2015-08-10

For a long time, have not recorded their recent life, not know what to say, or complain or deliberate work? Or a confused feeling vortex.

Last night was a sleepless night, quiet and peaceful, quietly lying on the bed, thinking of many problems, past, present, and future. Three o'clock in the morning many still can not go to sleep, thoughts slowly swallowed the whole body, anger, anxiety, frustration, too much is not calm that heart, plop plop has been tired of jumping, has been trying to escape rushed out of the life, but has been unable to find a breakthrough, I like a fly without direction, aimlessly all kinds of collision, struggle, Cry, a few months down, I still did not find the right exit, badly beaten lying in a beach corrosion smelly mud, I am tired, really tired.

Many problems, in fact, I understand that I can understand every decision she made, but I do not know why has been slow to let go, refused to put this heavy burden from the heart. Maybe because of staying together for a long time, let me go to a person without any precaution to live, maybe a little difficult, slow to face without her life.

Together is a matter of two people, and separate but is a person's things, when the other side turned to leave, in fact, how you want to keep each other, but already impossible.

BHC August 10, 2015 16:48:00

2015-08-10