(No) believe-long Yingtai

I believe a lot of things before I was 20 years old, and then one thing becomes unbelieving.

I once believed in patriotism, and later I knew that there was a problem with the definition of "country". Generally, the "country" defined by those who want your patriotism is not necessarily cute and not necessarily worthy of love, and is more likely to be overturned.

I once believed in history. Later I learned that half of the history was fabricated. The former dynasty is always written by the latter. The latter dynasty is always denying the former dynasty, and the latter is denying him, but the negative is not necessarily positive, but it is only accumulation.
The gradual distortion and deformation shift will make the truth cover up forever and cannot be restored. Saying that "never let history be gray" is a good expression. History is often gray. It means that a deer can win a horse.

I once believed in the power of civilization, and later I learned that the ignorance and barbarism of people did not disappear due to the progress of civilization. However, ignorance and barbarism have many different aspects: simple peasant workers and profound
Sinks of intellectuals, confident political leaders, and masters of Heaven and Earth may have different forms of great ignorance and great barbaric, and between brutal and civilized, it seems that there is only a very subtle front-line that can be erased at any time.
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I once believed in justice, and later I learned that there could be two kinds of Justice at the same time, and they were in conflict with each other. If we choose one of them, Justice also means injustice. Moreover, you cannot see that some people enthusiastically claim a specific justice at a specific time, which hides an unmeasurable injustice.

I once believed in the idealist, and later I learned that the idealist often cannot stand the test of power: A man with power may turn into an "evil" that he had vowed to oppose. Or, he is overwhelmed in the real field
Click it and the attackers will drop Malaysia and have no chance to achieve his ideal. Idealists must have character before they can be corrupted by power. Idealists must be able to transform their ideals into practice. But ideal
They have both character and ability.

I once believed in love, and later I learned that love must be converted into affection before it can last forever. But the love converted into affection is like an ice in a cup of water-is it still ice?

I once believed that the sea was as a permanent indicator, and later I knew that the sea was actually very dry, and the stone was very bad. Rain may not come any more. It turns out that the earth under your feet is easily destroyed. It never existed.

Many things I believed before I was 20 years old, some of which are actually believed today.

For example, the country may not be cute, but the land and people can love it. For example, history may not be able to believe, but the pursuit of truth can be exhausted. For example, civilization may be fragile, but we do not have to rely on civilization. For example
Justice may be extremely suspicious, but it is more important to care about justice than to care about security. For example, idealists may not be able to achieve great things, but their society must be different without them. For example, love is always disappointing, but fireflies are
Night light has never been used to keep light. For example, the impermanence of the sea may not exist, but if there is an infinite universe in a grain of sand, there must be a constant time.

So, is there anything I did not believe before the age of 20, but now I believe it?

Yes, but they are all the most common stories. I once did not believe that "character determines fate". Now I believe it. I once did not believe that "color is empty". Now I believe it. I once did not believe that "the ship is naturally straight to the bridgehead ".
There is a bit of mail. I once did not believe in uncertain cases, and I have not yet prepared to believe them. However, I have no idea about positive examples. For example, Li shutong's last handwriting before the Silence: "The friendship between the gentleman, it is as light as water,
Seeking for the image, the length of a thousand miles. Ask Yu he Shi, Khor forgets to say, Huachi spring full, day Heart moon circle .」

There is a deep dive between belief and unbelief.

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