I licentious 2016.

The previous write unexpectedly lost. Let me depressed after, but suddenly a little panic: is not providence? Let me think twice.

So I made a pot of tea, earnestly sit well, skim over the glitz, and torture my heart.

Yes, you did not read wrong, of course, I did not write wrong, that is my 2016, this is not a year-end summary, but the New Year plan.

Thorn forest

Buddha Cloud: Life as a thorn in the forest, the heart does not move, the person does not hyperactivity, not move is not hurt, such as the heartbeat of the human hyperactivity, then hurt his body pain of its bones, so experience the world of all the pain.

"Liu Lao Root" is a very good piece of rotten tail. I think that the result of a happy reunion is purely incompatible. This play should be fixed forever in Liu Lao root silly crazy, holding a pair of scissors twisted and twisted in the artistic conception.

Don't know before, he foolishly silly what? Is it a net? Or: The reality is like a yoke, trapped me, unable to break free.

It's probably clear now, but it still can't be expressed. This cut constantly twisted, is life Ah! It is not a net, the net you cut open can fly freely, it is layers of nets, torn a layer there is a layer; it is not a chain, it is a four-sided cage, the outside scenery you can see, and see the heart itch, but you just can't go out.

I'm a little bit fine. Young frivolous days, also once wander of wanton publicity. But Flash is so many years later, day after day of the ease of sinking, seems to have finally consumed the lofty pride.

Shanghai's days do not count, back to Chongqing so far, is more than four years, I have done what? ...... To eat and die, to accomplish nothing.

Heart worries

Poem Cloud: I know that my heart is worried, do not know what I beg.

I sometimes envy my wife, she is so simple to live, silly happy sorrow. She doesn't know what I'm worried about, "I think it's good!" What else do you want? ”

Pure Heart is a kind of well-being, and I obviously do not.

Mahatma Gandhi said more than 100 years ago: "It is enough to satisfy everyone's needs, but not enough to fill everyone's desires." but to me, the pain is that I can't even understand what my desires are! But I know clearly that there is something that I have been longing for. And it was somewhere in the quiet waiting for me, looking at me. Watching me in the red of the ups and downs, compassion and peace.

2015

In my case, there are a few things in 2015 that are worth remembering.

I recruit the younger brother resigned, this is not a big deal, but I took this matter to the blog park above. Then someone commented that I was "unfit to be a boss", which was not a big deal, but I found I didn't want to change it! Until now, I still think so: I just this character, how? I'm too lazy to wait on your uncle.

This is the big thing, the garden in the knowledge of chasing Me "toss", should know from graduation to employment and entrepreneurship, I have been working hard to learn to think and change their own ... But why do I seem to be more mature, but do not want to change it?

guanggansiling One, I gave myself a vacation. Unconsciously, I saw this video: "Read the anti-Soul chicken soup to recognize themselves." There are two points that make me feel amazing publication:

• Find yourself born with a gift.
• Life is like playing games, money is a game coin, happiness comes from playing the game of accomplishment, rather than hoarding game coins.

I totally agree that money is a game currency, but I still don't know what my talent is.

I had the audacity to ask my parents, relatives and friends, the answers were varied, but none of them said I was suitable for business, and it was strange that my mother said I was suitable for writing novels. God, Mom, you don't even read the novel, What on earth do you think?

Presumably to find my gift, I came to know. However, the focus is still on the effort: "With the majority of the efforts of the low, there is no way to spell talent." However, an accidental answer, let me have an unexpected harvest: How do you change careers? Is it easy to change careers? Like more people, although beyond my expectations, but my experience is very good, O (∩_∩) o~

The surprise is the following comment, a lot of people suggest I change to write a novel forget. While I was still awake, I wondered: did these people want to see the story and have been kidding me? And, most crucially, the writer is poor. Of course, this snobbish vulgar idea also proves: in the bones, I am not a pure person.

Almost at the same time, I started the "architecture of the Road" in the blog park, the response is OK. So someone contacted me to record a video on the website of the online training organization, I this person everyone knows, people are beautiful, I have the cheek thin, so also agreed. Try to record a section, when the contract passed, I hesitate a little counseling--of course, not because of the question of Fee Commission, you do not so vulgar line?

San Cha kou

Maybe I was a little scared and scared of fraught. But this is not really a problem, a good teacher is not necessarily, and many times it is not the industry's top talent. Teacher, preach to teach the doubts. And, if you think you can't, learn! Where is my lot more?

I've been to the podium, I've been in court, I've talked about contracts, I've been a boss ... I don't have stage fright, huh?

I don't know where my strong uneasiness came from, and it took me a few days to figure it out.

Until one day, I suddenly understand that this is a kind of standing in the fork can not find the direction of the feeling.

The kite fell off the line

My first job is to be an English teacher, I leave without hesitation, because my ideal is to be a lawyer, this teacher's work in my opinion, Ben is light if a feather.

I change from a lawyer to decorate, in fact, the mind is still the idea of "one day I can still go back to do the lawyer", but later involuntarily farther and farther away, gradually did not return.

I closed the company to learn to do development, the idea is "today concentrated cultivation, a comeback." Therefore, that moment in the heart has the parting melancholy, but also has the hope of gathering again.

You do this, you can't do that .... How can the world be the same?

In fact, I have never really thought about this question before: Do I really like to start a business? I can only instinctively think I like, I did, I lost, I still do not admit defeat, I want to win back again, but won back for what? Actually, I don't know. If I really like entrepreneurship so much, why do I have no action for so many years? Just because the family doesn't support it? As far as I am concerned, the conditions are immature, but when will the conditions be ripe? ...... I can't answer these questions because it's torture in my heart and I'm afraid of the final result.

If it is true love, like when I think of the game console, the night to sneak unhesitatingly ... Where do you get these excuses? Really want to do one thing actually only need a reason, do not do a thing can have 999 reasons.

Subconsciously I know: If I choose the course, I will seriously do it, seriously, will and I once the ideal more and more far, until there is no trace. This feeling, like an ungrateful husband, faced a wife who had never seen him for many years.

I seem to see that the ideal is like a kite fell off the line, hanging on the bare branches, wind, kite want to fly but by the branch scraping the face. Waiting for it, is the wind and rain, day after year.

Can't write it down ...

One year

So I'm going to give myself one more year, one year at a time.

2016, I want to licentious the work!

Just like my lofty passion to fool others:

Live, is a experience, young, will be wonderful alive! So, if I have to give you a suggestion, that is: find a reason (if you must), try to do what you really want to do ! Make planning, success, fame, status ... Let's all go to hell.

Let myself also be fooled once, do not dare to take a lifetime to gamble, I spend a year of time, to pursue their own heart, regardless of the secular eyes, like an idealist, only rely on doing this thing itself happy and satisfied to drive my forward.

Happy, this thing let me come, not good, Lao Tzu quit.

Rich, capricious, what's wrong?

But first of all, just a year's time. A year of time, if the whole is not a clue, I find a place to sell themselves, after the settle down of their own truly. Man, you have to resign yourself to it, don't you? After all, in another year, I will not be young.

my dream.

See: What is the dream you want to achieve most in your life?

The power of example

Wu Xun > Maybe a lot of classmates don't know this guy at all. The eternal hack, but not su begging son. All the things behind the body ... I have nothing to say.

Yonghao: It's so dark now. I have only recently begun to pay attention to him, but also cheerfully watching the shore watching the play (see: Can not do), but may soon, I also want to become a person like him.

TED: Inspirational role model : Dame Stephanie Shirley, from the 60 's onwards, began creating equal employment opportunities for housewives, creating freeglancer Programer, an entirely women- "Distributed development" in the true sense of the company . The women were contacted by telephone and mail to write the black box program of the Concorde (Concorde) plane.

I licentious 2016.