Like flowers and flowers, like water

In my freshman year, I met a girl who liked martial arts. At that time, she was telling her companions about the martial arts series. When I happened to pass by, I just said, "Wu Xiaoxu is beautiful, and the TV series are on the cloud. Since then, she began to ask me for martial arts books. Although I claimed to be a martial artist in the Expo, I had only a few books on hand, and I lent her the only "sanhua woman" that I got to show, the main character of this book is Yu chengzhu, the daughter of Yu Qian, and Zhang Danfeng and Yun lei, the hero of Shi chengxia. They have a magical power and experience the storms of the rivers and lakes. They have met gentle and elegant, and have a charming mind, the two were born out of infinite affection, but eventually because of chance coincidence, Cheng Zhu was married as another woman, and tie Jing's heart is also a different bond.

After reading the book, she lamented that Liang Yusheng was too bad to write such an ending. Although it was perfect, it gave rise to infinite melancholy. I smiled and told her that Liang used to describe the end in a sentence: "like flowers and beautiful eyes, like water and water ." She says she doesn't understand what this means. If she doesn't understand it, it's right, and I don't understand it either.
After I met her for a long time, I remembered her name. She said she was a windmill and she was in class 7. I am in Class 2, and I am far away from her classroom. At that time, everyone was preparing to go to college when they were in high school. No one was interested in these things. It's rare that someone is like-minded, so we get together to talk about martial arts after class. Although she doesn't know anything, she often gets things from TV series and makes me angry, however, I also apologized afterwards and took some snacks or something to bribe me, asking me to look for martial arts books for her.
In order to make her happy, I will look for some martial arts books with women as the main character to show her, such as the "hualing bell", "the white-haired witch Biography", "the white horse and the West Wind"... I asked her what she thought after reading it. She thought for a long time and suddenly came up with a saying: I think they all look like me. I almost didn't vomit blood. I just thought about it later, but there was something like, mei yinxue's gentle, slightly sharp smile, and neigon training are enough to smash all the passion for the broken mirror, and Li Wenxiu's stubbornness and calm behind the white horse peach blossom have appeared on her, I think that only girls like this will like martial arts so much.
One day it rained, and after school, she waited for me at the door. When she saw me coming out, she immediately cried while holding me. In an instant, I didn't understand what happened. I just thought it was a spin, blur everything around you. After a long time, I asked her what you were crying for. She said that she had read the "Sad arrow" that I lent to her during class and was discovered by the teacher, the teacher tore up the book in front of the class and gave her a great education. I patted her on the shoulder and said nothing. Do you still remember the nickname Bai Xiaofei in "sad little arrow"? She stopped crying and thought seriously and replied: "Never die if you want to fly." I nodded and said, well, although he is a bad guy, I decided to give you his nickname. She immediately pushed me away, smiled, and shouted: Lin Zi, you pig, dare to laugh at me, you are dead! I immediately replied with a smile: "Ling Shan Shijie, I am not cheap when I die, Ling Hu Shixiong ."
On the way home, I had an umbrella, stumbling, hitting, blushing, and so many heroes drowned in the rain.
At that time, I didn't think too much about it. I just thought it was pleasant to be with the wind car. The vigorous and fierce love is certainly one of the reasons why I like martial arts, but I have no determination to pursue that feeling.
Now let me think about it. I have never seen a girl like a windmill, but I think she once said that it is not a hero who dares to face the cold and lonely feeling alone. It is not a hero who is heartless. She also said that she liked Xiao Feng and Qi shaoshang, dared to love and hate, held her dream like a child, and held the hand of the person she loved.
What I was thinking at the time was that Zhuo Yihang, a swordsman, could only see the face that he once loved in memories, while practicing neighborhood could only repeat his promise with white hair like a Frome, as for Xiao Feng and Zhu, it is even more miserable. Being poisoned by this sad ending, my favorite love at that time was to forget the world, but I never thought about it. There was another ending that was called a life-and-death relationship.
How nice would I be to be brave. There are many beautiful women, and the men who fail are the same: they did not dare to come forward when they saw them. Afterwards, they regret it, use sad words to whitewash your weak and pig heads. This kind of person is not worthy of sympathy at all. Obviously, I am such a person.
Deserve it!
However, when we were together, we were very happy. Even on the day of separation from graduation, we were still chatting about martial arts as usual, chatting about the breeze and love and hate. When she left, she gave me a piece of paper and said she would contact her more, talk to her more, find some good-looking martial arts to show her, and tell me, don't run around in a strange place, because I am blind. Naturally, I promised to say goodbye with a wave.
A long time later, when I set foot on the train to the north and went to huake to report, I dared to open the piece of paper she gave me. I saw it suddenly said: like flowers and beautiful eyes, like water and water. I suddenly squatted in a large waiting room, and the passengers around me looked at me in a strange way, like a madman.
During the winter vacation last year, I encountered a big snow disaster when I went home. Some day I went to the city to buy rice with my cousin. While waiting in front of the MI store, I saw a windmill across the road. She started to see who was waiting for me. Finally, she saw me, and I looked at her. She looked at me and looked at the rivers and lakes.