My college, my college entrance examination!

My college, my college entrance examination!

  "When you really cannot stick to it, it is the time for qualitative changes !" Said Huang Hengfeng, a senior student. I don't know why. He criticized me heavily!

   On the evening of October 13, we had a second class meeting on information security. Everyone gathered for dinner. kge was very high and really high! I don't know why, but I am still not happy. When I was eating, I thought of the last banquet for my senior high school student. Everyone was also together, but at that time, there were a lot of food, at that time, a dish of beautiful and delicious dishes went on one after another. Most people ate very little food, and a lot of things were wasted! Now, the food is even more annoying. the time difference between the two dishes is four or five minutes. Generally, it is not waiting for the next dish to come up. This dish is already empty, half eaten, the waiter told us: It's okay! Angry! As a result, I paid 30 yuan, and the last problem was not solved! Kge, I leaned on the sofa the night of the college entrance examination, raised my head and watched the blue or yellow lights on the ceiling silently. At that time, I was thinking, after three years of high school, what will happen to me? (It was so naive and painful. Once the college entrance examination was completed, I knew that the examination was not ideal. One book may have no hope. My ideal in my sophomore year is to take one! Those who have gone through the ups and downs may all understand the feeling that, the naive food can not eat, can not sing a song, one night surging, the next day I went home, tears can not stop the flow, although the old saying is "Men have tears and don't play easily ".) Now, I am thinking that time is like a knife, and the hardships and warmth of my high school years have left me for a year ...... What are the things left behind?

     When I was in my sophomore year, I told myself not only to cheat but to escape: "Nothing else. All you have to do is to read, read, and read !" In the twinkling of an eye, two years later, I barely achieved my goal-to take a test. But now, when I look back at the time and time, I find that it seems so monotonous and pale!

   For two years, I had no time to care about the people around me and the things around me, except for books or books. I have little confidant or friends, even in the dormitory, the relationship between me and my colleagues in the dormitory is not warm. In the dormitory, someone calls me "Great God". One day, I couldn't stand the noise in the dormitory, so I moved a table to the dormitory toilet to study, I spent a full night ...... Some people scold me for being a nerd, reading Dead books, and reading Dead books. I don't care. I really don't care. I smile at myself, my goal, my pursuit, my persistence, all come from the belief in the second year of high school: Be sure to take one! I really don't care about anything else ......

    I almost never slept at noon in my sophomore year and sophomore year. I either used this time to review the lessons I had learned, to do the exercises, or to overcome the unsolved problems in my class, I remember that I made a schedule at that time. Now it seems that I was shocked: I got up at, read English, and went to the morning run organized by the school, and then I went back to the classroom, continue reading or writing homework, go to dinner at, continue to start full-class morning reading, because the English language emphasizes a bit of time memory, you guess what, I did not have a rest in class time, continue to recite English words or phrases, continue to fight after lunch, do not need to talk about it at night, even when I return to the dormitory, I am not idle, use the gap between my roommate talk to read English, my roommate continues to fight under the lamp after the rest! Generally, I have never slept before, and I usually lie down at. It is really a cool, no dream. I slept until dawn, then I automatically woke up at, and the biological clock was precise to minutes, day after day, month after year, January, without Saturday or Sunday ...... Days are simple, and every day's tasks are full. Every day is busy, so I don't remember what pain is. (now it may be sweet !)...... "When people are doing what they do with their best, time is getting faster "...... Sometimes I was surprised to read a pile of tutoring books I had done, and I was surprised to hear that all of them were done!

    While my high school scores have rapidly improved, I found that the distance between myself and my classmates is getting farther and farther away. In the two years of high school, I did not miss anything. I just missed the most pure and precious section, it is also the most memorable friendship .........

    Sometimes the test is not good. I will walk to the dormitory balcony in the middle of the night, looking at the bright moon, any breeze blowing through my crisp face, and then, look at the distance with a dull look, alone sad ...... After taking the group photos, I hid myself, because I saw many people taking photos of their friends, I can only stay in the corner and watch it silently! Recently, the class leader in the third year of the third year produced a video of the third year. I watched the video. The people who were familiar with the video came into my eyes, smile, as before, deeply engraved in my heart, then they gradually fade, gradually disappear, go ...... My back may be the same as I did without words in the video! So ordinary, inconspicuous, and then with the time washing, they will eventually forget ......

    On the evening of the college entrance examination, I was lying in bed and couldn't sleep (for this ghost thing, I 've been working for more than 600 days and nights, I am a person, no one can calm down ), that night, I had to go to bed after more than two minutes. When I got up the next day, the situation was even worse. My heart was shaking constantly (well, it was also a time-honored sandground, but there was a problem at this point! Very depressing !) On the day we went to the test room, Xu asked us to sing a song Zhou huajian's "friends". This song is still fresh in our memories. When everyone sang it, there was no tears. "my friends go together all their lives and there are no more days, in a word, a song for a lifetime ......" After the college entrance examination, we are leaving. Who can expect us to meet again in our life? My eyes are tearful and I can't let it go for a long time ...... Then I walked into the test room with a trembling and trembling heart. I didn't know how to mix the Chinese language, and there was no such thing as an imaginary fountain or a great miracle, it also carries a dirty handwriting (sin !), Mathematics is even worse than my dog's eyes. Two super simple questions have been misunderstood by me (too much thinking, too much thinking ......), Suddenly lost a dozen points ...... Looking back. The next day, I started to shake my mind, but when the bell rang for only 15 minutes, I experienced a cold sweat. The problem was abnormal and the difficulty was chemistry, I will not do anything as much as possible (If a question is dragged on for too long, the heartbeat will be even worse and even more arrogant, maybe it's a guilty conscience !), I finally caught the point as much as possible at the last moment. English in the afternoon is my strong point, but on that day, my accumulated skills in English for many years are at a loss ...... What then? No, and then it's over. After a night and night, we rushed back home, and the high school died quietly before we met ......

   Because the college entrance examination we got together, we naturally dispersed after the College Entrance Examination. Those familiar people and familiar things really don't know if we will have a chance to meet again in the future, or are we going to be like float?

    In this university, I have heard such a subtle saying: "the beauty of the college entrance examination is not in the hope of success, but in the bad weather. If we had to take two more exams or take two fewer exams, maybe now we are doing different things in different places and people, so now we can sit together from all over the world, I think everything can only be described in two words: fate. We may not be able to change anything, but what we can do is to cherish this fate!"

    Today, it's crazy, silly, isn't the time of a year over? I often wonder what I paid for in the past year? What have I gained? When I was in high school, I often fantasized about my college life. I would make many friends and read many books. I would like to go hiking and wading with my confidant, and chat with me, talking about life, ideals, and ambitions; I cannot sink into the game for four years in college ...... "The ideal is full, and the reality is special." It was discovered at the university that this charming ivory tower like a diamond is really desolate! As we are in the same window, the distance between us is really far away. We won't be able to meet each other several times in a day. It's lucky to meet you with a faint smile, it's really sad to face a cold face! In the evening, daily self-study is gradually a person, almost never met a classmate, sometimes looking around a person who does not know, really feel speechless lonely! Those professors, doctors, and lecturers only give lectures, without the familiar chalk head, firm approval, and expected eyes. Instead, they are cold and flickering fluorescent computer projections, the indifference of all beings and a self-care speech! This kind of disappointment is from the bottom of my heart, and I am powerless to change something. All I can control is myself! Fortunately, in my freshman year, I was just confused and not lost. I have seen the faces of many old man who struggled in front of the dormitory in the internet cafe and night, with deep intent, in the game, they cheered, were angry, their faces were either refreshing and happy, or they were full of excitement. In the classroom, they were expressionless and squatted on the table throughout the entire class; I have seen a face with a ripple face. They hold their hands and linger in the cherry garden with red powder in the spring day, hear Yu Xuan in full bloom in the summer, and have a sweet osmanthus tree in the garden in the autumn. Thank you; I have seen a face with nothing to do, and I feel nothing to do all day ......

     Society is a big dyeing tank, and universities are also half a society. I gradually found that there is no goal in the university, and it is very painful and dangerous to follow the waves of turbidity like block duckweed, because "no direction of the ship, any wind is reverse for it", even you do not know where you want to go, you will sooner or later waste four years of precious youth, once you know where you are going, the whole world will give way to you! I am glad that I know what I am going to do, and I am glad that I have been transferred to the computer system. I know that I like programming, so my goal is to become an excellent or even top-notch programmer after graduation. Before the end of my sophomore year, I want to write an android program by myself (I thought for a long time, and I am also learning java! I must implement it !), The programmer profession is quite challenging, but I like it. I keep getting in touch with new knowledge and constantly creating new things. Nothing is more beautiful than this!

     The road to the future may be long and difficult, but what do I fear if I have survived the process? I believe that, step by step, I can create my own New World!

     No matter what you say, this is what I want to say. No matter what you say, what you think is clear to me!