Blur the memory in sight-commemorating Li Kewen

My eyes have been ill since middle June. I have been unable to read books and use computers for more than 20 days. The whole world is blurred in my eyes. All kinds of eye drops are like rain. I often miss the csdn blog. I heard that there are thousands of new posts every day, which is a bit eager to try.

However, I originally thought that the first post I sent back to the csdn blog should be "please pay attention to your eye health" and so on. I didn't expect to come to csdn today, but I saw a dead message, five days have passed...

Adjust the font size to the maximum, and the screen is still vague. There are some things in the eyes, I don't know whether it's the anti-virus interferon that I just clicked on or something else. It may be difficult for me to use a computer at this time, but I think it should be something to write for this lovely friend.

I know ke Wen when Lenovo works. One of my colleagues was a frequent visitor to the cats and a famous man in the simulator field. At that time, we discussed how to develop a Nintendo red and white machine simulator on the Pocket PC 2000/2002. With such a simulator, we can transplant dozens of classic games familiar to us in 1970s to our products, which will undoubtedly greatly improve the attractiveness of our products. I know nothing about games, but I know exactly what simulator development means for a programmer. I am questioning the feasibility of this plan until my colleagues bring the text in front of me.

The first impression that wen gave me is weird. I keep this first impression so far. He should be playing games because he looks like a person in the game. His head is very big, and he seems to be overloaded on the weak shoulder. All the hairs are raised upwards, as if they were stars with special hair styles. There will always be a red bag on your nose. When he first saw me, he had an operation and was very weak. He was wearing a pale tall white long-sleeved shirt, and the top two buttons were loose. Below are dark trousers with pale vertical bars. The dark trousers have his legs, which I have never seen before. He cannot walk for a long time, but when he walks, his legs are soft and his noodles are soft. I feel that it is not an ordinary person in life. It should be a cartoon artist's character and a special mission.

We asked him to have a meal, so it was settled. In the face of a brand-new platform, he did not show any fear or make too many demands. Shortly after the development prototype was sent, a program that can run was sent. This really surprised me. However, this is just the beginning of a series of surprises. In two or three months, he basically completed all the development work, dreamnes for Pocket PC, the most technically difficult software project, and finally run ready in front of all of us. I remember that, during that time, all the colleagues in the R & D department held our products during lunch breaks and played games, "soul", "Double Dragon", "Green Corps", and "Three pig "..., game music that I was familiar with when I was a child came to the office and was not busy.

Several times during that time, we gradually got familiar with it. When we found a bug, we shouted, and the Li Kewen died? Let him change it! So a piece of laughter. In fact, we didn't know about his illness or joke at the time, but it was not humorous or even cruel to him. In front of him, I only care for him to pay more attention to his body. In fact, this is a kind of nonsense. Maybe you are sincere when talking about it. It doesn't make much sense for a helpless patient. If you are cheerful, you may say a few words, people who are not cheerful may be too reluctant to reflect anything. He is not a cheerful person, so he does not like to say anything about his illness, but it is different when talking about the game. His eyes are immediately filled with light, and Beijing people have come up with ridicule. He and my game fan colleagues often discuss details about a certain level of a game. The Yellow River is everywhere. For the simulator implementation technology that I care about, his talk is much smaller. Maybe in his opinion, the game is the purpose, and the simulator is just a means. However, from a few conversations with him, I learned that the development of simulators is very hard. It not only involves breakthroughs in hardware and software technologies and key technologies, but also requires great patience and perseverance. In most cases, you do not have any information or guidance. Based on your own experience, you often have to guess and tackle problems. Many individual bugs have no reason at all. Only one solution can be found. This kind of work cannot be accomplished without 12 minutes of perseverance and determination. Sometimes I wonder where his perseverance comes from? Why are we not? Do we have to make our legs soft like a noodle? Do we have to be threatened by death before we can take out the spirit of no regrets? Or, for most of us, the day may be even more depressed and desperate.

The last time we met, we couldn't remember the time. It was about one day in the first half of last year. I simply said hello and made a joke and waved goodbye. Soon afterwards, I came to csdn and contacted him to write articles and talk about the simulator development technology. He asked the question and refused after consideration. I can understand. He is not interested in the new theories and new methods that he is currently interested in. "Everything is made." The scale of the simulator program is not large and has a fixed pattern and structure, the difficulty mainly lies in the response and handling of specific problems. He does not think there is anything to write, "it doesn't mean anything," he said. Yes, but it is a gamer first and then a programmer, but it is the purest programmer.

I am an idealist. I don't believe in heaven, God, Angel, Buddha, and the next generation. So I don't use these beautiful and illusory words to bless the dead. He went and disappeared. After a few days, his body would turn into smoke and no longer exist. I can no longer joke with him, and I have no chance to invite him to write an article for me. I'm sorry, I'm sad, but it's a real fact.

Occasionally consider the issue of life and death. Sooner or later, all of us in this world will die. This is not a bad thing. Death is by no means a bad thing. Ke Wen proves to us that death can be a chapter of brilliant life. Death can inspire our life and let it shine, not just let us eat men, women, and dogs. People may die at any time. Even if they do not die, their eyes may be blind, their limbs may be impaired, and their organs may become diseased. Any possibility will happen, and we will start a completely different life. Today, things that make you very upset may become impossible at any time. With this sense of urgency, life is no longer just about making money, eating, and sleeping.

Every time he saw ke Wen, there was always a girl from Peking University, who seemed to be from Lanzhou. His last name was not remembered and his name seemed to be Jingjing. She is always smiling with the help of Kewen. Say goodbye to Kevin. She should be there that day. She will cry. When she cries, the tears must be crystal clear.