My Nirvana-chaotic things

Jia Gong said that I had to write about nirvana. At that time, I couldn't feel anything, and it was very blind.
To tell the truth, I really don't know what Nirvana is. It seems like it is a time of human pain. I don't know either, and there is no dictionary at hand.

Nirvana.

I remember that I used to write a diary when I was depressed in my high school. I was lucky to be able to write my diary. But now I 've forgotten a lot of things and read it again. It's hard to say, haha, really, I am not talking about how silly I was at the beginning. I feel that if I let me do it again, I will do it again, it's my own blogs, and I see fewer people. Just like I write a diary, I can make others see it, do it, write it, and don't regret it.

In fact, I really don't know what to say, maybe it's not a problem. Actually, I feel like writing is similar to saying it. If I don't let others know it, it's quite uncomfortable, if it is written, it may not be visible to others, and it feels as if it was said.

It is actually very difficult to learn something. If you know too little about things, I can't say well. I don't know what to say about software development, there is no capital. I just started software for less than four months. I didn't think about this problem before, so I didn't do it at all.

In fact, it was quite accidental to learn computer science. when I graduated from high school, I knew that I had a computer major, but I never wanted to report to this major, I did not report anything to the computer, because I have never been in touch with or understand it. I have been playing in the city for several years. There is a gap. At that time, I thought so, then my ideal major is astronomy and physics. I want to know more about it. However, the college entrance examination is too bad. I really want to repeat it. However, I really don't get used to this kind of question-sea tactics. Really, our teacher can't really say it. At that time, I remember that apart from the high school teachers, even the class teachers who were very strict in junior high school said they were in high school, it is similar to the machine used to answer questions. There are two sets of questions each day, and there are still a mess of homework that are not questions. Do it, take five subjects and three years to study for the college entrance examination. It should be a little serious, it should be very easy, why do you have to force students to do so many things that you don't understand every day? The speed is good, and the quality of the students is very low. Even if you know there is something you can't do, you don't have time to read it, there is really a lot of free time for two hours a day. The meal time is limited. No one dares to go out for a break during the recess. It's boring. It's enough to take a two-year shift in junior high school, high school is also the key point. I really can't stand it. What should I re-read? Let's go and then I came to the golden college.