Grandma is gone

I have experienced many things over the past few days. Now it seems necessary to summarize them.

My grandmother left and finally failed to reach the Spring Festival. The evening when my grandmother went, I was on duty. At first, the temperature was 38.7c. Then, there was a sputum in my throat, but I couldn't cough up, because I had no strength to cough and had an atomization, breathing seemed to have no sputum. My grandmother's eyes were half open. I shouted "grandma", and my grandmother didn't respond either. For a while, my head was cool and my body was so cold that I had already tightened my quilt, but I still couldn't. At this time, it may look like before. The heart rate is about 110, and the blood pressure is normal.

Then, it was the nurse. I took a break and changed a big bottle. at, I didn't want to go to bed any more. I stood up and the big bottle was empty, I actually changed a new big bottle. How can the biggest bottle be so fast ?!!!!! Then I turned my grandmother over, fearing that my grandmother would suffer from bedsore. After turning over, the liquid would not be left. I went to the nurse and finally ran again. Because it is a puncture, there is no standard to change a needle again, just move the needle up and down.

After a while, Grandma burned it up, very high, 39.3c. The heart rate is also getting faster and faster, and it will soon be around 130. I am looking for a nurse. The nurse gave me a fight against the fever. Try again, and then 39.7c, at this time reached the highest temperature, the heart rate is also the highest 150, and after half an hour, still did not fall down, what should I do ????? The heart rate is getting higher and higher, and the maximum time is 160 +. it's really scary. Grandma seems to have no feeling, ah ah !!!!

Then, I went to the doctor, and there was a director Wang. He said there was a knife, and then he went downstairs and called Director Zhang. It was no longer possible to come, the nurse made two heart rate drops, but his heart rate fell, but his blood pressure also fell. Both high pressure and low pressure were less than 70, and his heart rate was still unstable, I am doing atomization, hoping to make the breathing smooth, or not.

Then I am looking for my family. My father is here. At that time, the breathing has stopped, and there is still a heartbeat. But it was very slow and slow, and gradually there was no more. Director Zhang manually pressed his lungs, but there was still pressure, and there was no pressure. A person gave her hands and feet a blood pressure test and went out.

Later, my father scrubbed my grandmother, cleaned her body, and put cotton on my nose and mouth. At this time, my grandmother had some Dabian. I wiped my grandmother with my father, and there was still blood in the Dabian. My father said, "One report and one report". When my grandmother was a child, she wiped Shi for her father, and her father wiped Shi for her grandmother. All wiped. Zhang mengran came, but he did not dare to enter the room. He did not know what was going on. Then my uncle's family came. My grandmother suffered from underwear together. Later, my mother came and dressed her. She carried her grandmother to the Peace room, then she came from her previous work unit, and Aunt Zhang zhongling came. She went to the bus together. Dad and his uncle took her grandmother's car, and they wanted her aunt to take it, it seems that my aunt was afraid to sit down. My uncle said that he would accompany her aunt to sit down. Then I went to Babaoshan.

When we got there, we came to the reception room, and then gave her a flower ring, shower on her body, and I took my portrait, walked in the first one, and then went to the funeral. Put all the things in the stove. I stood opposite the stove with a portrait. I am very sad. Grandma is such a good person, so nice to me, so tolerant. There is no way for people to go. That's it.

When my grandmother was a child, her mother died. Her grandmother lived with her stepmother and later Mother's children. Later she married her grandfather and had three children, when my grandmother was 40 years old, my father was 18 years old at that time. My grandmother said to my grandfather, haiquan, you can rest assured that I have all these children. Later, my grandmother was not married again. Grandma has been working in the embroidery factory. She was conscientious and conscientious. Later she became a prosecutor.

When I was a child, my grandmother often gave us a lot of delicious food. When I was a child, I put it in my bamboo bed and brought my grandmother up. Later, I went to kindergarten and cried. I said I was looking for my grandmother. At that time, I was scared. My grandmother put a lot of toys on my little Bamboo bed. Please give me some delicious food first.

Both in elementary and junior high school, my grandmother made me a delicious meal every day. What I remember most clearly is the pancake made by my grandmother, which is the best pancake I have ever eaten, it's made of a big pancake with sweet sauce, chopped green onion, and chili sauce. Grandma is doing it. I'll eat it in that room. I eat very fast. Sometimes, I have already finished eating, but my grandmother hasn't finished it yet. Now I think it should be that my grandmother waited for me and Zhang mengran every time, and Liu Ying had eaten it by herself. Now I think of it, grandma is really nice. She always misses me first, imagining others, and finally herself. I must learn from my grandmother and be a good person !!! I just burst into tears. Now I feel much more calm.

Later, when I moved, my grandmother and my aunt lived together, and my grandmother could not stay. She said to her father, "if you want me to stay for two more years, don't let me be here (AUNT) ". At the beginning, my grandmother was just in the middle of the year. I had a bad attitude towards my grandmother. I am a real heartless person. If I had a new chance, I would have been so nice to my grandmother from the very beginning, even better than later. My grandmother was not in the big room when she washed her face and feet. Instead, she was in the hall. I should have given my small room to my grandmother. Now she has no chance. She was admitted to the Armed Police Hospital, it is the ward of the other department. 3 beds.

My grandmother gave me a down jacket and made a heart-shaped lock. Then I went home. My grandmother did a day's work. I opened the door, and then my grandmother gave me my shoes, let me put my shoes out and I will take them out. Later I went to dinner and washed the dishes. My grandmother walked down the hall and suddenly fell firm. She leaned against the wall and then vomited some blood. My mom and dad beat 120 First aid quickly. My grandmother was so busy that she had made a lot of things and made a lot of handkerchiefs. 120 is very slow. You can't find the bed, tamd, first aid, first aid. After dragging for a long time, Grandma finally got on the bus and went to the Armed Police Hospital. When I got there, I vomited blood and vomited blood in a basin. I was very scared. That was about 12/26 things. At that time, I should have stayed that night !! After that, I used a three-cavity tube and lost a lot of blood. I had been infusion, transfusion, and for a while, it was obviously better, but it was no longer good. At that time, I should not have any hope that my grandmother would be better. It would only make my grandmother worried, but it would be slower.

If you are ill, you must take good care of yourself. Later, because of the use of a lot of hemostatic drugs, Grandma cerebral infarction, that is, the limbs can not be moved, also according to the CT, and then has been conservative treatment. Until that day I went to night shift...

Grandma's money should be Sany, and all of us agree.

I want to be better with my parents and spend more time with them to avoid further regrets.

The main lessons learned from this incident are as follows:

1. Don't speak too straight. Grandma also said this to me. My temper is too straight. When I first got into the hospital, I hit a few words with my doctor. I was so stupid and put my face on my face, I can't say anything like this if I am a man. Later, a two-bed old lady, I don't have to ask him this question. It doesn't matter if he doesn't tell the truth. In the future, you should first consider the purpose of speaking, then consider the feelings of the other party, and then talk about it later. This has gradually changed.

2. Don't worry about things. If you want to do things, you can't get stuck. When everyone dares to make a very critical situation, you can calm down and make correct and powerful actions. At this time, you are the leader, you are the person who can decide how things develop.

3. Cherish the time, do not regret it later, or give yourself a chance to regret it. Time is precious. People live for this time. For example, I mentioned a lot of regret-making things. I will do it well in advance and don't leave regrets for myself. After my grandmother was ill, I went there. I worked night shift and I did well. I have no regrets in this regard. The same is true in life. When I work, I do my duty and make good plans. When I get old, I will not regret it. Protect everyone you love and those you love. Find the one who loves you and is satisfied with your work.

4. Love is just a choice. At that time, if I made friends with Yanyan, it may not affect my development. Love and career are not in conflict. People don't have to regret it. In the past, I laughed. Today I called her for a new year. I have the courage to ask questions about medicine and do a good job of relationships.