If one day I am old, please bury me in the fields of Xinjiang

Think of belly words want to tell you, but because of your calm, and cell phone signal bad and terminated.

I don't want to think about what I'm trying to say to you! Do not know whether it is true or false.

I used to live in the false, this is perhaps my true. But I often pretend to be happy, whether it is not the time.

Then I know what it is to cherish, only from the false to awake to the truth, but always rejected, often shut out, I more tight, she is more loose, I feel very miserable, I want to punish themselves a bit, but not, to stabilize their emotions, this because of their own thinking, and give birth to a boring branch, and make some self-mutilation, indulgence of things , one of the manifestations of man's maturity is the ability to control his emotions, the heart in the play, but batting an eye, as I am now calm, is actually false.

I know that people will always change, even if you do not want, like years.

Even if the true feelings will be disturbed by the outside world, I know you are not a material woman, but I am a rational material man, I always feel that no woman is willing to really throw away material to completely love a person, in my dictionary love is the material basis, if there is such a woman willing to bear with you the most difficult life path, I think this man is the happiest, although you are such a person, willing to pay for the people you love all, but unfortunately our feelings experience too much, hurt you too much, will soon come to an end! So let you calm down, as a result I know I have no way to control, I thoroughly hurt your heart! Sometimes I also often think whether I still love you, whether still like you, and then feel that there is no need to consider these issues, is a kind of responsibility! You and I have spent a memorable day, in fact, I am not so cold to you, very hot, just do not want to show it, just do not know how to love and cherish it! I think in the end you have seen, I just do not express, will not coax, not superficial positive.

So

If I have 1000w, I will buy a real you and the real me, I want to know who can in the case of material adequacy, tired, revealing the human nature of greed, arrogance, ignorance;

Then use the rest of the money to buy some camouflage, so as to adapt to the community to make more money.

People must work in restless points, so as to break through their own.

After a collision that was broken again and again, the results are still my scars, sometimes some things really good day, how to say are in the maintenance of their own interests, reflect I pay more than you, I hurt more than you, and then become an argument, excuse, not to say again to care about, so in fact, is a question of the degree of relationship, In this environment I have to say a little more. I am very glad that we have never done anything against each other, you love, I am responsible! Often hear some male, female brain inside but has been to roost people put space, even did, chose more mess things, so also can get along with off and on, admire, in our dictionary does not exist such a scene annotation!

Later you, always have only one sentence: "I put down, do not want to go in, I think there is too horrible, I fear, then why did you not so kind?" Yes, I did not like that at that time, unfortunately Ah, I really do not know ah, hehe! I'm just thinking, am I that scary? You know I need something! In fact, even I do not know whether I still like, but I believe that things, will not think so much, no matter how it will continue, what is true love I do not know, perhaps I now understand life than love more profound it!

So when you say, I really do not understand, experience and experience I sincerely accept, it is my fault. Realize that needless to say, the experience is not to mention, even the experience is not, you still need to chop?

The road is long, I will be up and down and what to ask,

You were not the most beautiful, there is a time you are the most beautiful, good let me fear, feel how to do all feel can not let you happy, Shanghai that Bird place even give me I have no security, how can I give you happiness, and then very afraid of themselves, feel a lot of incompetence exist, and then you are not beautiful, I think this is "gray light beholding" Who made me do this to you, I am in the pious confession, this way through the road:

Very dry, quite quiet, very annoying, very determined, very tired, very missing, very helpless, quite sensible; I want to die.

I sometimes dream of you, a good watch TV, eat grapes, you cross-stitch, I play the guitar, you sleep I read, want to "earn fame" make the day better.

Waking up to find all your things, but no one

Every night on your pillow, cushion your mattress, cover your quilt .... Really like you before the cloud, to let me open to see is not you, is your things, let me think of you all the time.

I was haunted by these every day before I went to bed.

I've always been, no sweet words only the experience of the road together

At the beginning of the writing when there is a calm atmosphere, written written there is no atmosphere, no way, I learned your kindness, you learned my evil. That period of time each other reversed, perhaps this is three years Hedong, three years Hexi bar

Since the mood is good, this 罢笔 it.

2011-02-17

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If one day I am old, please bury me in the fields of Xinjiang