2016: Brief review

At the beginning of the year, continue to practice in the Hundred, several business trips are basically the same as the local hospital doctors, they feel that we do not conform to the actual situation and the use of the system, and we believe that they did not follow the software design requirements documented in the use of norms, many operations are illegal. Because we make the system loopholes too much, even when giving people a demonstration of the time when there is no pre-tested bugs, very embarrassing, embarrassing. Two months later, in early April, when the time arrived, I submitted my leave application and went back to school.

Before leaving, the project manager old Hu briefly talked to me a few words, made a little suggestion. He hoped that I would respect and take seriously the thoughts of my colleagues and, in any case, give sufficient reasons to show that I am opposed to other people's opinions or proposals. Not every time others say with their own different ideas, without thinking about the negation, so that not only the work is not responsible, but also for interpersonal relationships buried hidden dangers. This reminds me of the quarrel I had with him before, and I was angry and said something that was not practical and very self-righteous. And his temper is very good, and did not directly to me to stare at the table, change others may result is not the same. November When I heard the company dissolved, Old Hu went to another company, a monthly salary of 10,000 +. About his more people feel funny one thing is, once we in Xiaogan Yingcheng business, and so back to Wuhan train, in the railway station next to an internet bar, he said he has not played a game, do not know what is popular now, I gave him a recommendation (I have only heard the name). Then after a week we go to Yidou business, to take a train to Yichang, let him advance online booking tickets, anxious flustered to the station. Pick up the ticket, we are dumbfounded, tried a few times can not come out! Close to a closer look, the date is the day before. It turned out that he was so involved in the game that he did not see the date at the time of booking. Invalid two tickets, worth 3 Grandpa Mao, he quietly took his money on the mat. Then a very complex expression, sad to sigh a sentence: obsession with the game!

Back at school, with the long-lost roommates talking about the mountains until late at night, each described the internship during the outside interesting. I still miss the Beijing girl who I know on the internet, and think about going to Beijing to see her in advance. Then I was impulsive again, as I went to Lanzhou. Stay in Beijing those days really do not want to recall, I climbed the Great Wall, visit the Forbidden City, visited Peking University and Tsinghua, Peiling, under the Boya tower, couples in pairs, but I have no one around me. Until I left Beijing, I did not see her, QQ head has been gray, and after a period of time from the friend list disappeared. I am more silly, so in this way will understand, each close to the person must have some kind of motive, is good or bad, really difficult to distinguish. The roommate said I was too "lack of love", a girl who showed good to himself lost the basic judgment, I am powerless to refute.

After returning from Beijing, the state was very low. But the next preparation of graduation papers and so on assorted things let me slowly forget the unpleasant. Graduation thesis is completely Baidu got, slightly modified, may not be able to cope with the difficulty of the part of the high-cut, replaced by a few words of insignificant nonsense, according to this basic can stall the past. The impression is more deep is the day of the defense, after the stage ready to demonstrate PPT when I suddenly found that I forgot to bring a U disk. Then quickly to the dorm room between the back and forth, without a breath of sweat to follow the manuscript practice, it is really embarrassing. Maybe the teacher has mercy on us. These three transfers classmates, did not deliberately embarrassed to ask some high-level questions, finally everyone has passed. Graduation came very suddenly, everyone is looking forward to leaving, but the thought of graduation after the life of the opportunity to meet again, can only sigh unceasingly. Disband rice to eat a long time, we get along for 4 years, some people also accumulated a lot of contradictions, but, the last moment, have no care. I really feel that everyone has matured a lot.

      after packing home, and did not stay too long, because the heart is more urgent, think of early to find a job to start "career." When I returned from Shenzhen in October 15, I decided to go to Shenzhen after graduation, but at this time there were more factors to consider, and I made a decision to go to Beijing. My idea still carries the illusion, thought and her distance is closer, and she meets the opportunity more, can regain her favor. In fact, the result is completely opposite, like and dislike, only with willing and unwilling to relate, distance can not decide what. Came to Beijing, while the sea cast resume while edgy to read the book back to prepare for the interview, but feel that they have not mastered the things too much, then picked up the "Java Core Technology volume" two chapters, and then picked up JavaScript program design to see a few pages, so the east a hammer West a stick, After a while, I still feel that I do not have anything. The only two to give the interview opportunity, one of the HR too strong (installed) potential (forced), the two sides did not talk, another job is to do technical support, no five risks a gold, and signed the temporary contract, also talk about collapse. Later at the end of August, I want to find 2 months of work have no results, Beijing is not suitable to stay, just want to go to Hangzhou to think of the ocean, then accidentally received 10 ring interview invitation, went to immediately after the confirmation of the entry, otherwise this article will be written in Hangzhou.
      later a certain point in time, very suddenly turned off the QQ space. Before this, never thought, if later no chance to the familiar relatives and friends to reveal their status and ideas will be how, not to refresh or focus on the dynamic of the circle of friends will be? But in fact, until the writing of this article, and did not feel how not to adapt. Life or to continue, work conscientiously, is to earn the salary to let oneself eat to wear warm, went out to take a walk around to relax, is to hurry to adjust the mood; all of these seem to have nothing to do with others. After all, the body belongs to itself only, the mood also belongs to oneself only. It's because I never thought about trying to get attention on social networks and doing things more calmly and intently. In the past, those who have roughly turned a few pages can no longer see the brick-like thickness of professional technical books, and now can also be a chapter and a chapter of tenacious chewing down. A wide range of mentality, no longer suffering and envy of those who are naturally superior to the conditions of comparison, no longer neurotic quietly study suspicion of their favorite person's circle of friends dynamic, no longer those inexplicable wonderful popular quotations or specious absurd concept mantras. As an adult in a complex society, independent thinking is really a very important thing that can not be learned easily.

The work itself does not cost much energy, but the process of squeezing the subway back and forth on the way to work is quite a torment, and there must be 6 o'clock in the morning every day to get up, so repeat, let people feel like being driven to the same day. Beijing's winter, fog haze and always minus the low temperature, let people always want to flee.

2016: Brief review