Mood and sorrow

I really hope you can read it here. Maybe the email I wrote to you now. You have taken it at a Glance or don't want to see it at all. It does not matter. That's when I didn't write this text. Why am I posting this text to you? This text shows a girl's heart hurt .. She wrote down all her grief (don't misunderstand. You can see that we were together in September. I cannot have this affair ..) Maybe I still cannot see what she wrote .. I believe you can see these historical memories .. Yes .. Just like the feeling of dwelling in the past few days. I know everything has passed .. I opened it .. It may be a little later than you .. It's just like the memories of this little girl .. You can experience it yourself. Time is growing too fast .. From September 9 to September 21, it was a journey from heaven to hell .. Married, fang nu broke up .. Maybe we are not the fastest in the Flash wedding .. But it should also be the most painful one .. I know you don't want to look back .. But I have to keep our marriage. Because this is not a child scene .. Because I am not a child .. From the 26th to the present, I have not told you many other things .. If you think that I can hurt your heart .. I'm afraid you will be crazy when I talk about that. You will make a decision .. I am not afraid of you. I am not afraid that you will kill me .. If you really killed me .. Thank you very much .. Wait for me to arrange some things .. I will accept these things .. The first three to two months. Now there are 10 days left .. No one knows what will happen in the future .. The log I wrote for you is only several days .. I'm afraid you haven't finished reading it either .. Can you find my tears? Men should not cry. However, I have already shed tears for you in my life. Winter is too early. You are no longer changing. You will understand what I said. I saw your card. I really don't want to believe this fact. A fact that many people share with me. Are you stupid. No. I believe in you .. I don't believe it. I put it in my heart. A pair of unbelieving people. However. Every time I quarrel with you, my heart hurts more than you. Because your heart is cold and you cannot feel the pain. I don't blame you. I don't blame you till now. Every time I smoke, I will think about your wonderful place. I have the right to hate you. I really have the right to hate you. Although you are good, your beauty, your fullness, And the perfection in my heart. But when you say and do what two things. I think I really have the right to hate you. One day and one day .. I think I wrote so many emails this time .. Will it be written later ?? Posting requires great courage .. Show stickers need courage to bear from: http://topic.csdn.net/u/20091202/09/ff07fbfa-bb4b-4392-943d-dca06a2f0711.html