I want to do something that will make me happy.

I know that I should not be so depressed, but I still can't help but feel depressed, as if I had been depressed.

I know that I am happy, but my heart is always bitter and there is no way to say it. It cannot be said.

Maybe it's because you have a high heart or other reasons. Really, there are some things that I can't really tell, but I may be naturally sensitive, so some things are too clear and hurt.

I really want to go home right away, but after going home, I have to face a lot of things.

The same is true here.

I know that my heart is not bad. But I want to say, why do I always hurt myself most ???

I know that my first relationship is over and always ends.

Maybe it's the most sincere feeling, maybe it will be in the future, but maybe it won't. What have I done wrong? In this case, I always wanted to prevent another person from being hurt, and the result was the heaviest. Boys and girls are different.

Why? Now I find myself the most hurt. But I can't say that, otherwise, someone will worry about me, and it is the most worthy of my cherishing.

But I want to cry, really. If the time can be reversed, I will choose another path. I was so naive, including now.

Where is my future? I do not know, now only cry and sad, despair