If a girl is crying for you
If you have such a girl in your life, she is neither beautiful nor gentle, but she is very cute, and you are very happy with her. Unfortunately, she is not the kind of girl you like, and she never gives you the heartbeat feeling. In your life, she only acts as a passthrough. When she comes, she will not leave you any emotional entanglements.
Sometimes a girl is very naughty. She made an appointment to ride a bike for an outing, but she saw that she wanted you to take her away. She said she forgot to bring the ticket and asked you to accompany her to the streets until midnight. She will secretly put a card in your pocket when she asks you not to make an appointment. She will call you the next day to send the card to her ......
Sometimes a girl is very cute. She will quietly listen to you and look at your eyes in a daze, such as staring at a beautiful statue. Sometimes you will tell her: "You are cute, too ." "Yes ?" The girl smiled. Then, with a face of regret: "What is the use of cute? people I love do not love me ." "Who are you in love ?" You are confused. The girl smiled and did not answer.
You once thought that your friendship was as indestructible as the great wall of steel, and you were glad to have such a confidante. She cares for you, and you also regard her as your buddy. You are always duty-bound in her affairs. Sometimes, a girl is bored. She always calls you and asks you to accompany her here, no matter how bad your mood is. She always asks you to accompany her to eat it, regardless of how bad your appetite is. She can always let you eat a lot of strange food, let you act as her experimental products, for her to taste those seemingly delicious, but do not know what the taste of the street snacks.
But the girl is actually very good. Every time I travel back, I always don't forget to bring you some small gifts, or a bunch of beads, or a conch. They are beautiful and exquisite, although they will always be in your hands. She will also pack a few boxes of good medicinal white handkerchiefs on your desk when you are ill, and will not forget to call you on time to remind you to take medicine.
As time passes, the care of girls is becoming more and more meticulous. It seems that it is beyond the limit of being a friend. Gradually you begin to worry about things that shouldn't happen ......
One day, the girl asked you, "will you be sad if I leave you one day ?" You firmly replied, "No !" "Why ?" "Because you are not my girlfriend ." "How can I be your girlfriend ?" You replied with a sincere face: "I think we are better friends. If you choose to leave, I will bless you ." The girl is still as happy as before, but it seems a little more melancholy in her eyes. A girl calls you less often. The number of times you meet is proportional to the number of her calls. Because she can never be the main melody of your life, you never call her. Even if you haven't met each other for a long time, you don't feel anything wrong. You are used to her initiative. On Christmas day of that year, the girl gave you a white scarf. She told you that it was the first finished product she had woven. It took a lot of effort and you refused to accept it. The girl said, "accept it. It's very cold in winter ." On Valentine's Day, the girl gave you a belt and you refused to accept it. The girl said, "Don't think I want to hold you down. I won't be passionate about myself, you just bought one for you when you saw your friend's belt all the time, and you never wanted it."
Days later. More and more girls stare at your eyes. Every time you break up, you will be reluctant to give up. It seems that every time you break up, you will never forget to ask you: "Do you want to say something to me ?" "It's dark. Be careful on the road ." You have a face of concern. "Thank you", the girl smiled and said, with a bitter voice. Looking at her back in the dark, you said to yourself, "you're stupid ." She has been in your life for a long time. When she is getting away from you, you don't care, because you don't love her. You are friends and just friends.
Until one day she asked you to meet again and said something to tell you. When I met her, she changed her old Chatter and looked at you for not talking. Then you walked far behind the Bright Road. "We used to be happy together, didn't we ?" "Yes, very happy ." "Have you ever bothered me ?"
"To be honest, I have ." "Don't you think my feelings for you exceed the limit of being a friend ?" "No, I think we are good friends ." You lied. The girl stopped, waiting for you. You moved to her side for half a day. "Alas, what I am worried about is finally happening. Why is her self-control so bad? We could have been good friends. It is not easy to have a friend of the opposite sex. It seems that our friendship is coming to an end ." At this time, your mood is complex.
The girl turned around and looked at you. After a moment, I said, "I love you ." "Oh, we are not good friends now ." You have a deep voice. "I love you", the girl reluctantly said it again. "What about that ?" You raised your eyes for a long time and looked at the girl's hot eyes.
The girl turned her head and did not say a word for half a day. "Do you love me ?" The girl started to move forward. "No ." You are already familiar with this kind of denial. "Will you love me in the future ?" "No ." "Why ?" "The days we get along with each other are not short. If I love you. I love it long ago and will not wait until now ." You said with painstaking efforts. "If you love me, will you tell me ?" "Of course, if I fall in love with you in the morning and love you at noon, I will say no more than 100 times to you ." The girl stopped, and you stopped at a pool not far from her. She took out a cigarette and lit it ......
The girl has never spoken and has never moved forward. You know she's crying. Gradually, she cried and said, "I knew it would be like this. I knew it long ago ." She tells you how much she loved you. And dare not tell you, she does not expect your love, she just wants to tell you, she loves you for a long time. Happy days with you are also painful. Every time you look at you, you will feel that you are close at hand and far away, love you for so long, but do not know you at all. You never talk about yourself. It makes her feel that your heart is far away from her, and it is not enough. Although you are by her side.
She said that she loved you very hard, and all your happy days together have become the root of her pain. She never thought about it, and never felt comfortable in her dreams, her mind is filled with your shadows, lingering. When I miss you, the two hands beat your head crazy, but they cannot get rid of the bitterness of your thoughts.
She cried for a long time, Crying very painful, every word is mixed with her weeping. It is a kind of emotional catharsis, and the endless tears will break out to your love like rivers and rivers. Every tear is a declaration of love. "Why do you need to shed tears to you? Don't you understand that it is love ......"