Today's August 1 (lunar calendar)-my 22nd birthday!

Watching the time slide over, I'm so excited! Today is my 2-year-old birthday. Although there is not much time to live at home, mom, thank you! Parenting, you have worked hard !! May you always be healthy and happy ....

Open your favorite book, turn off QQ, MSN, and put on your headset. select a few good-Melody songs and put them in the player. The music is flowing in your ears and your mood is infinite.

Such a quiet midnight, the mind is as clear as water, and I think something should be done or written, and something to be missed in the future. record your own growth history and review your physical and mental changes. I believe it will be helpful for you to make a good move. after fighting for a while, I finally decided to have a day off! Finish this article before noon; walk around in the afternoon; Have a drink at night, just get drunk! Don't laugh at me. I don't smoke. I usually like to drink a few mouthfuls. I don't often get drunk. I think the amount of alcohol is good.

In the sleep of the top bunk, the old Three turned over and said something. my fingers are still on the keyboard, and my real emotions are converted into Chinese characters by ASCII encoding. The 22 years of deep experiences and insights will be shown on my blog, instead, I am a little scared and a little worried. I am still an ordinary student, without the power of map circles, and without great wealth. But, I have my own life and trajectory, have your own beliefs-"I want to do what others do, and do better. what others can't do, I want to do it. I also admit that it is a little thin, but if you want to make something or reach a certain height, you are not crazy, you can't do it, you can't do it.

It is not easy to keep a clear mind and talk with yourself. but I love myself more, cherish everything, and enjoy the process. This is a painful process. I want to say that I am just a shuttle fish. It seems that I am also in the naked hearts of the people who travel through the busy streets and in various groups of people. I have always liked the taste of this busy life. I don't know if it's because the TV series are watching too much. I am standing on the noisy road and in a hurry to move the crowd. I don't know if it's my heart, still a stranger's loneliness. some netizens may be right. Memories are lonely, and they are the disability that people cannot heal.

Time is really a good thing, so that I can grow without knowing it. I have experienced unforgettable pains, frustrated loneliness, unselectable thinking, and hard struggles. all the guesses about future destiny are false. Time has an unmeasurable significance for the test of life. whether true or false, there is a inevitability of his existence. sometimes persistence is a compromise. never forever, never forever.

It may take some time to identify a person. It may take some time to clarify a problem. It may take some time to release a misunderstanding. It may take some time to realize an ideal. It may take some time to truly love a person and forget a certain emotion, it may take a while to enjoy Joy. It may take a while to grow. Life is made up of so much time.

Sometimes, I put down my books without being justified, and accidentally took a bus back to the place I used to live. I know that I am a nostalgic person, but I keep making excuses for my nostalgia; I know that I am pursuing perfection, but I keep asking myself to attach weights to myself; I am optimistic about the channel to the sunshine, and occasionally enjoy petty bourgeoisie happily. as the article said, "Only those who have experienced the world will have a small world ". sometimes I sat down, tears of a wonderful "Snap" came down and fell onto the book that was being written, so far as I could not find it, so that I was helpless and deeply immersed in meditation.

Sometimes I feel sentimental, sometimes I feel harsh and heartless, and multiple conflicting emotions make up my life and make up my 24 hours a day; I never dare to let myself idle, do not dare to take advantage of any conflicting emotions. because thinking is the most terrible thing if I have nothing to do. character determines fate, born bitter, no way.

Looking at a person's age should look at his eyes, and his eyes will not lie. I have read too much, I know too much, I have experienced too much, and I cannot feel calm in my heart. I cannot share with my own deep-rooted ideas. As the environment changes, my peripheral life will collide with my inner morality again and again, the bottom line of ideas is the standard for judging good and evil. there are too many things that do not match age. I am almost shaken and lost, and the world is so terrible. I live in such a terrible and uncontrollable world. so that we can live in a world with masks. sometimes, I am really tired.

In terms of psychology, I also look at freeload and Meng shaoran. Although I don't quite understand it, I have benefited a lot. I learned the knowledge in textbooks and used it to close myself, one of the ways to comfort yourself. in the past, we were forced to put pressure on ourselves in the subconscious, and now we are consciously striving to realize our own illusory ideals. This kind of implementation requires a price, it cannot be measured. its motivation comes from its deep desire. this implementation cannot afford to lose. Can you understand it?

I like a purposeful, stressful life, a person's loneliness, and a person's casual walk. I like to complain when there are few people. Sometimes I am very casual and almost lose my rationality at will. it's hard to stop worrying about interpersonal relationships. you can choose your own way of life. You have the right. so selfish and terrible right, I think.

At the moment, the old Three turned over again. laosan, but No1, nice people. although sometimes his mouth is a bit smug, there is laughter and laughter. a group of people, the two certainly have similar personalities, otherwise they will not be able to enter a door, not to mention sleeping in a bed, although it is now a bunk bed. haha. I am not sleepy, but I am still writing. it is estimated that the comments will only be published tomorrow.

Fortunately, my experiences, my feelings, my thoughts, and my life are lucky. For every bright day, life requires us not only to use our brains to think, but also to understand. at this moment, I am quietly enjoying my music and my mood. At this moment, I am concerned about people who are also concerned about me. At this moment, I am doing a sweet dream. At this moment, I am walking my own path, at this moment, I feel very lucky! Write this, the tears of happiness, once again climb up my face.

Thank you for your attention. I sincerely wish you good health and happiness. I also appreciate my persistence for so many years. I would like to give this gift to myself who is just 22 years old!

 

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