Internship for civil servants

In February September, I started my first internship. I don't know whether I am lucky or not. The first time I came into contact with the secondary development of ERP, although I was the first to contact with the development language, I was familiar with the business, but I completed the original six-day task within three days, I handed in my first job.Code. The entire project has been completed for more than three months, and more than one month has been developed at the customer's site, 2 people, endless development functions, customer reminders all day, testing by customer staff, incomplete data, unclear requirements, and arbitrary changes. Staying up late every day is inevitable, and it becomes a luxury to get off work that day. In any case, I persisted, contributed 40% of the code, and completed the development of two core functions under the guidance of the manager. The experience is also quite deep, and the overall feeling is quite hard.

After the year, I took over the project OA, and I entered the project team halfway. The progress of the project was not very good before I went there, and the customer had a high requirement on the interface. After I went there, I was responsible for CSS and JS. Thanks to my self-study at school and my own website experience, make yourself competent for the job. Then, in a limited period of time, according to the style and uidesign of the original system, we designed a set of skin that satisfied the customer, in the next one to two months, we will continue to work on modifying style and browser compatibility. I received a notice from the school about applying for a civil servant. Even though I had to attend another project, I had a hard time waiting for one night. I still came back to school by train at noon the next day, preparing for the Civil Servant Examination, there is still one month before the Civil Servant Examination.

I am reviewing and preparing for the Civil Servant Examination. I will take the examination in 10 days. Looking at "Software Engineering", "Database", "Operating System", "test", a set of papers. But sometimes I don't know what I am doing? When I went out to work, I had to worry about my dream for a few years, and I didn't miss it anymore. I thought about how to get out. However, in reality, it is sometimes difficult to make people lose their fighting spirit. Do you have any right or wrong choices? I don't even know if what I'm doing is what I want? Maybe I am too young to understand things! But too much confusion makes you feel at a loss.

A stable job? A code job? Continue repeat yourself?

When I come back to the exam, I am helpless to myself or to reality. I don't want to think about it. Read the book!