Bad three months

Let's talk about it. I sorted out the situation for the past three months last night. As a result, I went to bed at night. Let's summarize it now.

August is a relatively easy and happy month. At the end of July, the mobile project ended and returned to the company. Suddenly, I felt a strange environment (after entering the company in January, I went home for the Chinese New Year. After the project started in February, I stayed at the site, but only returned to the company at the time of Accounting) in addition, the company environment almost caused me heatstroke. This is a conversation between the leaders and me. It means that I want to lead the core network, but I have not yet obtained a job permit. Besides, I do not want to assume this role, I refused, and I went to Xiamen to have a two-week leave when I tried to visit my relatives. 8 days in Xiamen is very happy. I went to gulangyu, Jinmen sea, Bai Luzhou, And the seaside of the Convention and Exhibition Center Hotel. When the holiday was not over, I received a call from the lead and asked me to return to Xi'an as soon as possible to support the Ankang project cutover. I returned it in advance. Having stayed in Ankang for five days, nothing was actually just a matter of keeping an eye on the device's performance tasks and handling customer complaints every day. The strange thing is that there were no complaints. So these five days are also very comfortable, but the poor city of Ankang really has no good places, no good food, no fun, so take the initiative to communicate with the leadership to return to Xi'an in advance. I have not been in touch with my computer most of the time this month. I just feel great when I am with my friends and family.

September, a depressing month. Happiness is short-lived. Because the company does not have any projects at present, we will stay at the company's sole discretion and review the materials to prepare for the November exam. In fact, everyone knows what they are doing, surfing the Internet, watching movies, chat. It is worth mentioning this month that my feelings have been unpleasant for girls who have been in contact with me for three years. As a result, her paranoia has led to my misunderstanding that we are over, then, I met the girls around me through my colleagues. Maybe it's time. Our interactions went smoothly and everything went so fast. This laid the groundwork for the October s pain.

October: A month of distress and loss. At work, because the company has no project at present, some links and mobile signatures have been used to install some hardware, that is, the deployment of trunk lines. Let's do it, but I don't want to do it because it's not my work content. However, if the leaders think that my work attitude is wrong, they will talk to me, and said that if such an attitude, the company could not leave us like this. It's terrible! Therefore, when the salary was issued in September, it was found that 500 yuan was missing and the finance department was asked to know that he had been paid a lower salary. Then I had a manager who communicated with me about the resignation. The relationship is worse than this. The girl who has been in contact for three years knows that I have made a new girlfriend, and she is very excited. Through the conversation, she knows that her reply in September is a kind of angry behavior. She has always regarded me as her boyfriend, but I only know it now. I am totally depressed. Problems always need to be solved, but they are always not so well solved, not to mention feelings. It's a terrible month.

Three months passed, but what did I get in these three months? There is nothing but loss and distress. Therefore, there is an inexplicable fear in it. I thought about it all day, but the results were terrible every day. This situation continues. I want to adjust my status and mood to highlight this strange circle. I would like to thank my mentor and colleagues for their great help and encouragement.