In the hard days--ignorant

Some envy the stars, reach out for stars, try hard, but not. People laugh, too much, reach out to pick a star, although not a star, but the beautiful scenery, hands do not stain

--I don't remember which book it was.

Once wanted to develop a summary of the habit, but people will always give themselves to find all kinds of excuses to reject those "good", perhaps today do not write this article will never write. This more than a year of time experienced a lot, and grew a lot, perhaps I have not known the present oneself, also long not to have a good look at the present oneself exactly is what appearance, also can only so be forced to live.

Little white, you know that? No? No, really? Well, I'll do it! This is how the master is exhausted.

July 10, 15 set foot on the road to work in Nanjing. This has previously been a fantasy of a lot of work scenes, an elegant environment, a few people in a drink coffee to discuss the problem, or alone on the code, easy and enjoyable work. Every time the reality will prove that fantasy is fantasy, to Nanjing after the discovery of the workplace is a large work area, a person is a small station, hundreds of people are in a piece, busy feeling and the market almost. I also met the first project manager to bring my work, and I started my first job--the front end. is arranged to bring the new person is sue Big little, big few lost two documents come to see comic play game. At one point, I had a little doubt that I was here to do anything, all right?! Well, he is a negative example, the day before yesterday also smiling told me that every day to take money, really cool! Then he was dismissed, and the reason was not said. This look like to give us this just come small white knock a clock, everybody don't blind come, will accident. Reminds me of the teachings of my predecessors when I walked out of campus, "the project manager has blood on his hands to bring the team."

          can no longer envy those who buckle the phone and take the money, it is time to return to work. It turns out that my adaptability is still strong, and it's hard to be affected even when it comes to doing things. The front-end is generally not to do the page, at most, and the page associated with the end of things, it feels very simple, it turns out that it is indeed in a variety of complex problems inside this is the most introductory piece of things. After the discovery of a big problem, this page of data from where, this seems to be different from the previous thought, not to the database or input data through a series of operations brought, but from other systems to obtain. Also heard a very interesting name called the ESB, because it carries SB, so do not have to pay attention to this word a bit more, but also did not think, until a two months after really know what it is to do, why still need this ghost. In general, people are interested in understanding a new thing, first of all, this thing always has its unique charm, or it is interfering with you, have to understand. It's obviously impossible for me to see it because of its unique charm, because it's interfering with my work. For the first thing, there is always a slot to spit out. For the first time, SOAPUI also did not hear that, to use it is also just mechanical to the value of those agreed to fill in, eh, this fill in the point there is value, when an ape saw a screen suddenly jumped out of a few words, it is what reaction, yes, it must be stunned. At that time did not give me what stunned time, because the task has been sent down, one day need to cooperate with the ESB and core 6 interfaces. Oh my God, the results of my first day seems to be a no, the boss asked the task is really awkward, why someone else can pass a few, but even a only one not to me. Very sad back to the dorm, at that time, I was thinking, I have been very well to fill in the value of soapui inside, why still not pass it, others casually fill in two will have value returned. This pot is definitely not mine! At this time think of this webservice to understand, avoid always my pot. For the small white, Baidu should be almost enough, anyway, non-mainstream not professional, I also understand this, this is really not my pot, that would be good to run. After the day is to keep someone else to work, feel very good, find out why this efficiency is high, a bit to complete the task.

In the happy time, there are colleagues to be transferred away, and I came in, for this kind of personnel transfer I can only be a face, why do good to be transferred away, is another place urgent or not need so many people here. At the time of leaving, I also advised him to go to Shanghai may not have the opportunity, he felt that there is competition everywhere, failure should leave. The moment makes me sad, "Shanghai is a bitter place" is from this, in my mind formed such an impression. I have to retain many times he went to Shanghai after one months or left, because the boss's attitude is unbearable, this is really a sad story. Sometimes think about looking for work and love, talk about to continue, talk about what also continue to hurt each other, so for this I also really difficult to do.

The dull days are coming. As a small white, always feel that their work has been the kind of simple repetitive work, like day after day of folding quilt and cleaning as irritating. Seniors always said that this just came out of the lad is the heart is not quiet, little things do not have a wave of discontent. Think it is true, not afraid of no opportunity, afraid of not prepared, not to improve their own always think of some have not. Writing simple things can still play the flowers. Do not touch advanced things must be their level is not enough, and not other, otherwise knowledge is always more and more wide. In school know what may be learned in school to the community but there is no soft use, can society really need it? In the company found that the direction of demand is the direction of their own development, follow the demand, always do not lose their jobs, and finally may also be able to predict the development trend of social demand. The more you learn, the more things you learn, the more you get, the more you become passionate about your life.

          work or to continue, the development of the total to support testing what, the introduction of a called CQ, as a small white I have never heard of this thing, but this thing is quite simple, is the test has a problem in the inside, and then you have to solve these problems. There is also a quality requirement for this CQ, which is "Nissin". It may be that the development speed is relatively fast, I was sent to specifically follow the test to solve their problems. At the beginning I was not familiar with the work, not just look at the problem, and then have a problem with the boss said just fine, anyway, there is the eldest head. That's right! That's what I was thinking, and then I was scolded. The boss means: I don't see the problem? Can't I solve this problem? I've been working on it and I want you to do it! It was embarrassing to report the problem and the eggs were broken. Think about it too, this is not kidding, what else do I have to do. Directed at this sentence, I just so silently continue to work, the only difference is that the report of the problem has been resolved, CQ also finally "Nissin". Then the problem became less, and the test said that it was changed directly, and the annoying process was terminated from the source.

Time is always so fast, came three months to prepare the project on-line, may be the problem to see more, feel more reliable appearance, I was also fortunate to be pulled to do the "labor" on-line deployment. A lot of things learned in one go, from the structure of the whole system, to the design of the on-line step, to the generation and deployment of the version has a comprehensive understanding. People are learning things, always learn faster, and sometimes look at one months ago, I think of how they do that time, and finally see one weeks ago I will feel that things really bad. The week on the line also experienced an unprecedented strain, perhaps only when playing games. The error! The verification has been an error! A sudden telegram on the night of the official production. Jumping from the bed in an instant to check the problem, all the way to the scene now think of or do not do. The boss later described the situation that night: to those leaders, my head is numb. With that action, it's only fun to think about now. The problem is that in a version of the package, the deployment of the time without careful review of the entire version of the package, such a nod to the long-lasting problem may be in the brain of the shelf life, only hope that the same error will not be committed two times. November 15, the first phase of the project successfully launched! Accompany it's four months indeed quite torture, but with the back of the two period is still a good point, but the difficulty of the game is also caused by themselves, no wonder others.

People are always forced out, can consciously work too few people. Based on the present, you and I share the encouragement.

This article from "Pineapple is Kaka" blog, declined reprint!

In the hard days--ignorant