Confused..

will go to class soon, write an article before class.

Yes, very confused, I do not know what I want to do, I have always wanted to be a hacker, after college and do not know how to learn, the school will not teach you what, to rely on their own, now learn c, data structure, assembly and a small number of algorithms, but the feeling is far enough, a lot of things do not understand, In what do not understand the situation of contact with hackers, I am afraid I will only become a script boy, programming is Dabbler, then is a fake hacker is also garbage.

Also want to write a handsome program, handsome and others to write the project, but also very want to quickly contact security this aspect, students have already started the network attack and defense competition, he contacted the noun, I basically do not understand, so I also want to quickly get started, but I spent a whole semester now lay a little bit of programming foundation do not want to give up, I want to continue to put the ability of programming deep down. But time is not enough, I can not effectively allocate my time, even if I choose to skip classes, not to participate in various activities is still not enough, because my efficiency can not be kept in a high place.

Other professional such as soft work settle down programming on the line, but I believe that the professional range is too broad, everything to learn, everything to be refined, I spent a semester to learn the data structure, the assembly just feel C seems a little understand, it is visible to master a language how difficult, and I have to master several languages ...

So I always worried that I was dabbler.

How do I,,, I do not want to give up at present, programming can not throw, the algorithm can not throw, the hacker will continue to when, but no time. That's it..

Too many contradictions!

20 minutes to the class, I gotta go.

Confused..