For the person you never see again

If there are some people in your life, and suddenly there is no news, I think, that is, you are old.

In the last two months of more than 30 million, I finished my work and went to the bookstore to find a few extra-curricular books. Among the hundreds of thousands of people, it was such a common process that people could also meet with old friends. It was really an accident. At that time, secret base was not available, let alone the widely spread harmonica and guitar versions. There is no preparation or consideration, and some unexpected people appear in front of you. What I want to say is that it is just an ordinary evening, in retrospect, I always wanted to explain how this happened ....

Maybe many years later, I will talk to my children about this meeting. I don't want to watch any hot anime drama any more. The real life will always be so bright in memories.

Many years ago, there were no endless banquets.
It's just that we used to cherish each other before the banquet.
But this time, like the road suddenly split into forks, so they split their respective ways and didn't even have the chance to wave.

In May 2013, when I waved my hand to my old friend and turned and left, I did not expect that this may be the last side.
In retrospect, old friends may already know that they have plans and are ready to come.

After this day, a cliff suddenly appeared in my life.

2013 is a special year, and of course there are also many turning points, but I think most of the things in the next three years will happen in 2013, starting from the beginning of the year until the end of the year.
At the end of 2012, I told my friends that some tragedies were conservative and extreme. If a person is emotional and conservative in his life, he cannot see the world in any way. When talking about it, I thought I had mastered it. As I said in a novel that I have always admired, once a person thinks that everything is in control, that is, the beginning of his control over himself.
It was only two years ago. I went back and saw what I had said and what I had done. In fact, this story has been read and written over five years ago. It is indeed a process from incomprehension to disdain and then to attention.

From that time. Life has deviated from my track. In general, the parties do not know.
At that time, if someone came out and wanted me to tell the younger generation that you were so crazy, please stop. How nice it will be. But I can hear it. I think I can really hear it.

At the beginning of 2014, he came to me and found that he had serious psychological problems. He thought that his life after the accident in elementary school was biased. I repeatedly communicated with him three times. Half a year later, I lost my crush and went into another state. I had a phone call with him for over 80 minutes. I used some of my unsuccessful experiences to enlighten him. At that time, I was thinking, damn it. When I went off in 2012, why didn't anyone come out and have a great shout. However, if I haven't gone through all this, I must have made another adjustment. Ah, it can be seen that experience is sometimes a necessity.

2012 paved the way for the ups and downs of 2013, so in 2013, everything happened.
In 2012, I liked coffee makers and tea houses more seriously. I can say that I was white enough.
At the same time, I felt like jazz and guzheng. I like red wine too.
In fact, that year's work was very heavy, and the company's internal integration, the office for a few months to change the Minister, the hearts of the people is unstable. You may not be able to find a sense of security at work, so you may want to find your interests elsewhere.
I still remember that I ran out of the famous coffee house wine shop in Chongqing with old friends during that time. As a result, people in the office asked me about the best place to talk about things in the city.
At a young age, I began to enjoy my life.

Now it seems that it is just avoiding the world.
Is an escape.

So after escaping for more than a year, things came out.
Come out and try again later.
In 2013, we basically paid back our bills and avoided all kinds of debts left by the world, from emotion to life to work to career.
This is also 18 months...
Since January, my grandfather died...
The first one is returned to the home. On March 13, April, I arrived in Chengdu.
The second one was returned to old friends. In May, old friends disappeared.
The third item is returned to work. In August, work was transferred.
The fourth one is for my wife. In November, she died.


There is no banquet in the world, but there is a lingering margin
I would like to say that I hate forgetting to go to the rivers and lakes. This kind of determination is inexplicable. This kind of discussion is absolutely not discussed.
Close friends, old friends, don't have time to say goodbye, they all leave just as they forget.

Maybe in the next ten years, I will be able to look at such stories and experiences in a light manner. But that's the only thing about life. A hundred years later, I and my descendants feared that they were already loess.

Since they are all, it is doomed, to leave, why, like a meteor across the sky...

For the person you never see again