Review and summary of one year's postgraduate entrance exam experience (2) -- different resignation

Different resignation

My job is so hard to find. I decided to resign from my postgraduate entrance exam, but I did not agree with many people. My girlfriend's roommate heard that I was about to resign and asked his girlfriend "Is he ill ". My girlfriend was speechless and I mentioned it to me later. I replied, "Yunque is well-known and ambitious ". Some people say they support it, but they just don't want to fight against my enthusiasm. I remember when I went to the school cafeteria for dinner in early January this year, my schoolbag filled with my postgraduate documents was stolen. At that time, I had a poor review status and my health condition. At one time, I felt that I could not take the test. When I was disheartened, I called my family and thought that my family would always give me some comfort. Unexpectedly, after hearing my complaint, my father asked me about the whereabouts of his schoolbag and asked me, "Do you think it was a mistake to resign ". Now, I still clearly remember the feeling of crying alone in a dark house after I hung up on the phone. In retrospect, I admire myself for not giving up, and I made a plan in the last 10 days and entered the learning status.

I have been tagged with resignation from the beginning to the end of my postgraduate entrance exam. In the past year, I have to tirelessly tell them that I am not working now. The resulting pressure can be imagined. Speaking of this, I think of my previous postgraduate experience as a senior high school student. The student's performance in high school is not good, and he is also very poor at the university. It is difficult for me to associate him with "excellent" in the eyes of a group of students. But one day, a message was suddenly sent out, saying that he was admitted to the Chinese Emy of Sciences. The news is true and false and people have been skeptical for a long time. Some people even joke about it. The last interesting thing happened. After the message was confirmed, it took a long time for everyone to ignore him, probably because the psychological gap was too big. I can understand his difficulties and the pressure he was under during his postgraduate entrance exam. Compared with him, I put a lot of pressure on him because he is a new postgraduate student. If he fails to take the test, he will not lose anything. Instead, I gave up a good job. In fact, at the beginning, I didn't want anyone to know about my resignation to avoid too much pressure, but with the lessons I learned, I was so strong that I didn't want others to feel less confident, when someone asked me, I told him that I had resigned.

It is interesting to observe the attitudes of people around me towards my postgraduate entrance exams. There are roughly two kinds of attitudes: those who are still in school think that I have a problem and quit when I have a good job. Those who work at work think that I am brave, but they need to be cautious about this. The attitude of the students reflects the current employment situation and the attitude of office workers also reflects their living conditions. A technical engineer told me that he also wanted to resign and quit. He had a very boring day at work and was not very interested in technology. But after all, the monthly income is good and the work is stable, so there is no intention to resign. I believe he represents the attitude of a majority of office workers, who are bored but "secure ". These attitudes not only did not affect my determination to take a postgraduate entrance exam, but made me more confident in my decisions.

I encountered a lot of difficulties during my postgraduate entrance exam. When I was frustrated, I secretly asked myself not to regret my resignation. I am glad that I did not regret every answer. After my postgraduate entrance exam, I found my passion for life that I once lost. I had to pursue my daily life. More importantly, I knew myself more clearly. Thousands of years ago, there was a stone tablet in the temple of Delphi on the Mount Olympus of ancient Greece, which said, "You know yourself !" I think this sentence is a challenge for everyone. When I went to work at the company, my enthusiasm for my new job made me devote myself to my work every day, and even failed to consider where my real interests are. What kind of things are the most valuable to me, what kind of person do I want to be. So I am grateful for the hardships in the later stages of the company, which forced me to think about these questions, and the answers I got finally promoted my postgraduate entrance exam. After I resigned, I changed from a computer programmer who spent 10 hours a day to a student who was quietly reading a book in the classroom. I felt a lot more calm, without the urge and urgency of the day or night, it seems that the coordinates of life have been found again. I can seriously understand the significance of my two years of work experience, the difference between my two life experiences, and my true goal.