True Story
I hold a diary of the attitude at hand to write, we please look at the novel's mood casually.
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I'm a Libra. The fabled sign of indecision.
The reason for Beijing is also very magical, after all, who is not young?
To say vulgar point is to seek wealth, said the pious is for personal development and the motherland modernization construction cause.
Anyway, in September 2014, I came to the heart of the Empire.
is still a person (also don't want to trouble others), take luggage, find a house, find a job, start a life in the new city.
In a sense, I have enjoyed the feeling of a person starting again.
----------------------------Interview-----------------------------
I am a computer major, previously did Android program development. Looking for a job, the main thing is to find this.
Just rushed to Beijing this two years mobile internet outbreak, find a job is relatively smooth, face three or four bar, most of them received the offer (actually mainly because at that time my salary requirements are relatively low, salary requirements are 7k-8k).
In the middle of a wonderful interview experience must spit out a bit:
A software outsourcing company, the company in the Haidian district, near the Huang Zhuang, I went to the subway station, in accordance with the direction of Baidu Map began to walk, the results of the subway is a small alley after the feeling. The first feeling is not to sit over the station, to my pull to Hebei. Open the map and look at it as if it's really not. Because, after two steps, I saw the office building where the company was. But,,,, seems,,,, as if ... In the interval of a railway, my simple values began to start, I think I should go north along the railway, I will certainly encounter can wear past the flyover or underground tunnel. I really go, and see the office farther and farther away, more and more not confident, walk and stop, hesitated, with the words of the Red Sun called "Round and Round."
After a look at the time is the point, I am also worried. My mind flashed what horseshoe, cavalry, Kingdom Story, thought this company is not just waiting to hire me such a CTO. Don't delay my great future because of this.
Then I hit the car and told him I was going to the building. That's the one. I said on the side still with the finger to the driver master, and then the driver a look at the face of a silly look at me, the heart said so close to your mother still take a taxi? It's a lot of money to burn.
To say that the driver is also dedicated, without further ado, began to play the table, 30 meters forward, then turn right from the train passed by the overpass, and then turn to the south for 20 seconds, the station to take money. Done.
If there is no follow-up thing, it is a bad luck event. It's interesting to combine the things that happened in the back.
Interview also common: technology, everyone is very happy, and then is an exciting talk about salary, I did not speak, the boss first praised me for a while, said I have ideas what, also said you this salary to so low ah (this sentence may be he from the heart). Our company is focused on talent, talent is the core competitiveness, Balabala ...
At that time, I listened to the elated, the eyes are floating in front of Grandpa Mao, hurriedly with the flattery of all want to give him the attitude of kneeling to echo, said: "Right, you said too right, do not know our side of this salary is about how much?". I this person is originally very soft, at that time was even more extremely humble and tactful, for fear of a little louder, the forthcoming bright future scare away.
"7K, but I say to you, our company's development prospects AH ... ”
I send you MLGB, the great contrast of the heart, I did not stretch on the spot, I remember I should have laughed. Then I said go back and think about it and give you an answer.
Because the final offer salary is similar: 8k-----has arrived at that time has not yet seen the internet industry local tyrants degree of I am very satisfied with the degree.
So I chose a company that looked relatively tall and offered an early offer: three gold.
---------------------Subway------------------------
The company is called San Jin, as the name implies, the company's characteristics is a word: rich (in fact, this should be considered the general characteristics of the Internet company for two years), heard to take the America Investor's large American knife began to start a business. Do foreign e-commerce.
The first impression of the company was: big, messy.
Big: The office building that occupies one floor, looks relatively tall on. All kinds of propaganda is in place, and XX Big leader's photo, and xx large institutions close relations and so on.
To tell the truth, it was really shocked me, originally character is more humble. In this situation, it is necessary to give people the attitude of kneeling. Now think about really want to go back and mercilessly give yourself a pen.
Chaos: Just to the company interview, the company is still renovated, everywhere are decoration staff.
No front desk, into the company to find someone,
This is my first impression.
The company's location is near Sanyuan Bridge.
Beijing's geographical code is very interesting, most of them are named after the subway site. (unlike small cities, water plants, cold storage, railway stations.) Ordered by some landmark building. Maybe this is also the focus of the big city life, with the subway traffic as the skeleton of the multi-center urban development layout.
And that period of time the subway has not risen, I was very impressed, I just went to Beijing by subway no card, and then to manual ticketing. I looked down the line need to pour a train, went to buy tickets, bought two. At that time the conductor turned his face, a look of contempt to a chamber: "To where all two dollars!" ”。
Beijing Subway gave me a deep impression, plainly speaking, is------squeeze, I have lived in some cities, also traveled in some cities, from the subway angle. summed up is
"Xi ' an subway is sitting, Shenzhen Metro station, Beijing Subway is crowded."
First I live in the ground, every day to take the subway, to Sanyuan Bridge is Line 13 line Line 10 line. It's about one hours one way. Work Good said, add will class avoid peak, but in the morning is miserable, catch the early peak, that is really crowded ah, special up and down the car door, before listening to a paragraph said someone was squeezed two feet not occupy the ground, I really do not believe, now I really believe.
There are often quarrel on the subway, in fact, I am quite able to understand, originally rushed to work, for fear of late deduction of wages, plus a lot of people, and on and off the car are people squeeze human body contact. Upset fire big, again inner peace also can give you to wipe out a little angry small flames come.
My subway life lasted for almost two months, and I was fed up with it and rented a house near my place of work. Take Metro line Line 11 every day.
By squeezing the subway, the impact on my outlook on life is enormous, and the ability to choose the time determined not to rely on the subway commute, too affect the quality of life.
---------------------salute the adults of the ocean------------------
All along, because the conditions are limited also rarely with the adults have more communication.
Coincides with the APEC in Beijing, that a few days to squeeze the subway line, this I now also think is not very clear, why foreign friends to Beijing to meet, to restrict the subway? Do you need to take the subway when your adult comes to Beijing? Is it experience life? Or are you going to go back and complain to human rights groups?
On this side is to do a smart terminal, is we participate in, later platform on-line conference, in the upscale hotel opening conference,
Hotel in the international trade (it is also coincidentally, this is my work now, every day after work to play that hotel door, fate is really a sense of humor AH).
Need to borrow a few lads to be technical support/security. (It's all a matter of meaning, don't mind the details).
We all do not want to go, are yard farmers, the grade in that put. Who would like to be free to wear a suit (self-owned), to the high-end business place to and fro disgraced ah.
But the quota is certain, the person is to go, the face is to earn. I vaguely remember that there seemed to be some infighting between the high-level.
Of course the upper political struggle details I am not clear, anyway the final result is our department to occupy the big head, who let the equipment you do.
The youngest of our department is four years older than me (I went to school early). To say that this time is really not wasted. A top experience, is my study example,
Crunch one of what something, sick, various reasons in place, do not take repeating, on the difference between himself and that hotel five elements of a gram, eight.
I really do not care, because come to Beijing is to the world, so my attitude is very clear "I do not care, as long as you feel that does not affect the company image." ”
The company thought I was not very influential in the city, so I went.
Speaking of this conference, grade sincerity is not low.
All kinds of models, male handsome women of the beautiful (who said the east and west aesthetic differences, really have that handsome global all-in-all).
Go to the Buddies also have the love to play, the venue free refreshments and fruit, at that time, we have a few people eat, while chatting while eating. It's really nice to say foreign dim sum (also quite expensive).
I do not know the number of customers and negotiation situation has not let the leaders satisfied, anyway I am very satisfied. Because there are not many people to eat in the tasting area (basically no), to consult the district to consult our problem is not much (basically no) ... We sit and sit, things put on, and eat Bai.
I do not know whether there was originally intended to do business with our company, see us at that time, think of what the company Ah, the staff hungry into what kind of ...
Noon is also the blessing of adults, may be at the meeting of the adults have absent, originally intended to call us bento (really, meals are set), and then estimated that the location is also wasted, so the placement of the empty seat with the adults dine together.
The hotel heard it was five-star. That made the hick's me, too, open their eyes. The first time to know the original foreigner Western food together two, is this person a plate of change, not our Chinese kind of banquet, we eat together.
Lenovo originally I see the Song of Ice and fire when I feel Joffrey's 77-course dishes, did not feel that there is anything, thinking about the Chinese countryside to set a banquet also have to twenty or thirty courses, did not think, foreigners are so play, so calculate, this project is really big, do not say how hard, say eat, light every taste, The 77-way one does not fall and is a very challenging sport. It's awesome to be able to stick to it.
This time give yourself a certain pressure, after a good mix ah, in case of such a five-star hotel luncheon has become the pinnacle of their lives, his life has been more failure ah.
--------------------------------------Swipe Event-----------------------------------
This card is not a card. The card here refers to the bank card!
In this e-commerce company, I need to do something related to mobile payments.
To do the test, you have to swipe. The process of shopping can be simulated, but pay this look, UnionPay can play with you really.
So I have to take my own card, brush, brush, every time is a few dollars, but each time to brush their own love dearly.
Dozens of times a day, I really don't have much money to say, but the key is too exciting.
Not only stimulating, but also stimulating. Some old fritters.
The world is constantly changing, and people will change.
I think I will be an old dough-stick in the future. But will I do it in the future? I do not know.
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Mentioned before, my character is soft, coupled with the humble attitude of the company just to this tall, leading to some time will have a blow, mood uncomfortable. Say, this is definitely a career lesson, don't think you blindly humble is good, you humble, others think you have no ability, persimmon pick soft pinch. This is also definitely a human evil, at least some of the people I met evil. This part of the inevitable is not appropriate, so a skip, summed up is the work experience here is the overall line, occasionally silly.
If things go on like this, maybe I will stay like this, because the previous two years in exchange for two cities, two companies, this time to stabilize.
Nothing to write a program, a fantasy to become the CEO, win the white rich beauty God horse. But things have changed at the end of the year.
At this time, old friends, but also from the field to Beijing, are doing this. There are also new friends in our department. Friends, it will inevitably exchange wages, a communication, I found a little bit wrong, everyone level is similar, the same duties, the industry is similar, but do not tube small companies big companies, their salaries are generally high I a big cut, finished they also with a special under-beaten attitude, give me a "in the Royal Park, everyone, You are really Lei Feng as ever (this is in Xi ' an when happened to me a joke) ah "... Long grass, the heart began to grow grass.
Just right, the former friends are short, high salary dug me, I also have the opportunity to resign with the company, the reason is very clear and very honest: not satisfied with the salary.
To say that the three gold is not blowing on the tall, said that it is possible to pay a raise, and then after the application, pay to dig my company a horizontal line, so I would not like to change.
So I decided to decline the invitation over there, the specific decline process is as follows:
Me: I have something on my side, but I can't go.
A: Is not the question of salary.
Me: This is really not the money thing, I tell you ah, this mainly involves a lot of aspects, for example, you see this ....
A (Interrupt): Add 2000 to you.
Me: OK! I'm going to resign.
After that, we loved the process of leaving.
Leaving the matter also do not repeat, the process, reflect on themselves: do things or not sophisticated, or too stay, need to learn more and grow.
Earlier, I remember as if I had seen a post on the csdn that someone was talking about, salary and leaving, and I saw what someone in it said, salary doesn't matter, don't treat yourself as a commodity. And I remember the majority of people in that post who hold this attitude. I have always suspected that those posts are personnel of their own registration of the small reply, the General people who have such a stupid ah.
But I was younger than I am now, more ears, also did not dare to speak, just silently to the minority party point a praise, now I want to spit trough: I think those who do not take their labor as a commodity, you where the confidence and superiority ah, if you and the company feeling so deep, also sign what contract, talk about what salary ah, with feelings hair Bai, Company cattle and you do not matter, it is not your business, the company made money do not give you flowers, you have the ability to talk about the company's next development plan, have the ability you let the company do not cut you ah.
You're really holding on to the cause of the non-production of the market economy construction business Ah, idle nothing to read capital these abstruse, you study point of mature point of reading, don't all day or picture to see more, or the boss brainwashed wash more, finished running this side show your strategic idea.
PS: This is only for domestic employment situation, like the Japanese kind of dedication for a lifetime club, we also really do not know, also do not have to be raved about
I think the job is to sell your labor. It is a market-oriented thing.
Stockholm symptoms show that people can be domesticated, I think the spirit of Stockholm is easier to achieve, and in modern society has been a large number of existing.
Money, common people like, for me, I am also the average person, at least in my values I can correctly deal with the money and other things in life relationship. I think the value, also enough, I did, I bear, whether right or wrong.
This is my philosophy of life.
-------------------------------Last Kneeling (2015-03-09 supplement)--------------------------
Leaving the whole a little floating. One is prone to accidents, three gold side handover process in the course of time is very long, very few specific matters.
No matter, I was temporarily drifting, two days did not go to work and did not ask for leave.
The results later heard a big thing. The leader here was angry. The leader was angry and the consequences were serious.
That's what the hell deserves. I'm on my last knees.
This weekend is not good, at home in the mirror practice My confession Review declaration ..... Single loop n multiple times. has been to come to work on the road, my mind flashed in what is, ambush 300 lictors, throw the cup as the number God horse, fear, I just arrived at the company has not time to kneel, was cold face of the handsome ordered "dragged out, chopped"
Another thought, this seems unlikely, after all, is now the Communist Party of the world. Also pay attention to human rights and the rule of law, not from the feelings of the new China is good.
Finally to the three gold, did not expect to meet the leadership is very polite, I am to apologize of course to be more polite ah, so everyone talk is very polite, so I also very polite recognized a mistake. Then, politely, I went on a compensatory-leave procedure. It was a polite solution in a friendly atmosphere.
By. The legendary is very angry?!!
Later pondering this matter, also right, immediately not in your pot to eat food, and then board a face seems inappropriate. High mountains, what do you mean in the future? Besides, it's not too serious. (The young man makes mistakes, and God forgives-----Marx)
In short, the last lesson of kneeling to me:
1 do not float, can not be coarse, age is not small, no more than the previous two years, where the fall can lie back to stand up. Later the responsibility will be more heavy, can not fall easily. This one is a major admonition to myself.
2 If you encounter problems, be sure to face them positively. To be brave, things are often not as bad as you think, read n much of the soul of chicken soup, rather than their true courage once. The hope of the brave------Ed Stark) is to share with all the people who fear.
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Whether stupid or wise, Heisei 26 years, or the end.
Every journey of life will have a beginning and an end, no matter how you feel, life will continue, life is still ahead.
Happiness is waking up, the sun is still bright outside the window.
Also hope that their own with the passage of time, experience of the rich, can be more calm and wise.
Half a year, kneeling.
kneel down, stand up Pat knees, the days have to continue ~ ~ ~
Kneeling----The first year of North drift
