I am not afraid to ask people who are close to my hometown

I haven't posted my blog for a long time, because I feel like I am more interested in my hometown and dare not ask people.

There are many changes in life, and there seems to be few changes, but I don't know what to write down. Once upon a time, I liked to keep my diaries. I started to write a dozen diaries at the age of nine. I thought, "when I can't go there, I will watch these diaries, write a memoir or something by the way ". I am no longer young, and now I have lived up to my years of expectations. I have lived a wonderful life under the spotlight, and I have lived a celebrity life that everyone can envy everywhere, eager to return to the plain. I am not tired of being plain, but having no goals for future struggles. I don't think I like the direction that everyone expects to cultivate, I seem to have never been a "ambitious" person, but I will try to grasp every day without wasting my time. However, when I grow up, I have to make choices. So I am more timid, dare not say anything, and cannot remember anything more.