About the end of 2014, to enlighten the 2015

The theme of 2014 is "growth", yes.

At the beginning of the year, to the secret love for more than half a year to learn elder sister confession, surrender the first time uneasy, that time is not brave enough, only by the state of liquor to dare to say I like you that few words. Learn elder sister said only want to be good friends, I continue to crush.

In the middle of the year, learn elder sister graduated, noisy with thick cheek and learn elder sister took a graduation photo. When I got back, I picked out all the pictures of my sister in the camera that I could find.

Summer vacation home, learning elder sister's roommate tolerance of our hometown of chance coincidence I accompany the school sister 3 days of good time, especially that afternoon, I and study sister alone in the hotel waiting for her roommate to work. Learn elder sister in earnest to see where dad went, and I seriously looked at the school sister an afternoon, like a small child as insatiable efforts to close to learn sister but also keep the distance, it is want to touch but back the hand!

Transition in 3 days later, after the roommate left, learn elder sister asked me to go to see the film "Embroidered Spring Knife", the seat of the cinema to school elder sister face bloody scenes from time by day frightened cover the mouth. For the next one weeks, I had a long conversation every night at a good friend's house, he gave me advice, I went home to pick myself up during the day and waited for my sister's free time to go out for dinner and see a movie. To go back and forth repeatedly through the North Street, learning elder sister bought a happy rice cake fired, I cheat hidden a rainy day umbrella, tightly dragged learning elder sister arm through two alley three streets looking for mushroom sauce night, every time when crossing the road, the fleeting opportunity to hold the hands of learning elder sister, Every time to send the school sister to go home to the departure station, every time I live in the family hospital waiting for the door ... If happiness, happiness is the first time to pull the hands of learning elder sister to bypass the rain on the ground, the feeling of electric shock, the day I was full of happiness to stomach cramps all day.

September, back to school, looking for work, home, sushi, Purple Yan Zhai, car, 6 hours, then back home, looking for work, and then return to the house, a day to see as ploughing.

Once back home, before going to bed, my mother asked me if you are tired, instant I shed tears, back to school to find work and go home chasing girls, double line combat, win in You is my source of strength, I always tireless.

November, December, learning elder sister seems to understand, learn elder sister said her heart has not put down her ex-boyfriend, and I always like a child need her coax, slowly ... Slowly ... I seem to "lose" the study elder sister, although learn elder sister never let me formally have to pull over her hand. "Broken-hearted like the street scraps of paper, the phone is not to be found I shut up in the room all night," Dr. Chen's "Christmas Knot", single cycle ...

Cheixie elder sister in her 26 of the pattern of love accompany me "growth", carefully want to, has been I too naïve, kept to die, the feelings as all of life, do not know the truth, just let maybe once I had a good opinion of the learning elder sister gradually disappointed, gradually away from ...

Learning elder sister once said to me, the best affection is not chase, but let it happen naturally.

The harvest of growth is this: attraction. The next five years, a reborn, do not miss the next move the heart of the girl, otherwise it is to live up to the suffering and spilled tears, it is also to live up to school elder sister of the pattern of love!

About the end of 2014, to enlighten the 2015