Mine, yours, ours

I have always been so sorry for csdn. I haven't written a technical blog for a long time. On the contrary, I am in love with the readers here, and I am in love with the "popularity" here ", I always write my own mood here. If I have a reviewer, I guess I have already been kick out.

, You are already on your way to Hangzhou. Sorry, to stay with me a little more, you can't help but ride a car a little earlier. I just can't let you go early. I'm afraid of this feeling. Since we 've been doing this together, I 've been doing this all the time. I'm really, really, not used.

You said that we will live a good life, and you said that I will soon be able to get rid of such a mood and do what I want to do. I believe in you, but I am always confused. I don't know what kind of arrangements God has made for us. I don't have much ambition or too many pursuits. I only know, in my current life, it is not easy for me to live. I am not tired, I am confused, confused, afraid to put too many ideas, and afraid that I can't afford it. I cannot find the feeling of being in Shanghai or the passion. On the contrary, I feel more and more uneasy. I don't know where such anxiety comes from. I don't care if my current salary is high enough, whether my abilities are higher than others, or whether the leaders recognize me or not ...... I have seen all these things so much. Now, they all become worthless. Is it true that people will think more deeply at a certain stage? Or, I am just in the blessing, I do not know?

It's strange that when there is nothing, everything except the dream is worthless. When there is something, everything becomes a little important, in addition to the original dream ......

I want to leave, but I do not dare. They always advise me not to do this. What is this? Who knows. What I do now, what I care about now, what I think now, who knows is right or wrong. Who cares

What we lose along the way is worth it? I don't know, I don't want to know. You said, it is the most important thing to have two people together, suffer together, laugh together. As a result, what we have, what we have, and what we may have in the future become unimportant. If I still have a good life, I don't care about anything. I only care about people around me.

I once thought that realizing my dream is the most important thing in a big city. I once thought that it is the most important thing to make myself stronger in a lack of human touch; I once thought that in this unfamiliar sky, sticking to your own path is the most important thing ...... Now, I began to doubt these "most important" and doubt my own hearts. Now, I don't care whether I am getting stronger or not, whether I have realized my dream at that time, or whether I am sticking to the path I used to go. I don't even know what to do.

I have more and more products. We once couldn't afford them. Now we can buy them in the twinkling of an eye. What we did not dare to think about now can be done by biting our teeth. However, our happiness is getting farther and farther away.

You are right. You say that life is an attitude. You say that work is only part of life, not all. You say that I can be heartless ...... I know everything you said. I have never told myself that I have never worked so hard. I can't say that I have tried my best or that I can't. I can only say that, now, I am like a fish that knows it will be hurt, but it still hits the rock reef. I know there is a way, as long as I go up, it will always be so bright, but I just reluctantly avoided it. I chose to be alone. Is it self-defeating? Is it retribution?

I like the happiness with you, the freedom with you, and the expectation with you. Even if I feel that my life is not happy, I don't care. Even if I feel that my life is getting worse and worse, I don't care. Even if tomorrow is the end of the day, I don't care. I am material and realistic. You don't care about it. We have you, me. That's enough. Good or bad. Right or wrong. It's like drinking water by passers-by. It's just like drinking water. It's hard to go back, isn't it. I don't regret it. In any case, I don't regret it.

I appreciate the endless struggle for myself, and the endless struggle for others, but I feel that such a life is not what I want, or what I can do. What I can do for you is to stick to it, to be happy, to be strong. This is far less than what I want to do for you. You can understand it or not. I know what else I want to do for you. I hope you can succeed. I hope you can do something more for your success.

If I am not happy, you will be unhappy. Because I know that if you are not happy, I will also be unhappy.

We, some, are getting more and more, and I will try to make the loss gradually become less.

We can, right ......