My North drift

When talking about the north drifting word, a complicated emotion arises naturally. As a Hunan person, he suddenly came to Beijing. The bitterness is only known to himself. Here, we are lonely and helpless. We cannot find a sense of belonging, and our life is difficult to adapt. Our youth are also slowly passing through our struggles. It leaves me white hair, wrinkles on the forehead, high eyesight, and vicissitudes of life... But I never regret it. Here, I surpass myself and reach the level I did not dare to think about. Here, I gradually believe that there is nothing impossible. Here, I believe that as I grow stronger, those stones that press on the bottom of my heart like Taishan will one day be able to fl away like a fly.

 

Lost accommodationI think every foreigner in Beijing will feel this way. There is a large population and there is no idea if the house price is high. Even if you can buy a car, you cannot open a card, so it basically broke the illusion of living in Beijing.

In the past three years, I have moved my home for seven times, and I have done everything well. Now I have carefully selected all the options for moving my house and gradually found a sense of happiness.

I once moved to my home with my heart: when one person lives alone, he finds a colleague to stay together. When he wants to stay quiet, he moves away and lives alone. When he gets lonely, he finds another colleague to stay together. In the meantime, many things have been figured out, and many things have failed, but this is the case.

I once moved with the company: No matter where the company is, I will live near the company. But as I care more and more about the quality of life and don't want to be casual, I gradually don't care about the distance to work.

Also move with money: if you are poor, you can live in a remote location. If you want to stay better, you can live in a more remote location. It takes an hour and a half to go to work in Zhongguancun, but this is nothing, and my bottom line is already very low.

I still remember talking to Haibo when I first came to Beijing: I spent a few years in Beijing, and then I went back to Changsha to buy a house. However, three years have passed. Where are the money ??

 

Loneliness and helplessnessWhen I first came to Beijing, I had no relatives or friends. One person goes to Tiananmen, the Palace Museum, and the 13th mausoleum to relax, eats, and goes to work. No one guides me in the future, and no one knows my current status. At that time, communication was annoying, and no one corrected the mistakes. I did not know what I was doing like dreaming all day. Everything has to rely on your own understanding, slowly from a variety of bad thinking and growth. When someone asks me about the situation, I only have one sentence: everything is fine. At that time, I really wanted to abandon everything and let it go,... Who can borrow the money? Who is recommended if I have no job? Who does not have a residence to find? Who are you looking? Who can stay with me? All these consequences have to be borne by yourself, so although you have been resting for a while, it is just to use that time to learn to enrich yourself.

 

Discomfort in life,I hope to have a heavy rain to clear the gray sky and my soul, but it is an unattainable hope. In Hunan, it was only possible to imagine that it was raining heavily.

I hope I can have fried chili meat every day. However, the chilies here are not tasty, and it becomes hot when I eat a little spicy food, And the spicy food can only be gradually alienated. That cool can only be remembered.

I hope to have a bowl of rice flour every morning, but the roadside stalls are filled with pancakes and meat clips. The smooth taste is only worth looking back.

I miss Mandarin with nostalgia, Fu and Hu, Liu and Niu, which have become our characteristic. the accent of the northerner is always a distance for me.

Other: Why do rice cost? Why are the so-called famous dishes in Northeast China so dry? Why is the middle price of renting a house so dark? There are many other worlds in the north that I don't understand...

It is very painful for everyone to discard their previous habits to adapt to a new life.

 

Struggling youth,I came to Beijing in the winter of 2011 and worked as a network engineer. In 2012, I often worked overtime and stayed up late for the whole month. It was a pity that I had to pay for my salary... I studied Linux in the winter of 2012, Linux in the summer of 2013, python in the winter of 2013, and python in the summer of 2014. In those two winter, the course was on the way: it was dark when I went out, and it was dark when I went home. I often encounter heavy snow, watching the white sky, and comforting myself only one sentence: this winter bitter, the next year is the time for me to stretch my hands and feet. However, the road is still rough. From my learning experience, although I am stupid and slow, I have finally completed the preliminary technical accumulation. Watching my classmates show happiness, show love, show baby, show travel, I don't have a photo album to keep my past. I only have an offer to witness my youth.

 

Although Beijing still has many dislikes, it may be the most suitable for me. I am not so lonely, and everyone is in a hurry; I can see more people without knowledge and the direction of my development. I don't like Beijing. I may leave at any time, but I may keep sticking to it.

Although it has been around for a long time, it has never been gone, because the distant dream seems to have seen a possibility here. This is the feeling of being a drifting person.

 

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My North drift