I hope she has an angel.

How many times have I written an article about my grandmother? 3rd Times, the first time I wrote "hope she is blessed by an angel", my grandmother found that she had liver cancer in September, the second time I wrote "Angel really blessed her", my grandmother had a successful cancer removal operation on November and her body recovered very well. This time I wrote an article in a mood that is several hundred times heavier than before, and I was happy to buy a gift for my sister during the day. I sat here at night and thought I was overwhelmed. The last operation made me feel distressed. Seeing my small grandmother experiences so much pain, the psychological taste is better than suffering. I bought my sister a birthday present this afternoon and received a call from my mother. My mother said that my grandmother had cancer. I asked "What ?" Then I hung up on the phone. I thought I had totally collapsed, and my mind was blank. I don't know what to do. Taking a bus home with things, I always feel blurred in front of my eyes. I know this is a tear. In the eyes of the wandering but not flow down, I tolerance not to cry, try to dispersed their energy. However, it does not work, and the mind is completely out of control. In the past, I was always more sad and more happy. Why can't I laugh now? Get out of the car and walk home like a dead corpse. My mother told me to wait for her. I went. When I entered the door, I smiled with my sister, because I didn't want my grandmother to see me crying. Although my face was better than anyone else, my mind was always put on my grandmother. I want to ask Tian, why? Why? Isn't one attack enough? Have you had a hard time? How can I try again? I'm lucky ...... I can't accept this fact completely. I know it is true, but I still don't want to believe it. How can this happen ...... My grandmother can no longer be kind. Why does a good old lady treat her like this at home? I really cannot accept it. Is it true that good people have no good news? I can't hear any of my friends advise me. I am afraid of pulling, I dare not face my grandmother, I am afraid to see her, I am afraid that I will cry. Since she was ill last time, I always went to see her and talk with her. How can this happen suddenly? I heard my father say that the currently discovered cancer is on the skull, and I have to perform a full-body examination to see if there are other problems. Grandma never knew about her illness. Even the last operation told her to remove a small cyst. She is okay on the surface, but I think she is sure to suspect that she is not afraid to think about it. Looking at dad's eyes, I know he cried for a whole afternoon. It's useless ...... How many times did I see my father crying? I don't know. Dad was on a plane for a business trip this afternoon. Don't pull it anywhere now. Dad said that he must want to handle the rule of law. Now he has money to handle the rule. When he has no money to sell a house or a car, his life will also cure his grandmother. Dad never likes money. The last treatment fee was also borne by his father, and his aunt was only responsible for the care. I have a loving mother, a filial son, and a great family. Why do I have to do my best to make such a storm? I am not afraid of death, but what I fear most is seeing my family get sick. I beg for the god and the Bodhisattva in the sky and the ground to save my grandmother. Guard this kind grandmother ......
-- Longgirl pray