Cultivate your professional qualities

I haven't written anything for a long time. This paragraph is really depressing, and there is indeed a gap between ideal and reality.
I have been working for four years and have accumulated some experience. I always think I am a professional IT member. After entering Huawei, I wanted to do something. As a result, Huawei has been doing some chores for almost a year.
I have some resistance in my work. I am not willing to fall behind others. Are I not confident? Or the mentality has changed.
In any case, since you are not able to select a job, you need to do your work well.
Don't always complain about God's injustice to yourself. Such complaints are helpless. What you can do is to improve your abilities. What you really do is to become an expert in a certain area. Never try again at Huawei.
Strive to improve your work ability, improve efficiency, adjust your mentality, and avoid impatience. Be good with others and face everything with an optimistic attitude every day.
Now that you have a future, try your best.