Happy Birthday to myself

Spring flowers, Yangchun April.

Give yourself a whisper:

Happy Birthday, Chick.

Thank you for a year of the joys and sorrows slowly learn to digest, share, thank you for a year to meet everyone, experience, is a valuable wealth of growth on the road, thank you for your choice to come to Beijing alone, choose to be a program ape; Thank the sunny who has always warned himself of a positive energy girl

This one year old, experience is also many many. The biggest change should be, from the identity of a pure student to half a social person. December 2015 began the internship in Beijing career, this is a very substantial, very exciting, very happy, very difficult, very lonely journey. A variety of changes, their own slowly tasted through, facing progress slowly, not recognized, self-esteem frustrated, good friends turn, often a person secretly cry, often want to find a listener, often think I come to Beijing in the end is for what ... Fortunately, I am a poor memory, the events of the past few days have been slowly forgotten, like a dream, the pain of waking up, too painful, so the pain of the dream should not be repeated aftertaste

Have to believe that Uncle said a sentence, the program Ape is the world's most industrious, the most intelligent species. Really is this (although I am really not clever, think of it like this), every night after coming home basically have to open the computer learning to learn "new knowledge", Basic night sleep time is >12 point bar. But miserable is, every day so-called efforts to feel a little progress is slow very slow, many times do not feel progress, this time the mentality is the worst, because the kind of stop taste, is a very bad taste of digestion. I often tell myself, do things slowly, not too anxious, but the heart still hope to reach another height, later this need to adjust the mentality

In the Royal Park, basically no friends, loneliness followed. How to spend a holiday on their own decision, a holiday you even did not eat, wash, did not go out of the basic will not have a second person to know, this is a very scary thing it. Some days ago, work trivial matter anxious to get angry, left tooth ache want to pull out, realize no matter how the body really is very important, sick really very extravagant ... Therefore, I hope that the elder one year old I can slowly control

There's a lot of crap written about it, just to record the precious time. Immediately graduated, time in a hurry, the treasure, the give up, the correct, the study, the adjustment of all slowly and slowly and time synchronization.

23-year-old girl Happy birthday. Thank you mom and Dad always remember this day. Do your own little sun, warm, sunny, positive energy of the small sun, refueling

Happy Birthday to myself