I finally understand that the longer I grow, the more lonely I am.

I don't expect you to understand. After all, you are not me. How can you feel the same way.

I finally understand that the longer I grow, the more lonely I am.

[When I grow up, when I understand, when I grow stronger, more afraid of pain]

More and more do not understand,

Why is that person getting blurred.

When the original marks are erased,

I finally accept the fact that I have grown up.

Two days ago, I cried at night.

Afterwards, my throat was always hoarse due to a cold.

Then someone without your knowledge asked: What's wrong with you, okay.

I'm fine, I answer.

However, you only need to understand,

Today's life seems to be happy, but it's actually boring.

Although friends in the past occasionally send greetings and concerns,

The relationship is not as good as before, but fortunately.

My high school life made me know them, and when I cried, there was a group of others who were comforting me.

This is enough. In this lonely world, I am not completely alone. This is enough.

People should be satisfied to be happy, right?

Only when I grow up and understand things, I find that the stronger I am, the more I am afraid of pain.

[When I see it clearly, when I look down, when I grow more lonely]

If it were last year, I would be sentimental about the departure of everyone.

But now it can be put down easily. Today is my first time back after the summer vacation,

However, they are full of strangers and do not know what to do. When someone leaves,

My heart is a bit empty. I always feel that it is so empty here.

But what else can I do.

I just let this loss stay in my heart for a while, and then, it no longer affects my mood.

Year 97 to year 12. I have lived for fifteen years.

I shouldn't be so confused as I used.

You see, I grew up.

So I began to learn to see everything clearly and look down.

In this world, too many things happen every day.

If you need to care about all parts, how tired it is.

So, it doesn't matter if I learn to let it go.

However, I have to say that the longer you look at yourself, the more lonely you are.

[When I am mature, when I am cheerful, when I learn to be alone]

Mature, can this word be placed on me? I think it should be OK,

I did not expect her to cry two days ago.

But the child, who is ten days younger than me, is not small.

Like them, they think things are simple,

But most of the time, he is gentle, and she does have some willfulness.

Do you want to know what I did.

I told her to cry, and I told them to shut up.

I successfully put the label of the wicked on their hearts.

I think so. But I still think I'm right.

Finally, we finished up,

When I was holding her together, I kissed her cheek.

But always, I'm not sorry. I think this should be my mature side.

At least I think so. I taught her to accept it.

But I also understand that, by doing so, I finally pushed her away from me.

But I don't care. I should always learn to be alone.

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I finally understand that the longer I grow, the more lonely I am.