25th, how to explain the life of the bitter force

Today I met some problems, this is some of the emotional problems in life, if anyone has a good way, can you give me a hint of the maze ...

Originally today's mood is like today's weather, sunny, the scenery flowers, the days are very chic, and there are small partners together for entertainment, play together. But a sudden call in the afternoon broke the vision of this harmony, what is the phone, from my father's mobile phone a text message, probably the content is to determine whether to guarantee for my tuition, the meaning of which I will not say, anyway, a word is very simple------to money, so he immediately made a call to me, Said this is what the situation, and my father's temper and hot, although I am very docile, but put on his body is not reflected, I do not know why, the last call do not want to know-------is a clap two scattered, not happy at the end; This is my second time this year annoyed him, I know his body is not very good, perennial , in addition to the responsibility of busy, although I know that he did everything is good for me, but may be related to our character, in short, if there is any difference or inconsistent want to send, must be he cursed me a pass, I was directly hung up the phone ....

A lot of people have persuaded me to call me back, or to talk to him, I have thought about this problem, but still have to wait for his anger to be able to call, but waited for a while to estimate that he forgot this thing, until he gave me back the phone, and today is so ....

On the phone, I always want to go back to him, your son has changed, do not want to like before, only play games, all day off, but accreditations, feel that they are not very convinced, only in the days after the good compensation for them both, this is my heart, Now think about the two of them now arguing about my tuition, but I can't do anything about it.

Do not know whether every family has such a phenomenon, parents always have a singing face, a bad cop, meaning that there is always a villain, a good person, so that there is a bridge of communication, I do not know why, my parents are home to do farm work, cultural level is not high, but education is very good, I still appreciate them, although I think I am not perfect in their eyes, but I think I am good.

To tell the truth, I still very grateful to my mother, speaking here I will simply introduce my small and great mother, when I was a child, my mother in my eyes is a omniscient, without the scholar, although her body is a little plump, but this plump body in my impression always will not say tired, will not shout bitter, What Gravity live in the home most of him to do (because my father is not very good), of course, this is my childhood impression, when I grew up, I found that my mother's knowledge is not so rich, but she is not much of the culture of his teaching out of the two college students (I have a sister and I study together, go to school), And now I found that my mother's cultural level is not very high, or even say the harsh point, is not much culture, but she used her meager knowledge, and help me to correct the detours in life;

If it weren't for him, I wouldn't know who else to complain to. Every time I complained to him, he always listened silently, and then told me some not deep, but very reasonable, she still always talk to me about her at home some not very important situation, said the next door cow litter, said that the vegetable field long good flourish .... Sort of, speaking of my heart slowly calmed down, there is a time I think there is a part of the TV in the dialogue between mother and Child, said: "Mom, I Love you", and so on, I thought, if really love her, it is better to directly make some meaningful things to her, but today, I finally realized what is "Love to speak out of the feeling", but the heart of that inferiority complex, always let me say not export, I hope through this blog, record my current emotional record down, if the day I saw here, I hope you can still remember the good parents;

Now the goal through today's things, I think about it, I feel that these days are carrying out the task of the mentality of the blog, so I think it is necessary to revise the future goals and plans-------now my plan is:

As long as you can learn some new knowledge every day, whatever it is, it is good;

There are a few questions to ask yourself every day: What is the reason for me to learn this thing, what is the purpose of my coming here, what I can do every day;

Finally, there is a little-------throw away everything, learn technology, make life better;

25th, how to explain the life of the bitter force