A few days ago on New Year's Day, summed up a little late, originally did not intend to write, and ultimately write a bar.
He returned to Xi ' an from Shanghai 15 years ago. At that time, I dragged the luggage, some confused and some decadent and godless. Because I came back from Shanghai, I did not save any money, nor developed anything. Back to Xi ' an, to buy himself an Apple mobile phone, in the bag to buy the apple phone for my sister, these two things are I now buy the most expensive two electronic products, and finally my card left 20,000 dollars. In Shanghai to buy small appliances, can send people to send people, can throw also threw.
First look at the situation in Shanghai.
When their backpack just to Shanghai Waitan, was surprised to, that day very coincidentally also just under the light rain, the clouds are very low, the Huangpu River next to the high-rise hidden in the clouds, fluttering among insects in the same as in science fiction, I stood in the Huangpu River, took a photo, online published a mood "I like this place."
At that time myself very embarrassed 2.5 work experience, then went to Shanghai, in Xi ' an to take the wages of about 4k, and then I asked for a double, the result is also good to find a job, in Xu Jiandong rented house, Shanghai Line Line 2 Terminal, there is a classmate in that, he and another friend co-rental, began the first week is 3 people crowded together , and then I rented the house separately for one months and 1000 bucks for the rent. After 3 months, I moved next door, the next house has a small balcony, lighting is very good, can be in the indoor clothes, but more expensive than I 200, and then I to make myself more comfortable, I moved to the small balcony of the house.
The place of work in the Lou Shan Station, close to where I live, the road about 1 hours away. Why is it very close, because I have a lot of colleagues with my distance, and the road to 1.5 hours, or even 2 hours.
The company is a small company, because they have only a college degree, began to interview less than 6, 7 companies, 3 companies informed me to go to work, and I received the interview notice, are small companies, start-up company interview notice, there is a feeling very formal big company, but their English is too poor, was pass.
His character is introverted, some shy, not too can talk, face or a doll, look at the faces is very small. With project requirements, I can complete the project according to the project requirements. Before the first company in Xian is also a small company, 4, 5 people, no art, all the design drawings are outsourced, and then outsourced to send back pictures, I according to picture cut, write Html+css+js draw page, design database, write logic code, complete dynamic query, the final completion of the project, Finally, if there is any need for customer changes, I first recorded, finally to the boss audit, passed after I modified, until the completion of the project handover.
Come to Shanghai, every day 7:00 get up, Wash finished, walk to Xu Jing East subway station 10 minutes, then take the subway to Lou Shan, then walk to the company 10 minutes or so, sometimes worried about unexpected situation, generally reserved 20 minutes, halfway, such as Subway, queued into the subway consumption time count on, Generally will be about 10 minutes early to the company. 6:00 at night, back home about 8 o ' clock, eat a meal on 9 o'clock. Go home to play a game in front of the computer, or watch a video at night around 11 o'clock, and have to sleep again. Fortunately, this company in Shanghai does not work overtime. Also want to go home after learning to learn code, read books, learn English. Just after a day's work, I can't afford to touch the things that I learned. Sometimes open the video, opened the book, adhere to less than one weeks, and will think anchor, do other things. Always feel that you need to do something to relax the mood at night. may be too persistent, self-control is too poor.
Most of the colleagues are foreign, from all corners, Mandarin with their hometown accent, also did not live in a place, after work each back home. Usually also do not come out, some have a girlfriend, some married, each busy their own things. Throughout the day, but also for lunch at noon to chat with colleagues for a while, that is also the only one can communicate with people for a while, work environment is no compartment of the kind of layout, work time basically do with their own work related things, no one will chat.
For a long time, back to the rented house became the most painful thing in the whole day, because my house is only me, a bed a table, a computer, a wardrobe. Open the door can see is also the closed door. In addition to playing games and watching movies, I found that there was no way to pass the time. No one can talk and chat. The conversation with my girlfriend's phone has slowly become "Have you eaten?" "Eat, you eat not." "Eat ...." "The two most familiar people, know each other's people are not together, can say the topic has been said to be a cold, and I have recently in addition to constantly repeating the work has not happened anything more interesting things, or topics."
Shanghai's Waitan is very beautiful, just went to stroll 3 times after, there is no the original surprise, looked also no feeling. Eyes can see a variety of foreigners to stroll, the street from time to time traffic jams, blocked cars are brand-name good car, surrounded by a variety of luxury hotels, restaurants. Just go in to live one day, eat a meal oneself small half month salary is gone. can also see a lot of beautiful women, especially in summer, the beauties are very eye-pleasing. But know that the Nines is not able to control their own.
Shanghai does not spend money to stroll, except Waitan is the park. But I came to save money, so also did not how to stroll, sometimes want to stroll, to about their friends, found one than I also house, pull are not pull out, morning sleep a lazy wake up 11 o'clock more, also stroll knitting yarn. Sometimes I finally pull out to stroll, and then the money in the pocket is rushing out.
It was also hit by a classmate. Next describe my classmate, because he gave me a very important lesson.
He is one of my learning brother, with the training course, more than I work a year shorter, but older than I was 3 years old, just after graduation as a sales, restaurant waiter. Keep a face beard, people grow also anxious some, more than 20 years old, look like more than 30 years old, talk can blow will say, like rambling. During the course, I was in my class grade is better, he asked me for some questions, and then we two met.
Before I went to Shanghai, he was in Shanghai one months 5.5k treatment, I went to take the treatment than he was much higher, and then he resigned. He was convinced that his mother gave him a blind man in the village, his life, his future is rich, but the wife can not marry before the age of 30. Then resign, his standards must be higher than my standard, directly open to 10k, in Shanghai 2 years of work experience, interview 5, 6 after the interview has not been back, then he was in the home to concentrate on the back of the test, and finally by the interview problem really went into a company, got a 10k salary, stayed a few months later, He said their manager was against him and often made a difficult point for him and was dismissed at the end of the 3-month trial. But at work, he inquired about his interview in that company colleague's salary, basically is above 10k, and he thinks a lot of people technical very dish, still inferior him. Then he was very angry, what kind of society.
Then he directly demanded a salary of 13k, and began a round of interview battle. After interviewing 30 companies (at that time more than half a month he was in the interview every day, sometimes running 3 days), there is a start-up local tyrants boss, to engage in peer-to investment website, boss personally interview, the boss does not know the technology, he was the boss of the interview. Then the boss let him do the site, but he will write basic additions and deletions, and other things are all Greek, and then the boss let him provide what they need, he online search information, through one weeks to the understanding of peer investment, persuaded the boss, he can not do the site, to get a team to do, and then have to recruit a project manager And recruit a bunch of people to make it. The company only know the technology is him, and then the boss let him responsible for hiring, he wrote online recruitment project Manager, at least 5 years of work experience, a variety of proficiency. And then come over to the interview without a salary requirement of less than 15k, there are a lot of 20k or more. He downloaded a copy of the question on the Internet to let the other person answer. Of course, the interview process also saw a variety of people. He told me when he was very angry, said to ask each other why so high wages, the other said they can build the framework of various kinds, and then he moved to a notebook, to the other side said, you give me now, and then the other side dumbfounded, and finally went. After one months, he had not yet been recruited, but his first month's salary was in hand. The boss asked him, he said the number of crooks, and the salary is very high. Then the boss himself interviewed a few, ask him why they pay so high, you want 13k. He has nothing to say.
The last second month, tossing, the boss recruited a 18k project manager. Said to be in a bank to maintain the project, dry 6, 7 years. Then he said that the new recruiting project manager would have nothing to do with all the old-fashioned techniques that he didn't know, and that he hired the project manager to direct him, and then he refused to do the task assigned by the new project manager. At last he was fired again. But 2 months of salary.
He started a new round of interviews, this time he wants 15k, probably because of the company experience things, more people, but also the company started to create is the experience of things. More than before, and then into a business with the peer management Project, the treatment of 15k, in the project manager, personnel to eat and so on, and then the relationship with colleagues also made good, so left. Now has been working for 8 months, just a little bad, every day overtime, the basic daily work overtime to 10 o'clock in the morning, 9 hours of work, overtime wood has overtime.
When I kept repeating for a year, he doubled his salary by 3 times times a year. Then he told me that he 15k and 7k do not make any difference in the work, is to see you in what environment, his current company, just entered the people are more than 12k, but rarely recruit.
At the same time also know that Shanghai has too many returnees, 211,985 graduate students, all kinds of postgraduate doctoral students, there are various rich.
Then I learned from my old colleague that my current company had no year-end awards, and I resigned and started a new round of interviews. I want 13k, that time I have 3.5 years work experience. Interview 6, 7 after the only one for me to open to 11k, found that most of the Shanghai small and medium-sized companies more than 3 years of experience in the wages of 9k-11k, there are many take 6-7k, not everyone is above 10k. As soon as I went to Shanghai, I received the interview notice also always some small companies, with the start-up company.
I am in Shanghai 1200 rent, calculate water and electricity, basically one months almost about 1500 of the rent, I often open air-conditioning. The average consumption of one months, 2000 or so, I think I have been quite provincial.
After a period of inner struggle, I began to return to Xi ' an. Back in Xian. For the period of time in Shanghai, feel that they lack the ability to communicate, usually dull life, they have a little bit of depression tendencies.
After leaving Shanghai, only to find that after a year of Shanghai, Pearl Tower I have not been up to stroll.
February 15, found the back of the first job, is a multinational travel company Information Department, from my home very close to 20 minutes away, looking at work is not busy, I chose here. It found a hole in the department, a total of 5 people, 2 artists, 2 programmers, and an editor. 1 artists are department managers and one programmer is the assistant manager. The pit is just a few people, and office politics. The deputy manager's company stayed longer than that, and the manager was hired later. Two managers are more than 30 years old, the deputy manager of the various external managers, and the deputy manager temper bad, hanging a long face all day.
Gave me a project where the project manager dictated the need to "do a site that records the problem and then quickly retrieve these questions". This is all the demand, that is, your own divergent thinking, as far as possible to expand the needs of the complete, the database design, the interface of their own design, style is also their own design, half a month to do it, said the project is mainly to see your ability, you have all your ability to show out on the line. Then I design the database, everyone can see all the problems, can collect other people's problems, to others to answer questions, can praise others ' problems, they can modify their own problems, everyone has their own personal center, all the questions have a classification, you can add their favorite classification, there is internationalization. Of course the interface is ugly, I will not design the interface. The end result is that you are not suitable for our company. And then I went.
April 15 found the second company, is a start-up company, 4 people, there is a older girl than me, the work experience seems to be more than I long six months, the company what projects are connected, the boss is also very gentle, girls technology, before the children home to stay a year, a year did not knock code. When I went, she was responsible for designing the database and building the project framework. At the end of the first project, the boss asked me to talk and said that I was going to lead, design the database, build the framework and so on, the boss is also a programmer. The company all things are looking good, is overtime too much, from my home a little bit far away, the company location is too biased, 7:30 of the last bus, miss the last bus I have to give the opposite direction of the car, and then detour around home, a detour to 2 hours. But the boss still hope that employees can work overtime for a few hours, every time when you come to the end of the day to ask how you do, and then finished the words to find some insignificant small problems, so that you change after today to go. But when you're done, it's 8 and 9. Then I came home to 10 o'clock 11 o'clock. I don't like it.
July 15, I a classmate said his company is short of work overtime, the management has staff quarters, the company has canteen. But also in an information department, just responsible for maintaining the company's ERP, location a bit biased. Ask me the past, I went to see, and then resigned with the boss. The boss has retained me 2 times, I have not agreed to go. Then in August the formalities went to the new company and began a new life.
After returning to Xi ' an, I lived with my girlfriend. But she is still in college, now the company left home 1.5 hours away, too lazy to go home to live in the company staff quarters, Friday afternoon home, she did not class words will go home early to do dinner, and then I go back to dinner. Monday morning I get up early and go to the company. With the help of my parents, I bought a suite in Xi ' an. Xi ' An House Metro mouth next to the house now prices about 7k a square meter.
Now I have returned to my dull and comfortable life. If I'm comfortable, I know I'm a lot more comfortable now than I've been in Shanghai. But my future development in Shanghai may be much better than it is now. Sometimes it will be confusing, leaving Shanghai so early is not a mistake, and two more years may have a better development of their own. Just choose, no longer regret.
16 has begun, their current biggest problem is what all understand, but what is not fine, and then the English is too poor. September 15, reported the adult special promotion, 2 years later will be able to get an undergraduate certificate. Prepare to test the driver's license this year, and then make good English, this is a slow work, need to accumulate. Then read more of the underlying books.
The world will not treat anyone who has tried hard, I think as long as I keep on learning, keep moving forward, although not the best one, I believe the world will not treat me badly.
Do not fight for the first, just to muddle the fun of mixed.
Want to be able to clarify their own heart, know what they want.
2014,2015 Summary of the year