sweat, yingying?" Are you hot? Mother leaned on the quilt to ask.

"No ... No ... "I said with a lump in the quilt." Hearing my voice is different, my mother opened my quilt, and then saw the crying face and wet sheet.

"What's the matter, yingying?" "Mom looked at my eyes for a long time before I said it.

"No ... Nothing "I tried to curb their flood of emotion, but my cries are getting bigger and worse, and finally, I really want to cry and hug my mother.

"I don't want to go to school, mom, I want to be with you, I do not go to school, I do not test, I no longer see the report card, I want to stay at home with you in a piece." "I hold my mother repeatedly said.

Hear my tell, mother suddenly Leng to there, for a long time did not say a word.

"Well, Mom listens to you, okay?" I don't want to learn, don't cry, don't cry oh. "After two minutes of silence, my mother finally regained consciousness and wrapped the quilt over me.

"I do not want to go to school, do not want to see the teacher, do not want to learn physics, I do not learn chemistry, I do not learn, I work hard, mom, but I still learn not, test not good, I do not want to go to school." I want to stay at home with you every day like Haili. "My mouth is still rambling on the words just now.

"Well, Mom knows, that we do not go to school, and later Yingying with his mother a weed farming good?" Mother a person is very tired, yingying can accompany mother is good, is not ah? Yingying, mother also not willing to yingying a person outside, mother also hope you always accompany me "

"Well, I do not go to school, I do not want to test, I want to accompany you, I do not want to test, I want to accompany you." ”

My mother hugged me tighter and rubbed my face against my hair.

"That the farm to eat at home, do not eat no energy, first with the mother a meal to go?" "My mother's chin is squirming on my head.

"Well, I do not want to go to school, I envy Haili, good envy bindong new, they do not have to back the formula, no longer look at the teacher's face, no longer worry will be ridiculed by classmates, I envy them, hope to be like them." ”

"Well, well, then we don't learn, mother does not learn is also very good?" And you are so big a baby daughter, you can stay at Mother's side mother is very satisfied "mother said, while I get clothes."

Dressed, I still shed tears, my mother brought me a basin filled with warm water, with a wet towel to wipe my face and hands. Take me to the table beside give me a good meal and put good chopsticks. My mother kept giving me food when I was eating, constantly urging me to eat a little more. After dinner mother went out, said it was something to let me alone at home. There will be a mother came back and followed by Xiao Qian and Wenwushuangquan.

Small Qian smiled and walked into the house, a come in and argue to go out to see snow. The day before yesterday, the snow has not changed to today, the ground is a thick layer. Xiao Qian said that this is 1 months away from home , if not to see the snow, it will only wait until next winter time to see again. I think it is also in the small Qian led and Wenwushuangquan a piece to the field to see the snow. Out of the house not far small Qian said to call on Lu Yupeng, I also know how she came out to play how will be willing not to call Lu Yupeng it. So we turned to Lu Yupeng home to call him, and then four people in the ice and snow in the field of the east section of the road to the blind walk up, while walking, while chatting in the snow when a child caught sparrow catch the rabbit thing.

The snowy fields were white, and the biting winds were blowing. Poplar's bare branches in the cold wind swish, willow branches are very bright, like silver in general waving. There are one or two of Crows flying in the sky, leaving a shrill cry in the boundless sky.

After a long walk, we stopped in a ditch. There was no wind in the ditch, and the snow was not very thick, and Wenwushuangquan made a lot of reeds and gave birth to fire. The heat of the fire, the hot and spicy pain on the face of the scrape. Small Qian leaned in the bosom of Lu Yupeng, and I and Wenwushuangquan but just rely on very close to the degree of not even to hug. We stayed in the ditch for a long time, chatting, playing with fire, crazy, Wenwushuangquan still accidentally burned a big hole in the clothes. But he was not angry or sad, but that the hole joke to make us haha big happy. When we left, we put fire in the ditch and lit up all the reeds we saw in the ditch. The flames sprang out of the ditch, three or four metres high, yellow flames, and a wave of heat. See the flames of the burning look, my heart is very happy, all the troubles seem to disappear at that moment clean.

In the afternoon I and Xiao Qian they 4 people boarded to Handan car back to school, mother and Wenwushuangquan all come to send me. Wenwushuangquan said every half a month to go to Handan to see me, I nodded and agreed. The car closed the door, and when the door opened, I was already at school. The campus is still like the way it was when I left the year before. Standing at the school gate I took a deep breath, in the heart secretly told myself, all can start again, no matter how, I am I, I have love my mother, have love my friend, I have a lot of other things, I do not have to care about those boring results, I just do my best effort on the hero, not success or failure.

But things are not what I thought, back to school soon after I was almost on the brink of collapse, my grades not only not progress, but in the continuous retreat has reached the grade of the first around. That time I can no longer endure this learning pressure has produced a strong weariness-hate to study, see words will headache. In class, I often not in the class, but in the school kept wandering around, wandering blindly, almost traveled all the corners of the school, in any corner of the place has left me in the shadow. Sometimes I will stop at the school pond, sitting on the bench, blowing the night breeze, watching the sunset, a stay is a day, like hibernating animals, do not eat not to drink, open a pair of eyes, but nothing induction.

One night I lay in bed and suddenly came up with an idea, want to go to the Internet bar, want to play games. Although I have not played the game, but I want to go, eager to go, I want to put my bad mood to vent a happy. I don't know why I have that idea, maybe just like when a man is sad, playing games has become a kind of instinct cultivated by the social culture accumulation in us.

At night I out of the dormitory, the school gate lights, security in holding the walkie-talkie wandering around there. In order not to be found I went out from the school side of the relatively short wall.

Off-campus quiet very, occasionally there will be vehicles through, with stifled mutterings horn sound. The wind blows from the streets, and occasionally one or two stars can be seen in Handan's dim, Yellow night sky. I walked alone on the street, and the branches of the maple tree were pulling my clothes, like retaining a man who was about to fall into the abyss of sin.

After walking for about half an hour, I saw an internet café in a row of dazzling billboard lights-"e 10 Penny bought an all-nighter. But I have never been on the net, I have the knowledge about the computer is only the microcomputer teacher taught me some of the word ppt skill, as for the Internet, I don't have a thing. , at that time I even qq There's nothing to know.

I've been messing around on the computer for almost one hours without anything. The frustration struck again, and I fell on the table and started to cry. The young man who opened the Internet bar saw and walked over, first did a self-introduction, said he called Du Bin, and then asked me how. I told him I wanted to play games and play that exciting game, but I couldn't, and I asked him if he could help me. He smiled and took the mouse in my hand, registered an account with me on a website and taught me how to play that game. He was there to play with me for a long time that night. I just press " F " or " C " to start shooting in the game. The game is very lifelike, the picture is clear, the sound is also very similar to the real person. After about half an hour of fighting, I finally passed the first level, heart gush out of the comfort, just like a show-off ducks swagger up.

I played one night before I went back to school the next morning. Very happy, very excited, but also very sleepy back not long I was lying on the table asleep. It's been so long since the shift. This is my first time lying on the table not for the results and cry, but for their own one-night satisfaction and hold sweet dream to sleep.

Our school tube is very loose, especially for the experimental class students, because in the eyes of teachers we are good students are not need to tube that kind. They thought it was just a matter of opening a lecture and we were going to follow them, so they often didn't ask. Plus I don't have any friends in class, so even if I disappear a year no one will notice me. Even if someone notices, I think they will not tell the teacher, because we are facing the college entrance examination, we must put all the experience in the study, more than one thing less. I did not tell the other people about the Internet, Lianxiao did not say, after all, is not a good thing, and she worried about me I also unkind. Many days later I almost every night to the Internet cafes to play games. I also do not realize what I do is wrong, no sin, no guilt, although occasionally sad for themselves, when it is only a short moment, soon do not play in the joy of the cover. I don't want to think about those things again, I just want to live happily and not be so miserable.

Wenwushuangquan, like he said, would come to see me once every 10 and a half days. For the social class "camouflage" I had mastered some of the fur, to achieve dubious can be said to be able to do. So every time Wenwushuangquan saw me I was a cheerful look. Wenwushuangquan is also very happy, he usually will bring me a lot of food, of course, I will invite him, but every time is a school ice bullying.

That period of time to maintain such a pace of leisurely walk. And I'm becoming less like myself, but I'm not aware of it. I would often quarrel with the students around, but also after class with the palm of the table to slam the desk, tell him later to answer questions and morning reading not so loudly, because it will affect my sleep. In the 1.5 months I started surfing the internet, one day I slept on the table, and the teacher Xu came in and knocked me into the office.

"Liu Yingying, how did your teacher sleep recently?" ”

"You've finally noticed me, what have you been doing before, now to pretend to be good?" The words rolled in my heart but I didn't say it.

"I'm sleepy and uncomfortable." "I said.

"What's the matter?" Are you sick? "The head teacher exposed a very naughty smile, that smile reminds me of those who play the big Mouth to me laugh of the monster look."

"No" I singled out a single word she gave me the trap, do not want to reveal more information, let her know more about my situation.

"Don't sleep in the future, you know?" You are a good student, so the impact is not good, let others know how to think AH? If you let the younger brothers and sisters see it, they will be taught to spoil them. The head teacher casually said, slightly solemn face under is a meat smile skin not laugh face.

Drink The final thought is your other classmates, you ever think of me, I live what kind of situation you know? Only the sarcastic guy, I live in tears every day, endure the pain of life than death, how you refused to ask a sentence. Your heart will only think of other classmates, I Liu Yingying is not your student? "I really hope I can say these words, but these words are still just tumbling in my heart jumping, there is no possibility of an outbreak, after all, after all I want to mix with her for more than a year, I do not want to make a stiff now, and she is an elder, the most basic moral I have not forgotten."

"I know, I'll pay attention to it later." "I said perfunctory.

"Well, this is good, you have to study hard, the college entrance examination is only one year left to sleep every day, how will you go to college, you are right to your parents?" You these are this, selfish, not at all for home, all day like a little emperor, clothing mouth, parents to keep you easy? And for you to go to school, you really do not have a sense of responsibility. "

"Who told you that I have no sense of responsibility, I have been working hard, you know?" Don't you stay up high, okay? Can you feel the pain of our post? How much of a burden do we have every day, you know? We are not living in The years, we live in century, and you are not the same. Stop using your theory to rule us, okay? We have our own life, we will take care of our own, please do not meddle. "This time I can no longer resist, the mind of their own brain to speak out." The office was quiet, and many of the teachers ' eyes were filled with curiosity and shock.

The head teacher is not saying anything, it seems to still aftertaste the meaning of my words.

"It's all right, I'm going to go." I said, coldly.

The head teacher did not answer, I slammed the door to go out, the door "crashed" of a tight closed mouth.

17th Chapter Donovan Dominoes