Frustration is also happiness-for friends and relatives with their own insistence

3 years is just not a long time,
3 years is a long time,

3 years is only one of the 2 points of 6 years of primary school,
There are more than 1000 days and nights in 3 years,

3 years is just 10% of my life today,
3 years is all that I have come into society.

3 years of experience have passed,
3 years of dribs and drabs will let me remember all my life.

For five condemnation and for the sake of felling, does not the bereavement of the master be appropriate?

People say that a momentary impulse can pay a great price for you.
People say, the price you pay will always get your corresponding return.

In the 2004, my college life died out, against everyone's objections, leaving a final sentence in school: Quitting is my decision, approval is your business. Baggage dropped over the fence, I took a heroic and heroic left the struggle for 12 years but only stayed less than 6 months of college. When the mobile phone for the ticket, a river, back home. After the boat, has been an empty stomach 2 of my body has the last 5 cents of coins. Although it is home, but as unaccompanied, all relatives and friends of the opposition to the high self-esteem is not willing to ask anyone for help, I sat in the dock for 2 hours, decided how to go down their own road. Life is very helpless, I take heroic and heroic back home to enter a small restaurant responsible for kitchen hygiene and washing dishes, attracted me on a, bag eat bag don't deposit, monthly salary 350. Put down my backpack and start working for a day's meals, every day in addition to cleaning, is in the restaurant to watch TV, small restaurant business is not a special busy, daily noon bowl after washing, there will be a long time nothing can do, the boss family is very good, will say: "Pottery, you go out to play it, the evening time back on the line." Every time I pinch the only 5 cents in my trouser pocket to say no, I watch TV. The boss said, this village to the lad really simple, not even on the net, I wry smile. Every time I think of this is the basic dark days of my life, my self-esteem does not want anyone to see me, no one can contact me, including my parents for me very worried, because they have no idea where I went, what I am doing. Although after 2 years, I still want to say to my father and mother in my hometown: I'm sorry, my son was not sensible at that time. This job is 2 months, completely in the dark with depression and loss of the mood to repeat the same work daily.

I often think that this is the first price I paid for quitting school. It seems that people are right. Since then, I have learned to endure, understand the hardships of life. People are right again.

Fish, I desire also, Bear's paw, also I want to also, both can not be both, give up the fish and take the bear's paw. Life, also I desire also, righteousness, also I want to also, both can not be both, give birth to take the righteous person also.


Life is fair, you want to get something, you need to shed something.

I thought of my father when he was very young and said to me: people who want to accomplish something important, must be capable of living alone. Father is a primary school teacher, he told me want to achieve their ideals, must first be capable of living lonely, give up their entertainment time, than others pay more time to struggle.

From school to society, we have to put down a lot of things, shattered a lot of faith.

Ideals, principles, ambitions, faces, feelings, are not enemies 2 words: reality.

When the general belief in the bubble burst, I began to re-examine the society, it is I can not change.

From the small restaurant out of me, in the Labor bureau lucky to find formal work, a foreign luxury hotel to do luggage students, with their own washing bowls earned hundreds of yuan of me, to pay a deposit, run a health certificate, began the formal work.

Perhaps in the eyes of many friends: this is a very bad job, even some not very glorious. Indeed, as a bellman, standing at the hotel door all day, to the coming and going guests pull the door, bowed, for others to carry errands is not a good job, any young people will have a feeling, are people, with what I have to go to someone else bowing?

But I'm really lucky, and I think I'm going to be very thankful for the days when I was working in a hotel, he let me learn a lot, will let me benefit all my life, the Senior hotel's requirements are very strict, new staff after the 3-month etiquette training for us, learn a foreign language, learn to talk, learn to walk, learn to stand, learn to sit, The rules of Behavior
There is a lecturer in the United States, Singapore lecturer, as the first batch of staff, the hotel's demand for us is almost harsh, requiring us to train all personnel, demeanor and behavior, showing a look of higher education, has a good quality of self-cultivation, will not be embarrassed in front of the top guests. There may be a lot of friends here understand why I said Lucky, lost the opportunity to study in school, I met a possible very rare opportunity to learn.
Although this training is not completely reborn, but let my state greatly improved, such as now my long-term unchanged smile, to save me a lot of opportunities.


During the summer vacation, many high school students come back to see me wearing uniforms at the hotel door for people to pull the door, many relatives and friends began to know I do baggage in the hotel,
Cursing, laughing, overwhelming, for a long time I have been around the envy of the object of peer, from childhood learning is the best, in the school, in the town, the district are famous geniuses, now books do not read, come back in a restaurant (hometown folks who said) inside to do the waiter, but really promising ah.
Your father taught a lifetime of books, to teach such a promising son, is really a skill ah.

I hid in the city hotel, parents in their hometown for me to bear the worldly supercilious eyes and ridicule.
Father and mother to find me, tell me: do not wronged themselves, do not want to earn money, must eat full rice, really do not go home, they do not blame me to drop out of things, I have so big, is already an adult, as long as I am safe and happy life, they are assured.
When I go home, they are happy, pretending to be happy little things are not, but also comfort me to go their own way, let others say go.
In fact, they take more than me. Written here, my nose is very sour, and a few days did not call home, wish Mom and dad everything is good, I will be home in a few days to see you.

Time will slowly wash away everything, life will give you all.

I put down the face, lost the dignity, abandoned the study, learned to let me benefit from the life of knowledge, to understand the most important things around me, understand their own responsibility. Life is really fair.

Ming I seek, Xiao I for, return, come XI, my long-cherished wish, pour over the years.

We each live in this world, know what we are doing, what we want, our life will not be wasted.
We have many ideals, some ideals are my life to achieve what, there is an ideal through my life to achieve what.
A big me, a ego, but don't forget, my parents.
I am peaceful smile to for you, hoped you can be joyful because the My happiness.