HeartWhere to return
It was another sleepless night. She was in the corner of the sofa, like an injured puppy. She was the only one in the big room, but she was the only one who looked out the window, xi's stars blinked at the lonely eyes, and he still looked at the distance, a round of bending over the moon, there was a star above the tip of the Moon, shining and eye-catching, in the vast and lonely night sky, such cooperation is so tacit understanding and so intoxicating, desirable, and heartbroken. I don't know how many people are fascinated by this scene, but I have been intoxicated for more than a decade. The secular world is still flashing, and the lights are like snakes in the Garden of Eden who have been punished.
I like height, so I live on the top floor of this apartment. The ground is too charming, too hypocritical, and the air is too heavy. So she fled to the air and watched the smoke rising slowly in the hands of midnight, the light was dark, and the smoke was particularly beautiful and enchanting. I still have half a cup of red wine. I don't know when I began to fall in love with this quiet, this loneliness.
The fingertip swam back to the Cup, wine, and some people came and left again. When I saw someone crying, I smiled again.
Take off the mask in the sunlight, and look at the night sky, and then see the smoke.
She sat down on her father's leg to listen to the Three Kingdoms. What happened in the Three Kingdoms was like a story of the neighbors, it is also like the story of yesterday, sitting on the sofa today. The mother of a full-time wife is so elegant and elegant, and the solution is so perfect. If the father's leukemia is not found in the late stage, the pillar of the family collapsed overnight, and life in the dark would be happy.
Yan's stepfather is also very popular in the business world, but he did not know before his stepfather entered his home. What kind of world is the business world, and there are also rich figures in the business world. When her stepfather dive into the room late at night, her mother was sleeping. After drinking water containing sleeping pills, she slept deeply. So she struggled and cried, tearing her heart and lungs, it was just sent to the night sky, and stayed in countless night's dreams. The only thing left in my mind was the blooming bloody flower on the sheets, and the last sentence I said when I left my step-by-step ", at that time, I was 17 years old.
Without too much words, the mother left quietly with her own things, her father's photos, the Three Kingdoms, and the cold bank card containing 2 million, my mother wishes this! Mother is so eager to continue the noble and quiet, the eyes filled with wisdom and strategy how can not see everything in the world and dirty. I did not forget that when I was a child, my stepfather went into my house, but at that time the room still belonged to my new father, who saw a naked collision between two people in the door, moaning ...... Soon, soon, now all the obstacles are cleaned up, and you leave quietly. One year later, Edison heard a message about his mother's suicide. On the day when his stepfather got married to another famous star, he wanted to cry, but he had no tears.
The day I met Morin, the rain outside the cafe was still a corner, and the air floated in the air.Jason MrazOfYes I love youMorin's break-in is like God's teasing. "I like this song." After believing that this sentence was said to myself, I turned back and saw a huge one-meter-eight-meter-long string, but with a pair of childlike innocent sunshine eyes, you have forgotten such eyes in the world, suddenly there was a kind of impulse to cry, but still indifferent to the sudden appearance of the man, "Sorry, can I sit here together? I like the rain. I haven't watched it for a long time ", what's the relationship between them? They just have no words at all. They drink coffee, listen to music, and watch the rain.
The bar that I often go to is called "pure". In a very lonely place, there are all the conditions that do not attract people, but there is a hole in it, the red screens give people the mysteries of the real world and the truth of the world. They can hear the classic music of various periods and show their talents on a stage that is not big, although some people do not dance well, although some dance is not good enough, the applause shows that we are sincere and happy, even though our hearts have been covered with a thick layer of gray, but the inner's heart cannot resist the desire for sunshine. Why? I don't know why.
A lot of things happen without knowing it, but she heard the words of the Three Kingdoms, and her eyes were wet for a while. Finally, she couldn't help looking back, seeing the eyes of those angels ........That night, I went to Morin's place of residence. I couldn't tell where I was. I was really drunk and kept calling for my father for six years. "Dad, where are you, Dad, dad, Dad, come back, I miss you ......" Again and again, and again, the father in the sky could not hear it. Is he watching this happen? When she put the ghost in bed, the sky has become a blue, but Morin is not sleepy. She knows that the woman in front of her is like a mystery, but it is so fascinating to him, like the task that God gave him, taking good care of this wounded woman, and keeping tears in her dream, Morin gently put her in her arms, pat her voice and say "not afraid" again until you see the calm on your face, until your palm begins to warm
When I woke up, there was no one in the room, and there was Morin's breakfast on the dining table. I finally realized that this was not my home. This was a single apartment, but it was very warm and full of sunshine, the curtain was opened, and the big floor-to-ceiling windows were filled with sunshine. They were warm and comfortable. They sat next to the window, lit a cigarette and watched the world outside. Morin took the toiletries into the room, and saw the back of the mirror, my heart was a pain.
"Woke up," said Lin.
"Thank you," said Yan, and looked at the eyes of the angels. He paused and smothered the smoke. "Sorry, I ......"
"It doesn't matter. It's okay to go to bed. I bought some toiletries and I don't know what brand you use. I just bought some ." Morin was a little nervous, but the sun on his face made everyone feel warm.
"No, I'm going home !"
Without too many retries, Morin knows that she needs to be quiet. She is a genie and can't stand the cheesy of the world. She needs to return to her own world!
The distance between the moon and the stars outside the window seemed to be a little closer. She picked up the wine glass and looked at the distance. She confirmed her father was there and she wanted to tell him everything, I just don't know if my father is asleep yet?
What is love? Sorry, I don't want to know, but when Morin is singing "pure ",Yes I love youAt that time, I smiled and shed tears. That night, I took Morin to my own world. I liked the feeling of leaning on Morin, as if I had invested in the embrace of the Earth, when I like sleeping, Mo Lin is always there, no nightmare, no fear. Mo Lin will smile and say, "Look at you more like a puppy." Mo Lin is always watching the night sky with him and two people behind him, mo Lin will show his favorite "Star-month combination" to Mo Lin, who is fond of Mo Lin's jokes and his love for the real world, but Mo Lin knows that Mo Lin is a genie, the genie's heart will not be easily melted by the secular world. Morin waits, which is the best thing for Morin!
I never mentioned my past, and the memories that were broken and automatically pieced together by countless times seem to have been Dusty. I hope all these memories will pass, only the occasional tingling in the heart will remind you that there is still a long way to go, there is still a long way to go, the rain night, Mo Lin finally can not help but ask about the past, although has been carefully avoided, although I have been maintaining this secret with my heart, I just want to know more about the secret. I just don't have to worry about it. Sorry, silence, long silence, then, like waking up in a nightmare, staring at Morin with a cold eye, "Let's go", and then no longer talking.
She knows that Morin belongs to another world, which is filled with sunshine and happiness, and she will leave one day, so she regards every day as the last day. After every time Morin leaves, the hacker will secretly shed tears, no Morin night, the hacker will sleep all night, drinking and smoking to watch the night sky
It was not until Morin took everything without warning to his own house to meet his parents. When he got off the bus, he thought he was a Cinderella in the fairy tale. "Mom and Dad, we are back." Morin cannot restrain his exclaim and excitement. He believes that this moment will be the beginning of his own and his own moments, this is the time for growth to depend on. The escape of space cannot escape God's teasing, and the moment the house enters the room, it falls to the ground. The name has been called countless times in the dream, but at the moment, it is like a fishbone, and the tears accumulated for a few years can no longer be tolerated, it seems that he no longer exists in this world. When Morin sees the scene at the moment, he holds his eyes in his arms and looks at the people in front of him, but he cannot tell his eyes, have never seen love, hate ......
"Why ?" Staring at the people in front of me, I sent out a thin cylinder, but I tried my best to ask!
"Dad !" Morin looked at his father who fell into the sofa and asked, but looked like a thousand arrows.
"Dad? Haha, Dad! Dad, what's wrong with this? What's wrong with this? You said !" The song shouted in a hysterical way, how many years of love in the heart of the hate, the backlog in the heart of the pin in the heart of the dream collapsed in an instant!
In fact, his parents do not have love. Everything is just for the right of the door, the life of his parents, and the words of the matchmaker. His father loves a rural girl she met when she went to the countryside, her simplicity and kindness left him alone for a long time, so that he did not feel the taste of second love. Even if he had a daughter, he still could not. His mother was from the book, however, since she was a child, she could not bear this kind of torture. She had the beautiful wisdom and vision that all women envy. The man sleeping beside her turned a blind eye to herself, as a result, she had a relationship with her husband's business partner. This man was his later stepdad and thought that this would get a balance and a quick start, however, when she finds that she truly pin her empty and helpless heart on this man, everything is struggling, especially when she finds that she is pregnant, and both husband and wife know that she is someone else, yan's father was very calm, because of guilt, helpless, because ...... This child is a hacker.
So his father took the girl from the countryside and the son who was not around when he was born. His name was Morin, And he placed them in another city.
Leukemia is false, death is false, and everything is false. Only the painful feeling that the father of the animal is true, the mother's revenge for her own love even adds her own daughter ......
Moolin stood in the same place, the house was spinning, and life was spinning!
The hacker leaves quietly like the last time, taking away all his breath in the world and coming to this city that has never been seen on the map, with no common language, no family or friends, no love ...... Only the moon at midnight, smoke at midnight, and never leave ......