I have been working for more than three months and engaged in software development!

Unconsciously, I have been working for more than three months. It's so fast!

I think about the scenario I just came to Wuxi. I went to niit for a month and learned a lot in this month, I have seen a lot of new things and people that I have not touched, Wuxi. There is an impulse for me to stay in Wuxi, to stay in this unfamiliar city, to survive and develop independently. But I think of my family .....

The practical training in Wuxi is also a difficult and dangerous experience. In my family's eyes, I have always been a child. If I didn't grow up, I was so worried that I could not go without saying anything, I did everything I could say, I said everything I should say, and I could not say anything soft at last. I decided whether you asked me not to let me go. In order to find a professional counterpart, I cannot stay in my hometown. In fact, the software industry in my hometown is not developing well. It is even harder to find a professional counterpart. I am a software technology major. In this way, my mother seemed to feel the determination I had to go. She knew that she could not stop it and agreed, so I thought it was enough, instead of the mother's money, I took about two thousand yuan and set off. Come to Wuxi. After one month of practical training, I was looking for a job, but for a college graduate who had no work experience or a good degree, I almost collapsed and wrote countless resumes, someone once told me that you are suitable for sales, and I also moved this idea when I was helpless, but I immediately canceled this idea. I am very clear about my purpose here, find a software development job. But all people feel like I'm dreaming. There are still many organizations that don't want girls. This is nothing more than an obstacle for me. But I did not give up.

I remember one sentence. "The dream of being laughed at has more practical value ".

I continued to look for it. Since the organization did not buy my account, I called myself and finally received an interview. I came to the company with excitement and nervousness. I succeeded in the interview, enter the company. I am very happy. I like my work and I am passionate about my work. However, it seems that things are not as simple as I think. We have three people working on one project as ERP software, at the beginning, I also thought that I was well prepared to go on the road, but at this time I realized why companies require years of experience and high level of talent, my shame .... I have encountered a lot of problems. What I learned in school is always knowledge. It is a theory. When I put it into practice, I realized that I would not write code at all. What should I do. I am in a hurry. For the purpose of doing projects, I am stuck until one or two in the middle of the night, and my acne on my face is out of competition. But no matter what the situation, I have to stick to it. This is my path, you can neither regret nor fail.

No matter what happened in the middle, there are already two projects that are over. I feel a lot bad about me. I am the lowest level in the programming field. I have to work hard to survive, well, this is what I said to myself. Since I have persisted in my persistence, I have made my own efforts to prove to my family that I can find a job and do well, I will try my best. Fuel, fuel, more oil.

I'm confused and excited, but I know what I'm thinking, what I'm pursuing, what I'm worried about, what I'm praying for, what I'm waiting, i'm here. I don't have to worry about it.